MsTeeq1974
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Scorpio sanity check...I tried to resist. Lol (Page 2)
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Starlover, he basically said that to me, but in a different way. I like how you put it...I understand it better. Ummm, he jokes around a lot, but he has a past and current life filled with some heavy shit. Like for instance, he loves talking about his mom and sisters, but then he gets all quiet and says that he just wants them to convert to Christianity. You know the whole lack of salvation, going to hell thing. I'm a Christian too, so I get it. I can see that this is something that really hurts him and that he thinks about alot. Then there's the thing with his kids. Oldest and only son is with a woman who was in her thirties and he got with her when he was 17. Very bad choice, but it was wayyyyyy better than yhe choices his peers were making. Then the second child with a vindictive woman who he's tried his hardest to please. Another bad/wrong choice. Then a third child with a woman who lied to him and said she was on birth control. She openly calls him ugly and not her type, but he makes ALOT of money in his line of work. Sooooo....yeah. Yet again, a third horrible choice to make. He's really trying to slow his life down so that he makes better personal choices and I see that for the past 5 years or so, he's made some GREAT choices, but he still has to deal with the consequences of all of the wrong choices he's made in the past, you know?
So, in this way, my life is very easy, because I'm not into making a bunch of wrong choices. I'd rather hide under a rock and starve to death. Like I told him this morning, I've never pawned my stuff, because I watched ny older cousin stress to death over pawned personal items when I was in my early twenties. I do very well watching people eff up and avoid making their same mistakes. Plus, I work too dang much and always have so that it's easy for me to just say I'm unavailable or tired which avoids bullshit and people respect that.
Thanks for the encouragement. I love having good clean or just a little bit of dirty fun. Lol ha ha ha
So, in this way, my life is very easy, because I'm not into making a bunch of wrong choices. I'd rather hide under a rock and starve to death. Like I told him this morning, I've never pawned my stuff, because I watched ny older cousin stress to death over pawned personal items when I was in my early twenties. I do very well watching people eff up and avoid making their same mistakes. Plus, I work too dang much and always have so that it's easy for me to just say I'm unavailable or tired which avoids bullshit and people respect that.
Thanks for the encouragement. I love having good clean or just a little bit of dirty fun. Lol ha ha ha
Posted by MsTeeq1974Jesus christ in heaven.
I have finally accepted the fact that he is obsessed with pictures and video of me. He keeps taking these candid pictures and yesterday when he stopped by my job to get something from me, a team member asked me to fix her laptop. He doesn't know that I know he video taped me intetacting with her and telling her what I needed to do to fix her laptop.
I asked him earlier this week what he does with all of the pics and videos. He said, "I look at them from time to time and the videos, they make me laugh." I didn't say anything and he added, "It's not like I look at them ALL of the time though".
He has video of everything from me acting like I'm having sex with a roasted pig on a table (I roasted a whole pig earlier this summer and holding the legs open while my barbarian caveman homie cut it up with a machete reminded me of a chick in missionary, so I acted like I was having sex with it...yes, I was drunk off of rum punch)....and he has video of me masturbating...plus some other silly stuff. He has a fantastic pic of me laughing my ass off while taking a piss in the park at 2am when we got drunk and went down there to drink cheap wine to wrap up our night....on a fucking Wednesday no less.
Do any other Scorps have a thing about pics and vids of your mate or other people that you hang with?
O_O
I need to go to church after reading that. Kinda sounds unhealthy.
Posted by MsTeeq1974I love you more.
I don't have "loose" boundaries. They are tight. What I choose to have tight boundaries about is different from what someone else might have boundaries about. It would be great if people could stop thinking that Pisces people are pushovers just because we don't get upset at things very easily or have this stringent expectations of human behavior.
There is this other side where respect is due, because of valuing what is intangible and not easily obtainable.
Just because you don't see it, doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. And yes, I'm saying that I find your statement a tad bit disrespectful. Words like "loose boundaries" and "push them around" imply that someone is making themselves available as a doormat.
I am nobody's doormat.
Posted by KaptainKhaosPosted by MsTeeq1974I love you more.
I don't have "loose" boundaries. They are tight. What I choose to have tight boundaries about is different from what someone else might have boundaries about. It would be great if people could stop thinking that Pisces people are pushovers just because we don't get upset at things very easily or have this stringent expectations of human behavior.
There is this other side where respect is due, because of valuing what is intangible and not easily obtainable.
Just because you don't see it, doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. And yes, I'm saying that I find your statement a tad bit disrespectful. Words like "loose boundaries" and "push them around" imply that someone is making themselves available as a doormat.
I am nobody's doormat.click to expand
Lol...thank you for the encouragement.
I've since asked some questions regarding his Leo moon in the Leo forum, because while I understand the Scorpic behavior, the Leo moon affect was completely lost on me and the only observation that I've had of Leo moon in romantic relationships is VERY messed up.
Anyways...from his Scorp sun activities or behaviors, everything is fine. I'm VERY comfortable with the Scorpic stuff, even the roller coaster ride, because let's face it...the good does outweigh the bad. Short synopsis...he effed up, I went off, he apologized, we kissed and made up. MmmmmMMMmmmm...that make up session....damn. lol
I found out early this morning that my spiritual mother died. She's been on a ventilator since last Tuesday. I didn't go into depth with it at the time with him, well...because I just don't do that when crisis hits. I initially react and smooth out to a response, then I just wait. Well, she died this morning and I flipped out. Literally and woke him up screaming at 6am. I couldn't stop crying all morning and felt so bad...even though I know I have the right to grieve. He tried consoling me and I think was just at a loss over what to do or how to help. So he went back to sleep, because he had an appointment and I left to go home and get ready for work. He called me after his appointment and took me to lunch. He was very attentive during lunch. Like when I asked the waitress for chop sticks, he immediately got up and went to get them from her instead of waiting for her to bring them to me.
