Aqua 2
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AQ,
I can't ask you the question I wanted to know because it would seem out of place in this conversation!!! I have some antibiotics from last time I was sick, and I think they are still good. I will call my doctor tommorrow and ask him if they are ok to take; in the meantime, I will try to do what you said. I have been through this before and you are right it is nothing to fool around with. I just don't understand why I get it— I take care of myself. I've had it before and not known what it was! All I knew was my chest hurt so bad that I couldn't bend over and it was like someone is sticking a knife in my chest that is how it feels!!! It feels like blocks of concrete sitting on my chest, and can't breath!
Ok now you,
You said you are out of supplies. That is going to happen if you are feeling neglected!! You don't want to keep throwing your love away and wasting it on someone who is not appreciative. But, that is not what it is, I think you should know by now how he feels about you, don't you? Perhaps he will show you alot more sometime and make it all up to you, and for now you have to show you're not going to just quit at the first sign of trouble. Maybe he wants to see what you are made of and in order to do that, this is his way?? You are getting tested. I can't say for sure but it sounds like it could be. I do know this though, there are two people involved here and it only takes one at a time to stay focused and inspire the one who is down or is losing their way. That is what it is all about. You support and help each other when you have to. You didn't say exactly what you wanted from him either; I don't mean to psycho analyze you, but would it ever be enough—! It could be your idea of love is not obtainable because no one can meet your expectations, is that right? I mean, you certainly have every right to what you think you deserve, but he may just simply need for you to be clearer on what you want. Sometimes you sound like you want to be left alone to do your writitng, sometimes you get tired of him being around all the time, and sometimes you are fed up when he gives you space? I would break it down for him and don't leave any room for his imagination or what he thinks you want; you be the one to say what it is you need from him, because you are the only one that knows. I really hope you stay strong, ok! Someone has to!!! I need to go lay down. And when can you come and see me? or am I gonna hvae to go up there? I have been to NY, actually there aren't too many places I have been to in the country. Maybe you would like to see some different country?
Ok, please stay positive and don't let negativity inside because it will make you ill, like me!
Love you too,
WB
I can't ask you the question I wanted to know because it would seem out of place in this conversation!!! I have some antibiotics from last time I was sick, and I think they are still good. I will call my doctor tommorrow and ask him if they are ok to take; in the meantime, I will try to do what you said. I have been through this before and you are right it is nothing to fool around with. I just don't understand why I get it— I take care of myself. I've had it before and not known what it was! All I knew was my chest hurt so bad that I couldn't bend over and it was like someone is sticking a knife in my chest that is how it feels!!! It feels like blocks of concrete sitting on my chest, and can't breath!
Ok now you,
You said you are out of supplies. That is going to happen if you are feeling neglected!! You don't want to keep throwing your love away and wasting it on someone who is not appreciative. But, that is not what it is, I think you should know by now how he feels about you, don't you? Perhaps he will show you alot more sometime and make it all up to you, and for now you have to show you're not going to just quit at the first sign of trouble. Maybe he wants to see what you are made of and in order to do that, this is his way?? You are getting tested. I can't say for sure but it sounds like it could be. I do know this though, there are two people involved here and it only takes one at a time to stay focused and inspire the one who is down or is losing their way. That is what it is all about. You support and help each other when you have to. You didn't say exactly what you wanted from him either; I don't mean to psycho analyze you, but would it ever be enough—! It could be your idea of love is not obtainable because no one can meet your expectations, is that right? I mean, you certainly have every right to what you think you deserve, but he may just simply need for you to be clearer on what you want. Sometimes you sound like you want to be left alone to do your writitng, sometimes you get tired of him being around all the time, and sometimes you are fed up when he gives you space? I would break it down for him and don't leave any room for his imagination or what he thinks you want; you be the one to say what it is you need from him, because you are the only one that knows. I really hope you stay strong, ok! Someone has to!!! I need to go lay down. And when can you come and see me? or am I gonna hvae to go up there? I have been to NY, actually there aren't too many places I have been to in the country. Maybe you would like to see some different country?
Ok, please stay positive and don't let negativity inside because it will make you ill, like me!
Love you too,
WB
and AQ, be glad you are not living my life! I would love to be in your shoes!!! I would trade with you any day! Believe me this is true!
WB...
You need a lot of rest,,,,i think it happens when u not dressing warmly ,drinking cold water or when you sleeping under fan or any kind of windy place.
Ihope you'll get back on the truck faster,,,listen maybe you should go to doctor to get new pills if needed and check your lungs.
About him, it is not the first time i'm feeling bieng tested,....and it gets two to tango, still discussion part is not really going to work now,,now he will listen only to his needs...and you know whole discussion is too long , and partly it looks like i'm getting another perspective by reading my diary,,,,so it is going to be just fine, doesn't matter what, how, will i stay.nO RUSHH.
Thanks to all your kind words....get better,,,,and about meeting it doesn;t really matter will u come to NY or me , or we'll meet somwhere like lets say california or florida,, wow it will do good for your lungs, seabreeze with sun...he-he
Did you ever tried warm milk with honey....some people think it yacky, but i used to drink it when i was a kid.
Love..
Aqua 2
You need a lot of rest,,,,i think it happens when u not dressing warmly ,drinking cold water or when you sleeping under fan or any kind of windy place.
Ihope you'll get back on the truck faster,,,listen maybe you should go to doctor to get new pills if needed and check your lungs.
About him, it is not the first time i'm feeling bieng tested,....and it gets two to tango, still discussion part is not really going to work now,,now he will listen only to his needs...and you know whole discussion is too long , and partly it looks like i'm getting another perspective by reading my diary,,,,so it is going to be just fine, doesn't matter what, how, will i stay.nO RUSHH.
Thanks to all your kind words....get better,,,,and about meeting it doesn;t really matter will u come to NY or me , or we'll meet somwhere like lets say california or florida,, wow it will do good for your lungs, seabreeze with sun...he-he
Did you ever tried warm milk with honey....some people think it yacky, but i used to drink it when i was a kid.
Love..
Aqua 2
AQ
OK, then it will be on either coast and yes the salt water would be very healing! I think you are right about the long discussions. I am getting from you that you already have your mind made up, and it doesn't look too good for him! Well, if you are really unhappy with him and want out, then you should tell him upfront and not leave him hangin. That is too bad; I hate to hear so much heartache. I know how it is when you try, and that is what I meant by saying I would trade places with you. I feel like I have been paying for something for far too long and it is not my debt! You know what I am saying? But there is much in life that brings me joy and it is up to you and to me to get what we want out of life! So, tell him and don't leave this go on any longer, any do it soon! I am gonna go to the store and get some tea, I am out!
WB
OK, then it will be on either coast and yes the salt water would be very healing! I think you are right about the long discussions. I am getting from you that you already have your mind made up, and it doesn't look too good for him! Well, if you are really unhappy with him and want out, then you should tell him upfront and not leave him hangin. That is too bad; I hate to hear so much heartache. I know how it is when you try, and that is what I meant by saying I would trade places with you. I feel like I have been paying for something for far too long and it is not my debt! You know what I am saying? But there is much in life that brings me joy and it is up to you and to me to get what we want out of life! So, tell him and don't leave this go on any longer, any do it soon! I am gonna go to the store and get some tea, I am out!
WB
WB it sound funny, it would be easy to tell him, but listen recently i felt that he can't make up his mind, coming, going,,,,and i'm not tolerationg it anymore- so i think no discussions needed , he snoozze he lost. From my point if he wanted to be fair and felt that he got doubts, or somebodyelses attention or to many burdens so he sees me as on e of the responsobilites-----i guess if he was acting more openly, i would tell him this, that and lets do something,,,,,for now i'm gone, no explanations,,,I don't know if he'll show up now, and explain or saying what is going on, i'll think if not , . with every day passing by , he is making it worse----and for now i know not all of the dreams can survive or not been damaged by reality and selfcenterdnes(egoism)....lol
o.k hopefully u ennjoiing your cup of a warm tea....
