Cow Version Of Myself = Soulmate? (Page 3)

Posted by busyeyes88

Posted by PV&Jellay
A secret admirer. Finally..things are getting interesting.

What? That he has An admirer in the first place? Lol

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I know, I'm just as shocked as you are!

As far as I'm aware nobody I know, knows that I'm a DXP Member. So I'm pretty much drawing a blank as to who it might be and let's be honest here I'm really not that important. I'd believe the camp story IF they provided the camp name, knew my name, gave their name ( and I knew them) or really provided any kind of proof at all. Facts go a long way with me, it also helps to determine whether I'm being trolled or not. LOL.

This guy knows M143, no doubt!

Holy shit the suspense is killing me.

Oh AB has a secret admirer. Lol

July 4 2000 I threw up on your shoes =p

Posted by BlueandGold
July 4 2000 I threw up on your shoes =p

NO FUCKING WAY

I don't believe you!!!!

Am I being punk'd right now, cause the person who puked on my shoes that night also is the same person who had a nuclear freakout on me months later and swore she would never talk to me ever again as long as I lived. In addition to calling me every curse word in the book including a "Heartless fucking bastard" and that's a direct quote, she also told me she hated me. Now it's well over a decade later and you just happen to find me on a random site? Hmmm.

Posted by AnomalousBull

Posted by BlueandGold
July 4 2000 I threw up on your shoes =p

NO FUCKING WAY

I don't believe you!!!!

Am I being punk'd right now, cause the person who puked on my shoes that night also is the same person who had a nuclear freakout on me months later and swore she would never talk to me ever again as long as I lived. In addition to calling me every curse word in the book including a "Heartless fucking bastard" and that's a direct quote, she also told me she hated me. Now it's well over a decade later and you just happen to find me on a random site? Hmmm.

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First of all the reason why I freaked out on you was because I bared my soul to you and in return you totally dismissed me. I was in love with you and you broke my heart. It hurt to listen to you tell me that I didn't matter to you, that I didn't know what I was feeling for you when you had no idea what I was feeling. It crushed me and you didn't seem to care which hurt me even more. The first time I laid my eyes on you was at my friend Lana's house she lived the next block over from where your band used to get together and practice. Then weeks later you happened to be in my neighborhood with some of your friends doing tricks on your skateboards you fell off yours and it rolled straight to me. You walked up to me and introduced yourself then stuck your right hand out to take the board back but your hand touched mine and there was a electric charge. Finally that night when you carried me all the way home after finding me at the party vomiting after drinking my first beer all of it felt like it was meant to be.

Secondly my friend Allison which you may or may not remember depending on if you have any brain cells left and who is also my room mate is into astrology and she's the one who found you on here and then told me so that's how I found you.

I wasn't aware that you thought about me like that but like I told you at the time you were young, I was young but unlike you I was on the verge of becoming an adult and It would have been inappropriate of me to be involved with a kid. That night at the party, I was just doing my duty as an upperclassman and ensuring you were safe, nothing more. You really shouldn't have even been at that party as it was geared for older people. I carried you home because i didn't want anything to happen to you, I mean there was rampant drug use and stuff. I'm sorry you got the wrong impression.

Blue - what sign are you?

Posted by AnomalousBull
I wasn't aware that you thought about me like that but like I told you at the time you were young, I was young but unlike you I was on the verge of becoming an adult and It would have been inappropriate of me to be involved with a kid. That night at the party, I was just doing my duty as an upperclassman and ensuring you were safe, nothing more. You really shouldn't have even been at that party as it was geared for older people. I carried you home because i didn't want anything to happen to you, I mean there was rampant drug use and stuff. I'm sorry you got the wrong impression.

OMG you are such a liar! So you are going to stick to that same bullshit you told me back then——— I don't know what I was expecting by interacting with you maybe I was hoping you had grown up just a bit. So if it was your so called duty as a 'upperclassman' to ensure my safety then how come you didn't make sure my friends got home safe that night? Better yet why did you kiss me on my forehead after you ensured I was comfortable in my bed when you got me back home after carrying me for not one not two not three or even four but 9 blocks!? Maybe you can fool yourself James but you can't fool me. I'm sure you thought I was too out of it to have noticed but I wasn't. Of course that wasn't the only time we got close or rather you got close to me. You make me sound like I was a child but I was 13 when we first met and 14 when you left me behind and maybe I was too young to be at that party but it didn't stop you from hanging out with me did it? The only reason you eventually stopped hanging out with me was because your friends gave you shit for hanging out with a 'child'. Even though we were both teens. I know you cared about me, every time you looked into my eyes while we talked you felt the same connection i did and when we were around each other it was very intense. It was almost like magnets. And you know what else? I haven't felt anything like that since.

