took first picture with scorp

i realized over the weekend, that ive never taken a picture with him. i think i was nervous to take a picture with him. close contact and the mind starts to wonder. plus i was worried that i would spend hours looking at it. looking for any meaning behind things. maybe i think that he will think that i really like him if i want to take a picture with him.

this weekend we took a few pictures together. i dont know why i get so nervous around him. stupid butterflies. but i stopped being a wuss and took a few pics of with him. i even found a few photos that someone took of us and i didnt even know.

i still feel a bit uneasy about the pics, but i am coming to the point where im okay with memorializing anything between us. very venus in cap.

speaking of memorializing things. i kissed him on the cheek in public. i thought about it for 15 mins b4 i decided to do it. it felt like it was the right thing to do, but i was more concerned how he would take it. would he be a dick and move his face or what. he is so unpredictable. but he took it really well and that made me feel relieved from the mini heart attack that i was having.

now im stuck in the phase of "hmmm."

on my computer, on fb, on peoples' phones. the net is a wide one.

Tease! 😛 I was expecting a picture here. 🙂

i cant post it. i wouldnt know where it would end up. 🙂

pretty fucking much 😉 *at least some of the nutjobs on this board.