after my bf did something i told him not to do and he did I have not been able to forgive him even though i said that i have and thought that i had.
i broke up with him and then when i was out talking to my supporting friends about the thing that happened one of my friends met some guy who know my bf who at the time was my ex. yeah well this guy brought us back together again and my bf promised to never do it again and he hasn't.
well the thing is i am having a hard time deciding if can trust him again. one second i do and then he does something that upsets me and then i start thinking about what he did and then i don't trust him. he is a cancer and we do great most of the time and he really loves me and he is doing the best he can not to upset me.
now though the i get angry at small things like if he seas something and i don't hear it i ask him to repeat it and he doesn't. man i get so angry when people do that and i have told him time and time again not to do that yet he still does.. urrrrggggghhhh
i got angry because he got my friends bf number because we were going to meet up later and i was like. why the hell did you take his number i will talk to my friend so that he can tel his bf to meet us at bla bla.
i don't want to be the angry guy all the time but i can't help it... i have become so mean i feel that i annoy myself. though i haven't seared at him or anything just angry shouting. i have even thought about breaking up but at the same time i can't let go.... so confused. is this normal for a sag?
it is not an easy thing to break up i till love him i just want to know why the hell i am so angry all the time now days... is there something with the planets?
and the other thing is he told me that he would be lost without me and i kind of feel the same way. i want everything to be good again i just don't know how to do it 😢
i want to be alone and at the same time i want support lol he is on his way home to me right now and i feel happy yet i want to be alone iiiipppp i have never felt this way before...
oh and saggy we are gay so we nag lol just like you girls but in a manly way i guess, he nags as well and i like it lol i like supporting him and comforting him. lol we take turn on who the mother is you know just the way cancer likes it though he never seems to get enough of it 😛
i broke up with him and then when i was out talking to my supporting friends about the thing that happened one of my friends met some guy who know my bf who at the time was my ex. yeah well this guy brought us back together again and my bf promised to never do it again and he hasn't.
well the thing is i am having a hard time deciding if can trust him again. one second i do and then he does something that upsets me and then i start thinking about what he did and then i don't trust him. he is a cancer and we do great most of the time and he really loves me and he is doing the best he can not to upset me.
now though the i get angry at small things like if he seas something and i don't hear it i ask him to repeat it and he doesn't. man i get so angry when people do that and i have told him time and time again not to do that yet he still does.. urrrrggggghhhh
i got angry because he got my friends bf number because we were going to meet up later and i was like. why the hell did you take his number i will talk to my friend so that he can tel his bf to meet us at bla bla.
i don't want to be the angry guy all the time but i can't help it... i have become so mean i feel that i annoy myself. though i haven't seared at him or anything just angry shouting. i have even thought about breaking up but at the same time i can't let go.... so confused. is this normal for a sag?