See u later,it wasn't about my mind been made up, it is more that i've been treted as a thing, on e of the belongings, toys,,,,plus viewing his assurdness that i'll be there doesn't matter what and how i've been treated....
Let's get over that,,,,,,i'm watching Pleasantville now,,,,,so lets keep it all pleasant.....lol
Love
Aqua 2
o.k hopefully u ennjoiing your cup of a warm tea....
See u later,it wasn't about my mind been made up, it is more that i've been treted as a thing, on e of the belongings, toys,,,,plus viewing his assurdness that i'll be there doesn't matter what and how i've been treated....
Let's get over that,,,,,,i'm watching Pleasantville now,,,,,so lets keep it all pleasant.....lol
Love
Aqua 2
WB how do u feel...u know i reread ur previos letter,,,i guess i'm too tired and upset...and my patience is not there somehow.
You are not the only person who suggesting me to wait ,be patient supportotive,,,all i tried to be before....where did it go...plus i always thought that i'll be the last one who will leave or turn my back on him....lol maybe times are change.
the card is casted
dice is rolled
i look like butter
you look like gold....
Maybe you are right, i got to hung in there, just keep my work up, draw, write poems , have fun....make myself busy and distracted......
i'm coloring my hair,got go and wash them...
Just wanted to say thank you,,,,and i really appreciate your effort to make me overthink it once again.....
Love
Aqua 2
You are not the only person who suggesting me to wait ,be patient supportotive,,,all i tried to be before....where did it go...plus i always thought that i'll be the last one who will leave or turn my back on him....lol maybe times are change.
the card is casted
dice is rolled
i look like butter
you look like gold....
Maybe you are right, i got to hung in there, just keep my work up, draw, write poems , have fun....make myself busy and distracted......
i'm coloring my hair,got go and wash them...
Just wanted to say thank you,,,,and i really appreciate your effort to make me overthink it once again.....
Love
Aqua 2
Aq,
I just woke up.I fell a sleep and was dreaming I was sitting with you at the beach, and I was lisetning to the sea gulls! Oh! it sounded like music and the waves crashing
I could not see you, but you had this wonderful soft voice,
that spoke to me and made me very comfortable. I
was really into this dream and then one of my dogs came in to the bedroom got up on the side of the bed and leaned next to me. I could feel his warm breath on my face! He was whining really softly. They want their dinner and they get fed at the same time every night! The one big dog always comes in around 5 pm,so I can have it ready by 6pm! He is very demanding. A male taurus ya know! When I woke they were all so happy to seem me get out of bed!!
Theyknow when I am not feeling well,and they have been laying on the floor right next to me for the last few hours! They are really great friends!
OK, about your man,
I can understand how you feel, but you should hear it from him don't you think. I mean, wouldn't you like to just look in his eyes and ask him the things you need to know.
Let your eyes get all teary as you tell him your feelings.
I always get kind of choked up or start to cry and they don't like it! But sometimes can't help it!!!
I wonder your thoughts
they would be the same ones that are going through his head— We think so different
then men!LOL most men! Some men are really good and they know how we operate. I have this friend and he knows me better than myself; he kind of reminds me of you!LOL
See when I fall in love, I have no doubts about who I want; there is no one else I think about or look at, and I think they come to understand this and then
they use it against us. But I can't help who I love and my heart won't let that stop me. I have to follow it and take the chance everytime. Then I can't seem to get away! That is really scary when someone has your soul and you are helpless to do anything if they don't treat it the way they should. It is very sad.
They figure you so stuck and I will never be disloyal that they got me and then they can go about doing whatever it is they do!LOL
Well, what color is your hair gonna be? I bet it will be pretty. I feel like someone threw me up against a wall and beat the crap out of me! Ya know I had another dream and I was like a daydream of being with God and
all I wanted to do was look in his eyes! But I couldn't do it and he would not have it! Wouldn't that be awesome!!!
to finally look into the creators face and see those
eyes.gosh that just gave me shivers to imagine it.
AQ be still and listen to your inside and then do whatever you need to do. And then hurry up and come see me! and we will sit and listen to the waves and the sea gulls and have a beer and watch the sunset and talk about our secrets!
Love you much!
WB (lost but hopeful)
WB
I just woke up.I fell a sleep and was dreaming I was sitting with you at the beach, and I was lisetning to the sea gulls! Oh! it sounded like music and the waves crashing
I could not see you, but you had this wonderful soft voice,
that spoke to me and made me very comfortable. I
was really into this dream and then one of my dogs came in to the bedroom got up on the side of the bed and leaned next to me. I could feel his warm breath on my face! He was whining really softly. They want their dinner and they get fed at the same time every night! The one big dog always comes in around 5 pm,so I can have it ready by 6pm! He is very demanding. A male taurus ya know! When I woke they were all so happy to seem me get out of bed!!
Theyknow when I am not feeling well,and they have been laying on the floor right next to me for the last few hours! They are really great friends!
OK, about your man,
I can understand how you feel, but you should hear it from him don't you think. I mean, wouldn't you like to just look in his eyes and ask him the things you need to know.
Let your eyes get all teary as you tell him your feelings.
I always get kind of choked up or start to cry and they don't like it! But sometimes can't help it!!!
I wonder your thoughts
they would be the same ones that are going through his head— We think so different
then men!LOL most men! Some men are really good and they know how we operate. I have this friend and he knows me better than myself; he kind of reminds me of you!LOL
See when I fall in love, I have no doubts about who I want; there is no one else I think about or look at, and I think they come to understand this and then
they use it against us. But I can't help who I love and my heart won't let that stop me. I have to follow it and take the chance everytime. Then I can't seem to get away! That is really scary when someone has your soul and you are helpless to do anything if they don't treat it the way they should. It is very sad.
They figure you so stuck and I will never be disloyal that they got me and then they can go about doing whatever it is they do!LOL
Well, what color is your hair gonna be? I bet it will be pretty. I feel like someone threw me up against a wall and beat the crap out of me! Ya know I had another dream and I was like a daydream of being with God and
all I wanted to do was look in his eyes! But I couldn't do it and he would not have it! Wouldn't that be awesome!!!
to finally look into the creators face and see those
eyes.gosh that just gave me shivers to imagine it.
AQ be still and listen to your inside and then do whatever you need to do. And then hurry up and come see me! and we will sit and listen to the waves and the sea gulls and have a beer and watch the sunset and talk about our secrets!
Love you much!
WB (lost but hopeful)
WB
one more, make me a list of what your idea of a perfect relationship would be. Will you do that and then I will do one for you. What would make you happy. Please share! You know you are air sign and you never said what Lubocka is.
I have nothing better to do, and I am severly lonely.
I want to know because I am single and I am all alone right now, but I want to find love again with the right man!!!!
I don't want to make the same mistakes again. Sometimes my idea of a good man are wrong. Is love enough? Or what would make it for you?? Tell me oh wise one, please!
you know! 🙂
I have nothing better to do, and I am severly lonely.
I want to know because I am single and I am all alone right now, but I want to find love again with the right man!!!!
I don't want to make the same mistakes again. Sometimes my idea of a good man are wrong. Is love enough? Or what would make it for you?? Tell me oh wise one, please!
you know! 🙂
"See u later,it wasn't about my mind been made up, it is more that i've been treted as a thing, on e of the belongings, toys,,,,plus viewing his assurdness that i'll be there doesn't matter what and how i've been treated....
Let's get over that,,,,,,i'm watching Pleasantville now,,,,,so lets keep it all pleasant.....lol"
Don't ever think say this! There is no way you could be treated like a toy or a belonging! You are way to strong and wise. You have a big huge heart though and never have to apologize for that. It just needs more expressive love then others, but then it is about giving and receiving. The scale has to be balanced. I think I have seen pleasantville once in my life. LOL Hey! that movie I watched last night is now my fav. I never watch much tv and I am into movies all of a sudden!!! can't get enough!