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio
Blue - what sign are you?

I'm a Taurus. My birthday is May 17

Posted by BlueandGold

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio
Blue - what sign are you?

I'm a Taurus. My birthday is May 17

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I never knew you were a Taurus.

Posted by BlueandGold

Posted by AnomalousBull
I wasn't aware that you thought about me like that but like I told you at the time you were young, I was young but unlike you I was on the verge of becoming an adult and It would have been inappropriate of me to be involved with a kid. That night at the party, I was just doing my duty as an upperclassman and ensuring you were safe, nothing more. You really shouldn't have even been at that party as it was geared for older people. I carried you home because i didn't want anything to happen to you, I mean there was rampant drug use and stuff. I'm sorry you got the wrong impression.

OMG you are such a liar! So you are going to stick to that same bullshit you told me back then——— I don't know what I was expecting by interacting with you maybe I was hoping you had grown up just a bit. So if it was your so called duty as a 'upperclassman' to ensure my safety then how come you didn't make sure my friends got home safe that night? Better yet why did you kiss me on my forehead after you ensured I was comfortable in my bed when you got me back home after carrying me for not one not two not three or even four but 9 blocks!? Maybe you can fool yourself James but you can't fool me. I'm sure you thought I was too out of it to have noticed but I wasn't. Of course that wasn't the only time we got close or rather you got close to me. You make me sound like I was a child but I was 13 when we first met and 14 when you left me behind and maybe I was too young to be at that party but it didn't stop you from hanging out with me did it? The only reason you eventually stopped hanging out with me was because your friends gave you shit for hanging out with a 'child'. Even though we were both teens. I know you cared about me, every time you looked into my eyes while we talked you felt the same connection i did and when we were around each other it was very intense. It was almost like magnets. And you know what else? I haven't felt anything like that since.

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Can we please talk in private?

Why so you can lie and say something else happened later? Go kick rocks.

Awwww, my Cancer Venus is loving this...

AnomalousBull? More like Shithead. You can stop wasting your time messaging me. You want to interact with me then you do it right here.

Oh no.. why is this accusation. I have no existing screen name. only one. also, I don't play other emotions.

this is very horrible. Ab, honestly it's not me- I am not a stalker. I have a strong mindset and no games for me.

hahaha.. AB now arrested. But soo scary. very scary... if I would love someone.. I will send email or atleast let them know... oh no.

what a story... AB and BlueGold were lovers..

Posted by 4ND5
IT'S M143

lol. I am not going to do that to Ab. hahaha.

Posted by 4ND5

Posted by M143

Posted by 4ND5
IT'S M143

lol. I am not going to do that to Ab. hahaha.

we were just joking with you and the scorp stereotype of being stalkers. 😛

scorp-taurus is officially the stalker axis.

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lol. I was thinking you are BlueGold too. hahaha. But it's clearing the air now. so no worries.

but no, I am evolved Scorpio. The unevolved one will stalk and plot revenge until the enemy will get what they deserve.

I am high as hell right now and this is some funny shit....Is this really happening? Did this girl really find him on here? HaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

AB - think about it man. The signs are all there. Look at the title of the thread. You threw that out there into the Universe - looking for your Taurus Soulmate. You didn't specify the gender, so first you got that Hemisphere guy. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! But now, here she is. Your Taurus queen. The odds of her finding you online, and finding this thread, where you're looking for your Taurus soulmate?

She already loves you. You don't have to court her at all, Taurus style...lol. She feels electric sparks when you touch. I think we have some Twin Flames here folks...hahahahhahahahhaha

but seriously though..lol..... You should probably give your soulmate a shot, because, from what I've read in this thread, the outlook is not so good for you in the love department....

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio
I am high as hell right now and this is some funny shit....Is this really happening? Did this girl really find him on here? HaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

AB - think about it man. The signs are all there. Look at the title of the thread. You threw that out there into the Universe - looking for your Taurus Soulmate. You didn't specify the gender, so first you got that Hemisphere guy. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! But now, here she is. Your Taurus queen. The odds of her finding you online, and finding this thread, where you're looking for your Taurus soulmate?

