breakup still inlove, stay, what, ughhhhhhh

...so the best thing would be to communicate, but he doesn't seem to get it. He texts me & leaves messages yesterday, but I need the day away. I visit old friends who knew guy who died, felt good to talk to people who understand.

Scorp wants to talk but I don't. When 'I' wanted to talk & needed someone, he left. How am I expected to feel & act. I am being childish & not calling back. But right now, scorp will just make my ill feeling worse, and giving him a chance just to analyze our relationships will only make me feel sicker. Am I best to leave, is this thing f'ed?!! Is it just stress right now?

How you leave someone you love?

I agree with bling, be straight up with him get his damn attention and let him know.

OMG, he just called my work, fukking attacks me for not calling back, and then tries to reverse things, and I just said, I feel hurt when he leaves, and I can't help how I feel & that I needed to talk to old friends yesterday, and he pulls stupid reversal situation comments, and I explode, "Is this what u called to tell me?!!!"

and he says, "no i miss u"

and i say, "i'll call ya later, i'm at work"

and he doesn't understand and i don't understand

and i wanna really really not even talk, wanna walk

wanna dance away and close my eyes, remembering people, places, times, and faces

and he hung up, felt sorry for himself
that stupid selfish scorpio

this stubborn little bullgoddess and sharpening her hooves and her horns

omg, i need help! lol 🙂 Have a nice day!

😛 SWEET! Yes, I do.

hands taurusgoddess her whole liquor stash...and says FORGET ABOUT THE BAD TiMES, BE OBLIVIOUS WITH ME! lol

Bad Kitty! Martini's on the deck sound good, Juicy?

Actually craving red wine & sushi today, maybe I'll take myself out later. 🙂

I think it's the wasabi I'm addicted to. The hot burn that doesn't feel like anything else, and I feel like I'm being strangled from the inside out. mmmmmmmm 😛

that sounds xxxciting 😉