WB
Let's get over that,,,,,,i'm watching Pleasantville now,,,,,so lets keep it all pleasant.....lol"
Don't ever think say this! There is no way you could be treated like a toy or a belonging! You are way to strong and wise. You have a big huge heart though and never have to apologize for that. It just needs more expressive love then others, but then it is about giving and receiving. The scale has to be balanced. I think I have seen pleasantville once in my life. LOL Hey! that movie I watched last night is now my fav. I never watch much tv and I am into movies all of a sudden!!! can't get enough!
WB
Aqua,
Do you have any single brothers— If they are like you, I think please hook me up.LOL!
Do you have any single brothers— If they are like you, I think please hook me up.LOL!
Gosh AQ, I don't mean to be a whiner but I really don't feel well. I am going to go lay down and my chest hurts. It is rattling a little bit so at least I am getting some of this up. I don't want to be sick 😢 Our health is the most valuable thing we have! Sould never take it for granted or our loved ones! Those two things!
WB ..honey,buney,looney ,tooney
everybody watch movies when they get sick......
In love relationship i'm not really demanding or controlling and if i love i will do anything for that person.He is a Taurus male...so bullheaded,,sometimes i feel that if i need him to decide i better bring something to read with me, and if i want him to make a move or open up i can prepare myself to watch my nails grow.
We are totally different, my idea of relationship before him was to have a bunch of intrested males around me, doesn't mean i'm going to be intimate with them, but i was having a lot of fun and been entertained,,seduced and bla-blah,,,,,looking at my airy detachment......was very easy, maybe cause i didn't really cared of them.
He , is another story, sometimes we don't understand each other verbally and mullimg over the words,getting upset on each other just because of simple missunderstandings.
But i know the best medicine---touch , i learned it from him,and i know that he is very vulnurable to touch , especially from people he loves or attracted too. So i crossed everybody out for past 2 years, no phone numbers exchange , no flirting i totally forgot how to do it all.
I need and want him to be more expressive, no ,not asking to hear him telling me he loves or how he feels on daily basis,,,,,i want to hear what he thinks, feels, how was his day, what is going on.....his plans,dreams....
I want to see him more often(after this last 2 month bullbutter, excuse my french),,,,,i want to know if he got upset with me by any reason right away.....i want to know if he feels happy with me, or why he is like he is right now?
Sometimes i sense that he worry a lot about his future, plans, work, money,,,,but he is so smart, very gifted and he really know how to communicate to people --and i hate when i feel that he doubt his abilities...at that moments i want to shake him and tell:"relax, it just small delay u'll get there,,no stress" .sometimes besides my contemplating about him and all this relationship story i got nothing to be upset ,pessimistic about,,can be tired but not more----and i feel like energizier battery,,,,the only downfall is that feeling....and i do try to be close and comforting but i feel that lately he been pushing me away,,,and i'm not begging kind ---i'm very proud,selfsuficient,independent ---i got no problem walking away,,,will be painfull but i'm not the first ,not the last who is going through that stuff.....i think his distancing thing even blocking my feelings expression ,,,,
o.k let me go ,my mom is on the phone,,,,,i'll be back later,, if u'll have questions on what i just wrote send them in,,,i'll finish them and my thoughts on relationship in a little bit
Love
Aqua 2
everybody watch movies when they get sick......
In love relationship i'm not really demanding or controlling and if i love i will do anything for that person.He is a Taurus male...so bullheaded,,sometimes i feel that if i need him to decide i better bring something to read with me, and if i want him to make a move or open up i can prepare myself to watch my nails grow.
We are totally different, my idea of relationship before him was to have a bunch of intrested males around me, doesn't mean i'm going to be intimate with them, but i was having a lot of fun and been entertained,,seduced and bla-blah,,,,,looking at my airy detachment......was very easy, maybe cause i didn't really cared of them.
He , is another story, sometimes we don't understand each other verbally and mullimg over the words,getting upset on each other just because of simple missunderstandings.
But i know the best medicine---touch , i learned it from him,and i know that he is very vulnurable to touch , especially from people he loves or attracted too. So i crossed everybody out for past 2 years, no phone numbers exchange , no flirting i totally forgot how to do it all.
I need and want him to be more expressive, no ,not asking to hear him telling me he loves or how he feels on daily basis,,,,,i want to hear what he thinks, feels, how was his day, what is going on.....his plans,dreams....
I want to see him more often(after this last 2 month bullbutter, excuse my french),,,,,i want to know if he got upset with me by any reason right away.....i want to know if he feels happy with me, or why he is like he is right now?
Sometimes i sense that he worry a lot about his future, plans, work, money,,,,but he is so smart, very gifted and he really know how to communicate to people --and i hate when i feel that he doubt his abilities...at that moments i want to shake him and tell:"relax, it just small delay u'll get there,,no stress" .sometimes besides my contemplating about him and all this relationship story i got nothing to be upset ,pessimistic about,,can be tired but not more----and i feel like energizier battery,,,,the only downfall is that feeling....and i do try to be close and comforting but i feel that lately he been pushing me away,,,and i'm not begging kind ---i'm very proud,selfsuficient,independent ---i got no problem walking away,,,will be painfull but i'm not the first ,not the last who is going through that stuff.....i think his distancing thing even blocking my feelings expression ,,,,
o.k let me go ,my mom is on the phone,,,,,i'll be back later,, if u'll have questions on what i just wrote send them in,,,i'll finish them and my thoughts on relationship in a little bit
Love
Aqua 2
AQ,
Wow! maybe I finally understand where you are at! This is really good what you wrote I can realte and it is different then what we have talked about before. I think I am turning gay!?LOL You really are incredible woman!!!lol Very supportive and understanding!! Basically we are same air signs but very different in our approaches to life, and it usually is the air person who can't make a decision. But let's put all that aside for now. We are not just a zodiac sign are we? We are the sum of our life experiences!
Well, you learn from life what you have to do sometimes isn't easy. I have been put in the position where I had to not only decide what is good for me but good for everyone else! I think I can make a decision better than anybody. As a matter of fact, I am at my best when things are in a crisis and someone needs to make decisions. That is good because there are always plenty to be made. And they are not always in my best intrest. This can be hard but anyway not to snivel, my idea of a relationship is one man and one woman who love and respect and care for each other and really bring out the child or the best in one another. I don't want someone to grow old with I want someone to keep me young and me him and who doesn't take themselves too seriously and likes to explore and laugh and enjoy life!! To run free and to do as we please and not just to toil. Who enjoy each others company but also like their independence and when times are rough you stick close to one another not just disappear! And to have a happy home life and celebrate in all that there is! Sentimental!!! I love all the making things comfortable and seeing my lover happy and satisfied. Then I can face anything! As long as I know they are happy!!! I am a pleaser; this is what I like to do! AQ, how you are communicating with him? How can there be all this misunderstanding. Are you seeing him and reading his body language. Stuff like that makes a difference. Oh! and I am with you on the letting someone know as soon as you are unhappy about something. I will always let the person I am upset with know why and I would like for them to do the same. I can't hold anything in!!! I hate it when someone gives me the silent treatment. The worst thing you can do to me. AQ, someone that doesn't worry about their future is someone you don't need to know or they are living in a dream world. Responsible mature people should worry about the future. I understand what you are saying about maybe he worries excessively. I do that too. I think it is genetic in my case. But I have confidence in myself because I have been through the knot hole and back and I know what I am capable of! Maybe he just needs to go through what ever he is and it is going to teach him what he needs to learn? A little adversity and anxiety is good for us it keeps us alert and paying attention. You get lazy otherwise. It makes you a better person and not so arrogant and like you are too good.