She already loves you. You don't have to court her at all, Taurus style...lol. She feels electric sparks when you touch. I think we have some Twin Flames here folks...hahahahhahahahhaha

but seriously though..lol..... You should probably give your soulmate a shot, because, from what I've read in this thread, the outlook is not so good for you in the love department....

lol

Posted by BlueandGold

Posted by AnomalousBull
I know you cared about me, every time you looked into my eyes while we talked you felt the same connection i did and when we were around each other it was very intense. It was almost like magnets. And you know what else? I haven't felt anything like that since.

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This line right here...I've read it several times....lol....it was just a great way to finish....I think he should give you a shot just for this....

And if AB felt *anything*, he also hasn't felt anything like it since....lolol

When Venus Retrograde - This is not good to decide... whether to get marry or break up or whatever because it's not going to have a happy result in our part.. just wait until Venus Direct.

Posted by 4ND5

this is amazing...lol

Come on James, stop being a ginger prick and dismissing and arguing with this Taurus chick who clearly still likes you. Put Virgo moon away and stop being a stubborn twat. We can ALL see it!!!!!

Posted by AgentP911
Come on James, stop being a ginger prick and dismissing and arguing with this Taurus chick who clearly still likes you. Put Virgo moon away and stop being a stubborn twat. We can ALL see it!!!!!

hahaha. They're talking in private now.

Damn... I feel like I'm missing prime time TV!

It's been ages since we've had some proper action on here'

How's it going M?

Yep, AB has a stalker....

Posted by AgentP911
Damn... I feel like I'm missing prime time TV!

It's been ages since we've had some proper action on here'

How's it going M?

Yeah it was and it made me freaked out when he's pointing me behind's BlueandGold screen name but it turns out funny because she hunted him here.

not bad.. just chillin AgentP911. I can't just get over laughing AB now...

Blue was essentially defending no way in and while I do appreciate a Public lambasting as much as the next guy I had certain things which could only be said in a more personal situation and thus I tracked down her phone number like a typical stalker would and phoned her. As I explained to her I couldn't change the past and I did treat her poorly and unfairly at the time. I'm not going to get into the more private stuff, but we talked on the phone until her's died. I offered to take her out when she comes back to town for a visit and treat her as she deserves to be treated.

She's still thinking it over, I mean she's going to be up here for her parents anniversary so i figured why not step up to the plate. Of course getting rid of my list will be difficult for me, but she easily excels most of it which is a plus. Worst that can happen is that she murders me with a steak knife, right? lmao

BTW I fucking LOVE Ands. Anyone who doesn't like Ands, clearly lacks a sense of humor and belongs in a monastery. Seriously.

Posted by AnomalousBull
Blue was essentially defending no way in and while I do appreciate a Public lambasting as much as the next guy I had certain things which could only be said in a more personal situation and thus I tracked down her phone number like a typical stalker would and phoned her. As I explained to her I couldn't change the past and I did treat her poorly and unfairly at the time. I'm not going to get into the more private stuff, but we talked on the phone until her's died. I offered to take her out when she comes back to town for a visit and treat her as she deserves to be treated.

She's still thinking it over, I mean she's going to be up here for her parents anniversary so i figured why not step up to the plate. Of course getting rid of my list will be difficult for me, but she easily excels most of it which is a plus. Worst that can happen is that she murders me with a steak knife, right? lmao

A fish slice and a spoon!! Imagination...

Good for you fella!! Get rid of the list. You can still keep some of the basic and important principles. You don't need a list for that. Just see how it goes. You can't change the past but the past doesn't always need changing. She sounds like she might be a keeper... So don't fuck it up!!

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Posted by AnomalousBull
Blue was essentially defending no way in and while I do appreciate a Public lambasting as much as the next guy I had certain things which could only be said in a more personal situation and thus I tracked down her phone number like a typical stalker would and phoned her. As I explained to her I couldn't change the past and I did treat her poorly and unfairly at the time. I'm not going to get into the more private stuff, but we talked on the phone until her's died. I offered to take her out when she comes back to town for a visit and treat her as she deserves to be treated.

