Okay. Affirmation time because I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted and I cannot keep going on like this about this Sag.
I will give him space and give him time to do his own thing. If and when he does come back, I will treat him as a friend without demands or expectations. I will try to not personalize this. I will try to talk less over text and more face to face, in person. I am gonna remind myself that he is not mine and I am not his. I will decide how to move forward if and when he does come back. I will go with the flow and I will not overthink this. People make time for what they want.
In terms of the Scorpio, he is treating me like FWB. I like the connection we have. While it's not strong, I chalk that up to us newly talking and I understand my perception of the connection could change with time, benefit of the doubt. He will text me first sometimes to see how I'm doing, and today I played online video games with him and his little brother.
If the Sag texted me, I would be way more excited than I am when the Scorp texts me, but unfortunately this Sag may not want me anymore, and while the Scorp isn't my first choice, I chalk that up to my vision being clouded by the Sag. I know if he was out of the picture, I would be all about this Scorp. I don't want to be hung up on the Sag any longer. I don't want to risk the heartbreak of him coming back around to tell me he moved on, and hell he might not even give me that.
Maybe now is not the time for me to be claimed by anyone. My dad tells me men are not interested in commitment until late 20s/early 30s so I imagine I ought to be realistic, take it all day by day, and just breathe.
I will give him space and give him time to do his own thing. If and when he does come back, I will treat him as a friend without demands or expectations. I will try to not personalize this. I will try to talk less over text and more face to face, in person. I am gonna remind myself that he is not mine and I am not his. I will decide how to move forward if and when he does come back. I will go with the flow and I will not overthink this. People make time for what they want.