"i got no problem walking away,,,will be painfull but i'm not the first ,not the last who is going through that stuff"
I am not like you here. This is the only thing that scares me and this is exactly why I have found myself in such terrible situation. This is also why I can't afford to make another mistake! What I worry about is not being able to share my love and feelings the way I want. I have this idea of a perfect love/mate who I can be me and show alot of love and not have it turned around and used against me or abuse me for it!
Ok, I have to go get my sister from work she is off at 9
WB a very happy woman!
Wow! maybe I finally understand where you are at! This is really good what you wrote I can realte and it is different then what we have talked about before. I think I am turning gay!?LOL You really are incredible woman!!!lol Very supportive and understanding!! Basically we are same air signs but very different in our approaches to life, and it usually is the air person who can't make a decision. But let's put all that aside for now. We are not just a zodiac sign are we? We are the sum of our life experiences!
Well, you learn from life what you have to do sometimes isn't easy. I have been put in the position where I had to not only decide what is good for me but good for everyone else! I think I can make a decision better than anybody. As a matter of fact, I am at my best when things are in a crisis and someone needs to make decisions. That is good because there are always plenty to be made. And they are not always in my best intrest. This can be hard but anyway not to snivel, my idea of a relationship is one man and one woman who love and respect and care for each other and really bring out the child or the best in one another. I don't want someone to grow old with I want someone to keep me young and me him and who doesn't take themselves too seriously and likes to explore and laugh and enjoy life!! To run free and to do as we please and not just to toil. Who enjoy each others company but also like their independence and when times are rough you stick close to one another not just disappear! And to have a happy home life and celebrate in all that there is! Sentimental!!! I love all the making things comfortable and seeing my lover happy and satisfied. Then I can face anything! As long as I know they are happy!!! I am a pleaser; this is what I like to do! AQ, how you are communicating with him? How can there be all this misunderstanding. Are you seeing him and reading his body language. Stuff like that makes a difference. Oh! and I am with you on the letting someone know as soon as you are unhappy about something. I will always let the person I am upset with know why and I would like for them to do the same. I can't hold anything in!!! I hate it when someone gives me the silent treatment. The worst thing you can do to me. AQ, someone that doesn't worry about their future is someone you don't need to know or they are living in a dream world. Responsible mature people should worry about the future. I understand what you are saying about maybe he worries excessively. I do that too. I think it is genetic in my case. But I have confidence in myself because I have been through the knot hole and back and I know what I am capable of! Maybe he just needs to go through what ever he is and it is going to teach him what he needs to learn? A little adversity and anxiety is good for us it keeps us alert and paying attention. You get lazy otherwise. It makes you a better person and not so arrogant and like you are too good.
"i got no problem walking away,,,will be painfull but i'm not the first ,not the last who is going through that stuff"
I am not like you here. This is the only thing that scares me and this is exactly why I have found myself in such terrible situation. This is also why I can't afford to make another mistake! What I worry about is not being able to share my love and feelings the way I want. I have this idea of a perfect love/mate who I can be me and show alot of love and not have it turned around and used against me or abuse me for it!
Ok, I have to go get my sister from work she is off at 9
WB a very happy woman!
WB you are a very happy woman!
About his worry stuff, i do understand that it is how life supposed to be, but listen ask me and i tell u that it is going to be alright, it wouldn't be so tough! lol
Totaly agree on most of your vision, and why i adore him cause he brings that inner child in me,,,and for me he is a big,mellow teddy bear....lol and all about freedom,independence agree 100% ....i guess i just need to know that he is o.k more than he leting me know,,,,,also for past 2 month i barely see him: and when i mentioned that he just said, that got things to do,and few thin gs to resolve,,,,so there is no extra place for me.And knowing him it just fruitless to push on him, he always takes his time and i respect that,,,last time i've seen him--i felt he is too nervous, to jumpy,,,,it is like he like to take his time in everything and usually he never just jump up and live,,besides i love to scratch his back,he look so funny when i do that, we both like massages,,,,but once again it was like he is running away...i tried to ignore, but it is coming back in memory -i'm just puzzled and last time i called that icy-preoccupied voice i hate it,,, it is not going to be me who'll call.
By the way i'm a pleaser too, for me the best response is his smiling face or laugh...Strange thing when i see him, i'm 100 % sure in everything, no questions;;after awhile it all comes up, maybe i'm insecured?
By the way my rising sign is taurus, moon in leo, venus in pisces---wild mix he-he....
And leaving--i'm affraid of mistakes too,, but it'll be easier if i'll withdraw if that is not right anymore ,than stay...
o.k talk to you later.....
it's kind intresting , you making me think more deeper,
love
Aqua 2
About his worry stuff, i do understand that it is how life supposed to be, but listen ask me and i tell u that it is going to be alright, it wouldn't be so tough! lol
Totaly agree on most of your vision, and why i adore him cause he brings that inner child in me,,,and for me he is a big,mellow teddy bear....lol and all about freedom,independence agree 100% ....i guess i just need to know that he is o.k more than he leting me know,,,,,also for past 2 month i barely see him: and when i mentioned that he just said, that got things to do,and few thin gs to resolve,,,,so there is no extra place for me.And knowing him it just fruitless to push on him, he always takes his time and i respect that,,,last time i've seen him--i felt he is too nervous, to jumpy,,,,it is like he like to take his time in everything and usually he never just jump up and live,,besides i love to scratch his back,he look so funny when i do that, we both like massages,,,,but once again it was like he is running away...i tried to ignore, but it is coming back in memory -i'm just puzzled and last time i called that icy-preoccupied voice i hate it,,, it is not going to be me who'll call.
By the way i'm a pleaser too, for me the best response is his smiling face or laugh...Strange thing when i see him, i'm 100 % sure in everything, no questions;;after awhile it all comes up, maybe i'm insecured?
By the way my rising sign is taurus, moon in leo, venus in pisces---wild mix he-he....
And leaving--i'm affraid of mistakes too,, but it'll be easier if i'll withdraw if that is not right anymore ,than stay...
o.k talk to you later.....
it's kind intresting , you making me think more deeper,
love
Aqua 2
WB how is your chest?
maybe you really got to go to doctor tommorow?
Try to drink hot tea more ,and put something warm on,,,made from wool.....o.k?
love
Aqua 2
maybe you really got to go to doctor tommorow?
Try to drink hot tea more ,and put something warm on,,,made from wool.....o.k?
love
Aqua 2
AQ,
Ok, I am home now and I found out that one of the ladies who my sis works with has pneumonia and in hospital. Maybe that is where I got it because my sister was sneezing alot, but for some reason she never gets sick!! Just me. I just got to remember not to get chilled and sleep covered up. Sometimes I don't!! I am full of tea and it just going through me now. I will drink some more though! I like hugging my big dog. He makes me feel better. Ya know he is the doctor! He knows if people are sick! On the way back from my sister's job there was a neighborhood house party and it was all decorated for Halloween it was really neat. They had all the pumpkins lit, I love all that stuff. Strange isn't it? ok, I don't know why I am telling you all this, but it kind of made me excited. lol! Doesn't take much does it.lol
OK, I know you and Lubochka will be alright! With all that you told me about him and knowing how you are, there sounds like a lot of love going on!!! Yes, I really feel it!!!I know a love story when I hear one! Keep the lines always open and talk, talk, talk and everything will work out ok!
You can do it; you have a way with words. I think because you use alot of verbs. I love the way you write. You are very gifted.
ok, I better go back to bed. I think I will be ok for tommorrow, don't you?
