i almost had sex

This topic was created in the Sagittarius forum by sunchee on Wednesday, July 23, 2014 and has 8 replies.

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@sunchee
12 YearsGemini

SAGIS! ... I need some help there's this guy and he is a wonderful Sagittarius. He's sweet, kind, funny, poetic, his humor is odd and it attracts me heavily... He's also older than me.. 22... I'm 18.. ..he had a baby last week..his ex and him are over I believe him. Although..its hard to look past the kid thing. All I know is I hung out with him a few nights ago.... Ashamed am I,.. I almost had sex with him... I'm going crazy because he's nothing like the guy I imagine myself being with in the future..but he lives in the moment and thats something I barely do nowadays. He's used to having sex and shit I'm used to eating and watching Netflix... EBHHGGGGGGGGGGGG WHHYYYT!@?@??@! THIS connection ... I know its bad but at the same time good. Maybe its time for me not to care and to test the waters.. ... I don't want to... But I want to... If you catch my drift... Just tell me what do or at least whats going on here..

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@happykitsune
15 Years1,000+ Posts

Do what you want, but realize this will probably not lead to anything permanent. You're so young so maybe it's best not to get involved and let your emotions get messed with. But you'll do what you want in the end.

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@sunchee
12 YearsGemini

Thank you I feel better ..yes each of you helped even the last one that almost laughed because it reminded me its okay to laugh too x)

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@sunchee
12 YearsGemini

Lol thats thing... Man that is the one terrible thing I didn't mention... He's not married .... They've been separated for a few months and I was like that was long as I been broken up with my ex so I didn't judge him... But he also said he didn't believe in marriage that's something I heavily believe in... And the kid .... I don't know why I would want to be with someone that's a father I honestly had no intentions to have sex until he kissed me... And I liked that... I LIKED THAT A LITTLE TOO MUCH!!! THAT WHEN I WENT HOME HES ALL I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND!!!!!