She's still thinking it over, I mean she's going to be up here for her parents anniversary so i figured why not step up to the plate. Of course getting rid of my list will be difficult for me, but she easily excels most of it which is a plus. Worst that can happen is that she murders me with a steak knife, right? lmao

sounds great AB. i hope it is beginning of something wonderful in your life.

this thread is a miracle...

Thanks,

She's not exactly like me in every sense, I mean she isn't a Virgo moon but has a Cap moon instead and she is Leo rising same as me... Have to read up on it later and research her other placements as well and maybe it will explain why we have this intensity around each other. I'm not really the sappy type but when I heard her voice after all these years I felt in awe, and these emotions came flooding back transporting me to a place I haven't been in a long time. it's strange. I'm just glad she talked to me though and next thing I knew it was several hours later. LOL!

Posted by AnomalousBull
Thanks,

She's not exactly like me in every sense, I mean she isn't a Virgo moon but has a Cap moon instead and she is Leo rising same as me... Have to read up on it later and research her other placements as well and maybe it will explain why we have this intensity around each other. I'm not really the sappy type but when I heard her voice after all these years I felt in awe, and these emotions came flooding back transporting me to a place I haven't been in a long time. it's strange. I'm just glad she talked to me though and next thing I knew it was several hours later. LOL!

WOW, you seeTHAT was what I was wondering: did you feel the intensity, the chemistry, the electricity she spoke of. And I am getting chills now hearing that you do. That's something special. I love how she knew it was mutual and called you out. Hahaha....

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio

tls, you might be interested in this.

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/there-are-no-accidents-robert-h-hopcke/1002315077?ean=9781573226813

Posted by jeane
tls, you might be interested in this.

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/there-are-no-accidents-robert-h-hopcke/1002315077?ean=9781573226813

ah...thanks...I have actually seen this book before and wanted to read it. I love Jung in general, and especially his work on synchronicity...

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio

Posted by jeane
tls, you might be interested in this.

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/there-are-no-accidents-robert-h-hopcke/1002315077?ean=9781573226813

ah...thanks...I have actually seen this book before and wanted to read it. I love Jung in general, and especially his work on synchronicity...

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from what i remember it's quite good. i read it sometime in the late nineties. not being religious, i was always intrigued in the concept.

ya.

She's not exactly like me in every sense... Says AB

Yeah, she doesn't have a dick but it looks like she has some fucking balls!!

Good for her!

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio WOW, you seeTHAT was what I was wondering: did you feel the intensity, the chemistry, the electricity she spoke of. And I am getting chills now hearing that you do. That's something special. I love how she knew it was mutual and called you out. Hahaha....

I thought it was best to hide it as it was in the past but the moment she spoke to me and we had heart to heart I basically surrendered to her. lol. I'm actually kicking myself over here cause if I didn't care about what other people thought back then as I do now then our lives could have been much different. At the height of our intensity at the time I was constantly fighting the urge to passionately ravage her. But all those typical teenage things weighed on me like decency and morals.

I'm only three years older than her but back then it was a big deal in social circles. The other thing for me is that at the time I was in less control of my OCD and the thought of holding hands, much less kissing someone would have made me cringe, but with her when we were together the energy we shared was off the charts, overpowering even and I wanted to swap spit with her. I didn't care, I wanted her. Every time I saw her, I just wanted to grab her and never let go. I don't have regrets because I don't believe in them but I do wish I had confessed my feelings to her, all of them. But I suppose everything happens for a reason.

wonders never cease eh? lol

How's that check list of 1333 working out for ya now?

I don't know how much this plays into the overall circumstance but she's a Full bred! :O

jeane - just ordered it....

I8 - so true about seeing him soften up....

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Posted by AgentP911
She's not exactly like me in every sense... Says AB

Yeah, she doesn't have a dick but it looks like she has some fucking balls!!

Good for her!

It's SOOOOO funny that you say that because there have been several moments where I thought to myself that you and AB would be a good match (more for him than for you actually). I just thought you HAVE what he needs. Plus you are both into this whole background checking thing in your careers.

And that Taurus girl seems very much like you! So... My thoughts are with you on this!!

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Ha ha perhaps in another life or dimension. I'm certainly fond of AB even if he is an anally retentive ginger twat, and we have exchanged interesting messages so I'd say he's probably had my boot up his arse or at least a slightly different perspective on a few things. You'd have to ask him though! If I'd have known him last November I'd have definitely driven down to his neck of the woods for a beer and dinner with paper plates and plastic cutlery... Ž