AQ, thank you for spending so much time with me today! You are a wonderful friend and I appreciate all your kindness and concern; I hope you know that you are one of a kind and really special in my eyes! If I helped you think of something then I am glad because you have done so for me, lots of times. I ALWAYS feel better when I talk to you!Goodnight and God Bless
Love you,
WB
Ok, I am home now and I found out that one of the ladies who my sis works with has pneumonia and in hospital. Maybe that is where I got it because my sister was sneezing alot, but for some reason she never gets sick!! Just me. I just got to remember not to get chilled and sleep covered up. Sometimes I don't!! I am full of tea and it just going through me now. I will drink some more though! I like hugging my big dog. He makes me feel better. Ya know he is the doctor! He knows if people are sick! On the way back from my sister's job there was a neighborhood house party and it was all decorated for Halloween it was really neat. They had all the pumpkins lit, I love all that stuff. Strange isn't it? ok, I don't know why I am telling you all this, but it kind of made me excited. lol! Doesn't take much does it.lol
OK, I know you and Lubochka will be alright! With all that you told me about him and knowing how you are, there sounds like a lot of love going on!!! Yes, I really feel it!!!I know a love story when I hear one! Keep the lines always open and talk, talk, talk and everything will work out ok!
You can do it; you have a way with words. I think because you use alot of verbs. I love the way you write. You are very gifted.
ok, I better go back to bed. I think I will be ok for tommorrow, don't you?
AQ, thank you for spending so much time with me today! You are a wonderful friend and I appreciate all your kindness and concern; I hope you know that you are one of a kind and really special in my eyes! If I helped you think of something then I am glad because you have done so for me, lots of times. I ALWAYS feel better when I talk to you!Goodnight and God Bless
Love you,
WB
WB , oh u made my day today,,,,i guess i kept it inside stubbornly clenching(usuallu he is the one who stubornly clenching his favoriet toys and refuse to share,i guess that todler baby attitude i got from him) my hands and whispering that ,i got to leave him, that it all was i mistake.,,,,,than after few messages from u i calmed down,,,,,,lol, so me is the one who got to thank....
yeh i like decorations too,,,,lifting spirits, don't it?
My neighbours have few ghosts, twice my height , totally white with black eyes and kind smiles,,,,,somehow i love them, not scarry at all...
About your pneumonia, i love dogs too, and i agree that they do can heal or make people feel better.Still i hope you will get through the night normally without much coughing and pain in chest, you know it always get a little bit worse at night,,,,warm bed,,,put socks on, so your feet wouldn't be cold,,,and do me a big favor,,,if by tommorow u wouldn't feel that pain and coughing easing up- you eather will go to a doctor,,or atleast spent whole day at bed, drinkig tea and taking pills...It is not a joke,,,from 5 i had bad allergies that always were transformed into astmas and pneumonias,,,after i ended up few times in a hospitals ,cause my heart and lungs couldn't take whole pressure anymore and i stopped breathing,,,,it was a long fight, monthes in hospitals,,,hills of different pills,,,,untill one professor said that if parents will try to spent at least few month a year by the sea it will ease up, and now i moved to New York,,,,basiccly since that proffesors advice it was better , i was 14 then,,,and at 17 i moved here and now don't even remember what allergy is,,,,so BE CAREFULL......
I hope u'll be feeling bettee by tommorow,,,take a good care of yourself
Love ...see you ..
Aqua 2
yeh i like decorations too,,,,lifting spirits, don't it?
My neighbours have few ghosts, twice my height , totally white with black eyes and kind smiles,,,,,somehow i love them, not scarry at all...
About your pneumonia, i love dogs too, and i agree that they do can heal or make people feel better.Still i hope you will get through the night normally without much coughing and pain in chest, you know it always get a little bit worse at night,,,,warm bed,,,put socks on, so your feet wouldn't be cold,,,and do me a big favor,,,if by tommorow u wouldn't feel that pain and coughing easing up- you eather will go to a doctor,,or atleast spent whole day at bed, drinkig tea and taking pills...It is not a joke,,,from 5 i had bad allergies that always were transformed into astmas and pneumonias,,,after i ended up few times in a hospitals ,cause my heart and lungs couldn't take whole pressure anymore and i stopped breathing,,,,it was a long fight, monthes in hospitals,,,hills of different pills,,,,untill one professor said that if parents will try to spent at least few month a year by the sea it will ease up, and now i moved to New York,,,,basiccly since that proffesors advice it was better , i was 14 then,,,and at 17 i moved here and now don't even remember what allergy is,,,,so BE CAREFULL......
I hope u'll be feeling bettee by tommorow,,,take a good care of yourself
Love ...see you ..
Aqua 2
I love you AQ, you are the best!!! 🙂
WB just a quick hello, and how do you feel?
talk to you soon,take care,,,
bye
talk to you soon,take care,,,
bye
Hi AQ,
I am home today! Over did yesterday and felt relapse worse when I got home yesterday! I have just a little bit of voice left, but my energy level is much better and I am taking the antibiotics. Doctor says bronchitis,and I am notorious for getting this!
Thanks for checking on me, sweety! Talk to you soon, ok
WB
I am home today! Over did yesterday and felt relapse worse when I got home yesterday! I have just a little bit of voice left, but my energy level is much better and I am taking the antibiotics. Doctor says bronchitis,and I am notorious for getting this!
Thanks for checking on me, sweety! Talk to you soon, ok
WB
Hello WB!
Get well,,,,don't forget to take your pills,,,lol and i hope you got your voice back>.
Enjoy your evening!
by-bye
Aqua 2
Get well,,,,don't forget to take your pills,,,lol and i hope you got your voice back>.
Enjoy your evening!
by-bye
Aqua 2
Hi AQ,
I am takin my pills! I am feeling much better, thank you! As a matter of fact, I have all kinds of energy! I just came inside a little bit ago. I was mowing the yard in the dark with the headlights on, kind of fun!!! Had to make sure the grass was cut before the rain storms come tomorrow! I have that one stupid class I have to get finished by midnight, so I better get on it! I have one on Wednesday and one on Friday.
ok thanks for always checkin on me your a good friend,
WB
I am takin my pills! I am feeling much better, thank you! As a matter of fact, I have all kinds of energy! I just came inside a little bit ago. I was mowing the yard in the dark with the headlights on, kind of fun!!! Had to make sure the grass was cut before the rain storms come tomorrow! I have that one stupid class I have to get finished by midnight, so I better get on it! I have one on Wednesday and one on Friday.
ok thanks for always checkin on me your a good friend,
WB
Oh ya know what? How come when stuff happens it all happens at the same time? Like when something breaks. This is me. Vacuum, plumbing in kitchen sink, toliet float, weedeater etc...everything at once. It is always that way, strange! ok get my dad over here he is very handy! Actually I can do most of it myself; he has taught me well!
Goonight and Godbless
Sweet Dreams!!!!!!
Sweet Dreams!!!!!!
Hello princess how do you feel?
I'm so proud of you!
You are always on the go, doing and improving things.
I see you tommorow..
By-bye, love
Aqua 2..
I'm so proud of you!
You are always on the go, doing and improving things.
I see you tommorow..
By-bye, love
Aqua 2..
Hi ya AQ!
Good mornin!!! How is my sweet friend today— I have been up for hours and I have already had my coffee and now I am gonna get ready to go see the old folks! They haven't spent enough time with me lately, and they need some attention! It is absolutely beautiful morning here and it is perfect temp. I am sitting here and the dogs just came running through the house at top speed, and they are soaking wet!!! That means they got in to the pond again! They are very frisky when the weather cools down. I just leave the back door open and they run in and out. They are not suppose to be in the pond, they are very bad!! They don't listen to a thing I tell them! They do what they want!
Hope everything is going ok for you, and Lubochka is not being too big of a pain in the rear!hehe
ok, maybe I can catch you a little later.
you got to let me know when you want to come visit, ok! It is starting to get colorful now!
