I truly believe he regrets what he did, I believe with all I am worth that he feels the same, we had a few very tearful conversations about it, tears on both sides. He has apologized over and over. His exact words " I almost lost you, I did not realize how much I loved you, then you were gone". I do not doubt his love, I ran the gamut of feelings, hurt, anger, defiant, then hurt again I was all over the map, but slowly I came out of it, I never stopped loving him. He missed me. He missed such funny things, I guess I twirl my hair when I am tired, he missed my perfume on the pillows, the way i tilt my head to look up at him. So, I've decided to forgive and open my heart up to his love again. I have too, I would regret it forever if I didn't. But I believe in our love.
