Any mood topics

Today I am hopeless, desperate, furious, hateful and lonely.
My head aches because I've been crying for hours. Nothing major has happened, it's just another ordinary day.
I am just tired... Tired of being lonely.

I laugh when I am around my sister, she is my best friend and soulmate, and I love my family.

Posted by tiziani
I had three back to backs days similar to that last week. And I've had a scarily decent year so far. It just pops up out of nowhere at times.

Pops out of nowhere.. Exactly how it happens sometimes🙂

All I can say is I feel you... I can relate to that pain.. I'm 36

Sadly I can't relate to any of this.

It's not surprising to me that I can't relate, I've been told how odd this is my entire life but I had a very different upbringing from other people. Grew up in a Volatile environment surrounded by Alcoholics, Criminals, and Drug Addicts. Those people are probably why I enjoy being alone as much as I do, any time other people are nearby for prolonged periods of time I feel off kilter.

I thrive when I'm alone and never get lonely. In the grand scheme of things it's a blessing in disguise cause I'm able to maintain my composure and my stone wall status. It takes a LOT, to penetrate my force field.