WB
Good mornin!!! How is my sweet friend today— I have been up for hours and I have already had my coffee and now I am gonna get ready to go see the old folks! They haven't spent enough time with me lately, and they need some attention! It is absolutely beautiful morning here and it is perfect temp. I am sitting here and the dogs just came running through the house at top speed, and they are soaking wet!!! That means they got in to the pond again! They are very frisky when the weather cools down. I just leave the back door open and they run in and out. They are not suppose to be in the pond, they are very bad!! They don't listen to a thing I tell them! They do what they want!
Hope everything is going ok for you, and Lubochka is not being too big of a pain in the rear!hehe
ok, maybe I can catch you a little later.
you got to let me know when you want to come visit, ok! It is starting to get colorful now!
WB
AQ,
How are you?? I miss ya! I need to ask you something. Should I take that job or not?? It is more prestgious, but the pay is lower and the job details are rather boring! Help! I guess I should go with more money? I should take it they give me what I want?
Hope you are ok,
Thinking about you
WB
How are you?? I miss ya! I need to ask you something. Should I take that job or not?? It is more prestgious, but the pay is lower and the job details are rather boring! Help! I guess I should go with more money? I should take it they give me what I want?
Hope you are ok,
Thinking about you
WB
AQ,
I really could have used your suggestions on this! I have to be there and give them my answer by 10? If you are fine, then you let me down! If not, then I take it back!
WB
I really could have used your suggestions on this! I have to be there and give them my answer by 10? If you are fine, then you let me down! If not, then I take it back!
WB
WB
just read your message and realized that today was 10th,,,,,ups...
Honey, did u gave them answer?
Truly i don't know, depends on if you'll be comfortable concentrating on a boring details, cause sometimes it affects the quality of the work that is done. In case if you can ignore the details, go with prestige, but here one more -how is your financial situation, if it is so-so ,better to have somethi ng that malkes you more secure, if your financial situation more or less stabile and what you need is some "name" in a business go with that offer,.....ohhhhh it is so tough to answer with just a few clues.
Sorry i was so tied up at work, now is a busiest season in a year,,,,,Lubochka is the same,,,i'm tring to clear up my schedule to catch that"yellow leaves" moment over there. Hopefully i catch up with you tommorow.
Have a great one tommorow,,,kisses and hugs,,,how do u feel?
by-bye
just read your message and realized that today was 10th,,,,,ups...
Honey, did u gave them answer?
Truly i don't know, depends on if you'll be comfortable concentrating on a boring details, cause sometimes it affects the quality of the work that is done. In case if you can ignore the details, go with prestige, but here one more -how is your financial situation, if it is so-so ,better to have somethi ng that malkes you more secure, if your financial situation more or less stabile and what you need is some "name" in a business go with that offer,.....ohhhhh it is so tough to answer with just a few clues.
Sorry i was so tied up at work, now is a busiest season in a year,,,,,Lubochka is the same,,,i'm tring to clear up my schedule to catch that"yellow leaves" moment over there. Hopefully i catch up with you tommorow.
Have a great one tommorow,,,kisses and hugs,,,how do u feel?
by-bye
WB
ohhhhhh i'm so happy for you,,,,you go girl!
you deserve it, and i do mean it!
Because you are the best, o.k my boss is here got to go, i'll write you more later, just wanted to check if you recieved my yesterday message....
love you, hugs and kisses
and keep it up, i bet you'll look so classy dressed up......lol
ohhhhhh i'm so happy for you,,,,you go girl!
you deserve it, and i do mean it!
Because you are the best, o.k my boss is here got to go, i'll write you more later, just wanted to check if you recieved my yesterday message....
love you, hugs and kisses
and keep it up, i bet you'll look so classy dressed up......lol
AQ,
Hi sweetheart!
Yes, I got it just when I needed it!
Thank you!
Your gonna give me a swelled head with all these compliments.
I have no idea how I got it. I do have the skills, but I have a bit of a past with them, and if I told you the whole story you wouldnt think so either. I am a very lucky woman!
I remember my ex-husband telling me a long time ago "you always get the best jobs", and now that I think of it, he was right. I have been extremly fortunate but not so with love? I'd rather have it the other way around. Wouldnt you?
Ok, I hope your day went well and now it is the weekend and you enjoy yourself!
I love you too!
WB
Be careful! I am watching the news and there is another sniper vicitm this is 10 in 10 days I think! I have my suspicions about who or why it is taking place! Unfortuantely, we will probably be seeing more of it!
Hi sweetheart!
Yes, I got it just when I needed it!
Thank you!
Your gonna give me a swelled head with all these compliments.
I have no idea how I got it. I do have the skills, but I have a bit of a past with them, and if I told you the whole story you wouldnt think so either. I am a very lucky woman!
I remember my ex-husband telling me a long time ago "you always get the best jobs", and now that I think of it, he was right. I have been extremly fortunate but not so with love? I'd rather have it the other way around. Wouldnt you?
Ok, I hope your day went well and now it is the weekend and you enjoy yourself!
I love you too!
WB
Be careful! I am watching the news and there is another sniper vicitm this is 10 in 10 days I think! I have my suspicions about who or why it is taking place! Unfortuantely, we will probably be seeing more of it!
Hi AQ,
Honey
How are you?? Where are you?? I miss you too much and I dont want you to resent me for it. I do need you though. You have been very good friend to me, and I hope I can be for you when you need it!!! I wont forget it either. I love you!!! As a matter of fact, I told you when I start to bring the money in you and I are taking that little trip!! Are you still on— Hows Florida sound?
Well I am really not too nervous about tomorrow. For some reason a very calm feeling has set in and it feels like its is nothing to fret over. Usually I would have been kind of nervous up until the first day or so. I never really got too anxious about the whole deal anyway. One reason is, because I didnt think I would get it, and two, I seem to be preocuppied with other feelings of a more personal nature. Do you think if I stop dwelling on those thoughts too and acted like I did towards the job they too might work out?? It seems like the more you want somehting to happen the more you pull it apart or ruin things. I know that I wont always get what I want but I never do when it comes to me personally, love. I mean there is much more to life than just working, I hope.
How is things going for you? Did you go out and have fun this weekend? I read your post to TM but I was alittle confused about the part of uncondiional loving. Are you dating someone new?? I hope everything is ok with Lubochka and it is will be silky smooth one day after all the hard stuff is worked out. It takes time and most people arent willing to do the work or wait for things to get better. Its easier to just throw it away and go on to the next thing and just repeat the cycle.
Hope you are ok and we can talk some more when you have a moment. Are you mad at me?? You dont come around much anymore!
Big hug and smooches
WB
Honey
How are you?? Where are you?? I miss you too much and I dont want you to resent me for it. I do need you though. You have been very good friend to me, and I hope I can be for you when you need it!!! I wont forget it either. I love you!!! As a matter of fact, I told you when I start to bring the money in you and I are taking that little trip!! Are you still on— Hows Florida sound?
Well I am really not too nervous about tomorrow. For some reason a very calm feeling has set in and it feels like its is nothing to fret over. Usually I would have been kind of nervous up until the first day or so. I never really got too anxious about the whole deal anyway. One reason is, because I didnt think I would get it, and two, I seem to be preocuppied with other feelings of a more personal nature. Do you think if I stop dwelling on those thoughts too and acted like I did towards the job they too might work out?? It seems like the more you want somehting to happen the more you pull it apart or ruin things. I know that I wont always get what I want but I never do when it comes to me personally, love. I mean there is much more to life than just working, I hope.
How is things going for you? Did you go out and have fun this weekend? I read your post to TM but I was alittle confused about the part of uncondiional loving. Are you dating someone new?? I hope everything is ok with Lubochka and it is will be silky smooth one day after all the hard stuff is worked out. It takes time and most people arent willing to do the work or wait for things to get better. Its easier to just throw it away and go on to the next thing and just repeat the cycle.
Hope you are ok and we can talk some more when you have a moment. Are you mad at me?? You dont come around much anymore!
Big hug and smooches
WB
WB, LOL
i just love your messages sometimes it seems that when i'm out of "fuel" to stay calm you supporting me,,,
i tresure your attention and presence too.