I'm not like in this "poor me mode", because that's just not how I operate, but he gets it. Even though I'm acting like everything is good...which, I mean....shit....death is just...a fucked up thing. It really is...I'm working and have 4 direct reports here today and have shit to do. I can't just stop. On the way back, he cranked up the music REAL loud and we bugged out like normal. I just want things to go back to normal.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.....and FUCK DEATH...with no FUCKING VASELINE. FUCKER.
Anyways...from his Scorp sun activities or behaviors, everything is fine. I'm VERY comfortable with the Scorpic stuff, even the roller coaster ride, because let's face it...the good does outweigh the bad. Short synopsis...he effed up, I went off, he apologized, we kissed and made up. MmmmmMMMmmmm...that make up session....damn. lol
I found out early this morning that my spiritual mother died. She's been on a ventilator since last Tuesday. I didn't go into depth with it at the time with him, well...because I just don't do that when crisis hits. I initially react and smooth out to a response, then I just wait. Well, she died this morning and I flipped out. Literally and woke him up screaming at 6am. I couldn't stop crying all morning and felt so bad...even though I know I have the right to grieve. He tried consoling me and I think was just at a loss over what to do or how to help. So he went back to sleep, because he had an appointment and I left to go home and get ready for work. He called me after his appointment and took me to lunch. He was very attentive during lunch. Like when I asked the waitress for chop sticks, he immediately got up and went to get them from her instead of waiting for her to bring them to me.
I'm not like in this "poor me mode", because that's just not how I operate, but he gets it. Even though I'm acting like everything is good...which, I mean....shit....death is just...a fucked up thing. It really is...I'm working and have 4 direct reports here today and have shit to do. I can't just stop. On the way back, he cranked up the music REAL loud and we bugged out like normal. I just want things to go back to normal.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.....and FUCK DEATH...with no FUCKING VASELINE. FUCKER.
I think that me and my Scorp are headed down friend zone lane. smh I don't know how to feel about this. Sometimes I think it would be best if we were only friends, because we interact SO much like we're just friends which means that a lot of what normally happens in a courtship doesn't happen between/for us. I'm not used to my guy treating me this way. He shows very little signs of possessiveness. Like, they're there, but on a mild level. He'll voice them here and there, but then he laughs them off. I'm becoming more and more blunt about what I don't like about being with him as his girlfriend and it just FEELS weird,. because there's no argument about tit, no discussion about it. We just talk and laugh. While I don't want conflict or drama, I also want more passion. He's extremely casual in his approach with/to me. I love him. He says he loves me, etc. He originally came across as this passionate, caring, sensitive guy who wanted to be in a relationship with me. Now, he acts like a friend who likes hanging out. I even showed him the calendar where I keep track of my sexual activities (medical stuff related) and I showed him where we used to have sex a lot, it dropped a little last month, and this month...OMG....I'm shocked that we've only had sex like...4 times. It's been GREAT sex, but we just aren't having enough of it. He's been staying home or out with friends drinking and THEN comes to hang out with me. Yesterday, I wanted to have sex before my procedure, because I knew I had to be on bed rest for 24-48 hours afterwards. He was so called babysitting his roommates new puppy and couldn't come over early before I had to go to the hospital. He grilled me about what I was doing the night before (I went to party before being on bed rest and he didn't feel like going...he was playing his video games), because I mentioned something about getting more good lovin like I had the day before. He got out of the car, started laughing, grabbed me by my shoulders and was like, "What were YOU doing last night?" I was like, "What the hell?" He said, "No, no, no...what's up with this good lovin you got yesterday?" I said, "You idiot, I was talking about when we h ad sex YESTERDAY morning!". lol We both started laughing, but at the same time, I was thinking...OMG...so you can ask me about my statement while you're thinking I MIGHT have had sex with someone else, but you couldn't come over early at my request to have sex this morning.
Anyways...I said that to him and he was like, "Awwwl Babe...you're serious. Come on, let's go take care of this right now." He attempted to drag me back to the house, but I was like, "No...I HAVE to be there on time or everything will be screwed up."
Does ANY of this sound like familiar relationship progression with a Scorp? This doesn't seem normal for a Scorp at all.
Does ANY of this sound like familiar relationship progression with a Scorp? This doesn't seem normal for a Scorp at all.
Posted by ReincarnationThat's what I was thinking. I'm not trying to make him jealous. That's just not in me to do so. I think I just need to not worry about it. However, that's difficult given my past experience with Scorp men just flipping the script all of the sudden.
Leo Moon is square his Sun. Kind of unpredictable.
Lack of jealousy generally isn't good.
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I asked him earlier this week what he does with all of the pics and videos. He said, "I look at them from time to time and the videos, they make me laugh." I didn't say anything and he added, "It's not like I look at them ALL of the time though".
He has video of everything from me acting like I'm having sex with a roasted pig on a table (I roasted a whole pig earlier this summer and holding the legs open while my barbarian caveman homie cut it up with a machete reminded me of a chick in missionary, so I acted like I was having sex with it...yes, I was drunk off of rum punch)....and he has video of me masturbating...plus some other silly stuff. He has a fantastic pic of me laughing my ass off while taking a piss in the park at 2am when we got drunk and went down there to drink cheap wine to wrap up our night....on a fucking Wednesday no less.
Do any other Scorps have a thing about pics and vids of your mate or other people that you hang with?