Nope i don't see anybody else,,reason why i'm not around so much cause i spent more time at work , took few more projects and studing hebrew and yiddish,,i guess i channel all my energy into it now,besides it helps not to get depressed over all this situation. The question about unconditional love i asked cause for now it feels as i love him this way, not reciving much in response, not as it used to be, but i guess i'm not trying just to trow it away for now. I did go out with few of my friends , also went to museum , just to re-charge my batteries,,that's it for now.
About that trip sure i'm still on, why should i change plans? you are so funny, and i'm not mad at you or upset with you,,i just can't and have no reason to! I miss talking to you, we used to do it more often, but sometimes i'm just to exusted to go on-line,,,sorry, maybe because i feel that need just to be busy and think less? And it keeps my mood in more plesurable state , plus extra recognition and appreciation at work never hurt, also now is one of the busiest season in business.
o.k i got to go get some sleep,
i'll see you later, good luck ,take a good care of yourself, dress warmly, by the way how is the weather?
love you,,hugs and kisses
i just love your messages sometimes it seems that when i'm out of "fuel" to stay calm you supporting me,,,
i tresure your attention and presence too.
Nope i don't see anybody else,,reason why i'm not around so much cause i spent more time at work , took few more projects and studing hebrew and yiddish,,i guess i channel all my energy into it now,besides it helps not to get depressed over all this situation. The question about unconditional love i asked cause for now it feels as i love him this way, not reciving much in response, not as it used to be, but i guess i'm not trying just to trow it away for now. I did go out with few of my friends , also went to museum , just to re-charge my batteries,,that's it for now.
About that trip sure i'm still on, why should i change plans? you are so funny, and i'm not mad at you or upset with you,,i just can't and have no reason to! I miss talking to you, we used to do it more often, but sometimes i'm just to exusted to go on-line,,,sorry, maybe because i feel that need just to be busy and think less? And it keeps my mood in more plesurable state , plus extra recognition and appreciation at work never hurt, also now is one of the busiest season in business.
o.k i got to go get some sleep,
i'll see you later, good luck ,take a good care of yourself, dress warmly, by the way how is the weather?
love you,,hugs and kisses
AQ!
Hi! I am sitting at my new desk and already working in pre-trial, mostly secretarial stuff! I am on my way to lunch and I will talk to you later! Very cool people I work with! I think I am in LOVE!
hugs and kisses
talk to you later
WB
Hi! I am sitting at my new desk and already working in pre-trial, mostly secretarial stuff! I am on my way to lunch and I will talk to you later! Very cool people I work with! I think I am in LOVE!
hugs and kisses
talk to you later
WB
AQ,
Hi honey! I was so happy to hear from you before I went to work this morning. You seem to always know what I need.
Maybe you are
spoiling me,but I want to spoil you back! What do you mean by you are out of fuel? and are upset? Why? Tell me what is wrong so I can comfort you. I dont like it when you are down and out! I can tell right away when you are! You go
silent and not joking with me and very serious! Please let me try and help.
Nothing will change!!! you need to find the reason things happen the way they do. There has to be honesty and integrity and never have to hide behind the past. What is done is done,and there is nothing to be ashamed about. We all have done things and no one is perfect.
You are studing yiddish? Wow you impress me. Maybe that will come in handy when we go to Florida— What is up with the depression. I cant help you if you dont open up to me a little more. Dump it out on me, If you have any fears you need to talk about them and not hold them in. I dont think you like taking advice much, my feeling. You are great at giving it though. But when you need help how is someone to resond? other than to just let you be? I am here if you want to talk. I am a little tired but I am gonna take a shower and put my pajamas on and I will check back with you later.
Lots of smoochies and hugs!!!
WB
Ok, things are great for me on the new job. I had a spectualuar first day. I am gonna love it. That is what I was talking about earlier. The people I work with are very dedicated to the cause and help alot of people fix their criminal pasts. What it is is pre-trail intervention any noniviolent, first time offenses can be expunged if the person is will to do a few things! It is a very busy office and everyone who works there are professionals and very dedicated. Great crew! I am very quite on the job!
Hi honey! I was so happy to hear from you before I went to work this morning. You seem to always know what I need.
Maybe you are
spoiling me,but I want to spoil you back! What do you mean by you are out of fuel? and are upset? Why? Tell me what is wrong so I can comfort you. I dont like it when you are down and out! I can tell right away when you are! You go
silent and not joking with me and very serious! Please let me try and help.
Nothing will change!!! you need to find the reason things happen the way they do. There has to be honesty and integrity and never have to hide behind the past. What is done is done,and there is nothing to be ashamed about. We all have done things and no one is perfect.
You are studing yiddish? Wow you impress me. Maybe that will come in handy when we go to Florida— What is up with the depression. I cant help you if you dont open up to me a little more. Dump it out on me, If you have any fears you need to talk about them and not hold them in. I dont think you like taking advice much, my feeling. You are great at giving it though. But when you need help how is someone to resond? other than to just let you be? I am here if you want to talk. I am a little tired but I am gonna take a shower and put my pajamas on and I will check back with you later.
Lots of smoochies and hugs!!!
WB
Ok, things are great for me on the new job. I had a spectualuar first day. I am gonna love it. That is what I was talking about earlier. The people I work with are very dedicated to the cause and help alot of people fix their criminal pasts. What it is is pre-trail intervention any noniviolent, first time offenses can be expunged if the person is will to do a few things! It is a very busy office and everyone who works there are professionals and very dedicated. Great crew! I am very quite on the job!
AQ,
You must be busy! Or you are hiding out? Which is it? I feel I may have said something I shouldnt.
I am trying to stay calm too, but I dont know what to think anymore. People just seem to come and go. Maybe you think I am getting too close to you and rather needy? Well, if so, then just tell me you want some space! I can deal with that as long as you tell me that we are ok, ok?
WB
You must be busy! Or you are hiding out? Which is it? I feel I may have said something I shouldnt.
I am trying to stay calm too, but I dont know what to think anymore. People just seem to come and go. Maybe you think I am getting too close to you and rather needy? Well, if so, then just tell me you want some space! I can deal with that as long as you tell me that we are ok, ok?
WB
AQ,
Cant wait any longer! Just kidding, but I am going to bed. Im freezing.
I decided to make it as easy on you as I can.
Choose one box below and put an 'x'
____I want to be alone!
____I love you; your the best!!
____I love you but want to be alone!
____I hate you; f*** off !
____none of the above.
____all of the above.
Below is space for any additonal
Comments:
Goodnight!
Cant wait any longer! Just kidding, but I am going to bed. Im freezing.
I decided to make it as easy on you as I can.
Choose one box below and put an 'x'
____I want to be alone!
____I love you; your the best!!
____I love you but want to be alone!
____I hate you; f*** off !
____none of the above.
____all of the above.
Below is space for any additonal
Comments:
Goodnight!
WB lol
wow i think to make that kind of list with choices for that mean lubochka,,,,,he-he..Me hiding, are you kidding me!
I heared that my "truth and justice soldier " alredy got some practical expiriences at new job? How are you,did you were shocked at first? Sweety there a lot of bad things out there and i'm proud of your willingness to make this place more brighter and sunny, still you can't change it all....
Listen is that list above are about you? How can you think like that, i just was a little bit tight up, you know whenever i get a chance and when i'm still able to read and write i always respond, only when i'm barely standing and the only thought is my softy pillow i'm silent, i know the later happening more often now, but i guess it just temproraly.....lol how is your pajama? what colour it is ?
How is your dogs? Cutie, how will i use yiddish in Florida, i was cracking up on that one for a long time......lollllllll you are so funny!!!It is not about space, it is just my schedule now,,,,that is it,,,really
Honey tell me about your coworkers, did i heard about love, before? Who is he? lol
Love you ms.Dressed for success!
Hugs and kisses.
wow i think to make that kind of list with choices for that mean lubochka,,,,,he-he..Me hiding, are you kidding me!
I heared that my "truth and justice soldier " alredy got some practical expiriences at new job? How are you,did you were shocked at first? Sweety there a lot of bad things out there and i'm proud of your willingness to make this place more brighter and sunny, still you can't change it all....
Listen is that list above are about you? How can you think like that, i just was a little bit tight up, you know whenever i get a chance and when i'm still able to read and write i always respond, only when i'm barely standing and the only thought is my softy pillow i'm silent, i know the later happening more often now, but i guess it just temproraly.....lol how is your pajama? what colour it is ?
How is your dogs? Cutie, how will i use yiddish in Florida, i was cracking up on that one for a long time......lollllllll you are so funny!!!It is not about space, it is just my schedule now,,,,that is it,,,really
Honey tell me about your coworkers, did i heard about love, before? Who is he? lol
Love you ms.Dressed for success!
Hugs and kisses.
p.s i promisse to write you every day,,,,,,lol
u got my word on it, and reason for me not too got to be very important,,,,miss you
u got my word on it, and reason for me not too got to be very important,,,,miss you
AQ!
I knew you would show last night, I could feel you!!! I am serious! I can tell when just about everyone on this board is going to show up and when!!! I'm am dead serious, for real!
I'm happy Aqua, but I am sad too. I miss my friend very much, you are busy and that is good. You dont have to write me everyday. That would be asking too much; I just do because I like to keep in touch. I remember you telling me that Lubochka would worry you from staying silent etc. and I didnt want to do the same things to you!
Now I answer the questions. No! I dont love anybody at work and that wouldnt happen anyways!LOL I dont date people I work with or even flirt with them. Besides I work most with women except for one counselor who in a man but he talks too much (Gemini)! What I meant was that I love my work! It takes more than good looks to impress me enough to let my guard down! I am very suspicious about men!!! Even more now that I see what comes in through the courts to our office!
Ok, the trip to Florida there are alot of Jewish people and the yiddish may come in handy! I have on Flannel nightgown that is white with flowers and comes all the way down to keep out the drafts! Geez, you crack me up with these questions girlfriend!!!!
I have to take my sister to work and it is 5:45 am so I will talk to you later. Tomorrow is my b-day but I dont like to celebrate and I dont like fuss either.
One more thing, there are alot of bad things out there and there are alot of good people too. I see a whole lot of compassion for people where I work and I leave there feeling a sense of wonder everyday at the goodness and caring! OK, will talk to you some more later!
Hugs, smooches and lots of 🙂
WB
I knew you would show last night, I could feel you!!! I am serious! I can tell when just about everyone on this board is going to show up and when!!! I'm am dead serious, for real!
I'm happy Aqua, but I am sad too. I miss my friend very much, you are busy and that is good. You dont have to write me everyday. That would be asking too much; I just do because I like to keep in touch. I remember you telling me that Lubochka would worry you from staying silent etc. and I didnt want to do the same things to you!
Now I answer the questions. No! I dont love anybody at work and that wouldnt happen anyways!LOL I dont date people I work with or even flirt with them. Besides I work most with women except for one counselor who in a man but he talks too much (Gemini)! What I meant was that I love my work! It takes more than good looks to impress me enough to let my guard down! I am very suspicious about men!!! Even more now that I see what comes in through the courts to our office!
Ok, the trip to Florida there are alot of Jewish people and the yiddish may come in handy! I have on Flannel nightgown that is white with flowers and comes all the way down to keep out the drafts! Geez, you crack me up with these questions girlfriend!!!!
I have to take my sister to work and it is 5:45 am so I will talk to you later. Tomorrow is my b-day but I dont like to celebrate and I dont like fuss either.
One more thing, there are alot of bad things out there and there are alot of good people too. I see a whole lot of compassion for people where I work and I leave there feeling a sense of wonder everyday at the goodness and caring! OK, will talk to you some more later!
Hugs, smooches and lots of 🙂
WB
and AQ on more thing, I do love you very much! And you have been a very good friend and I appreciate you! There is no one like my friend from Russia who makes me cry with her poetry and sad story about love lol! Are you still writing— Dont think that you have to keep me passified(sp?) everday. I'm just like you sometimes and I start to worry when I dont hear from those I care about. If I just see your name and a 🙂... I would be ok!
Love you like crazy!
WB
Love you like crazy!
WB
Happy birthday.....
I wish you to be happy, healthy, wealthy...to all your dreams to come truth and all your wishes become reality,,,,,,lol please stay the same warm,funny and beautiful as you are......
And many , many more.
Love .
hugs and kisses .
I wish you to be happy, healthy, wealthy...to all your dreams to come truth and all your wishes become reality,,,,,,lol please stay the same warm,funny and beautiful as you are......
And many , many more.
Love .
hugs and kisses .
Forgot to give you your hug and smoochie
Love you,
WB
PS one of us should have been a man! We would make it!
Love you,
WB
PS one of us should have been a man! We would make it!
Tell me AQ how was you day too, OK? when you get a moment, I would love to hear!
Once again Happy Birthday!
I was tring to copy a nice picture , flowers or very cute pupies and add them to the message here couple of times today ,but it just didn't work out. m hhhhhh and i really wanted to do that. My day was crazy, running around and couldn't concentrate on work today, don't know why, maybe cause i need to clean my place, by some food(my fridge is empty, i cleaned it up totaly) and i have a lot of laundry, can u imagine i will have nothing to wear soon, lol.....i need to take care of it, but my work hhh. i got to do it this weekend, it never happened to me before.
Anyway i want to hear about your celebration with family,about presents....i'm so happy that you happy with your work!!!!!And i'm crazy about your pajama,,,,,,,lol
good night,
hugs and kisses
I was tring to copy a nice picture , flowers or very cute pupies and add them to the message here couple of times today ,but it just didn't work out. m hhhhhh and i really wanted to do that. My day was crazy, running around and couldn't concentrate on work today, don't know why, maybe cause i need to clean my place, by some food(my fridge is empty, i cleaned it up totaly) and i have a lot of laundry, can u imagine i will have nothing to wear soon, lol.....i need to take care of it, but my work hhh. i got to do it this weekend, it never happened to me before.
Anyway i want to hear about your celebration with family,about presents....i'm so happy that you happy with your work!!!!!And i'm crazy about your pajama,,,,,,,lol
good night,
hugs and kisses
AQ,
Good Mornin and thank you, sweet baby!
Yes! I will share with you what I get today I think it is fun. OK, so far here is what I have gotten but it is only 6am. You know I love all the little things that are free in life that and these gifts I treasure. Today for my b-day I got:
A message from you as soon as I woke up
I have the day off
I had a good nights sleep
I took my sister to work and there was the lovely full moon and favorite song on(I'll be lovin you always)
I am making my coffee
I received this message from my dad this mornin and a story(which is below and is how I feel about you too.)
I had a great b-scope that made me laugh it was so uncanny(posted on Libra board)
How is that for some presents so far!
"We will not be remembered by our words, but by our kind deeds. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath. A wish for you!
I wish you a day of happiness and perfection -- little bite-size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare.
I wish You a day of Peace, Happiness and Joy. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them."
I let you know what else I get, ok!
Love you,
WB
Good Mornin and thank you, sweet baby!
Yes! I will share with you what I get today I think it is fun. OK, so far here is what I have gotten but it is only 6am. You know I love all the little things that are free in life that and these gifts I treasure. Today for my b-day I got:
A message from you as soon as I woke up
I have the day off
I had a good nights sleep
I took my sister to work and there was the lovely full moon and favorite song on(I'll be lovin you always)
I am making my coffee
I received this message from my dad this mornin and a story(which is below and is how I feel about you too.)
I had a great b-scope that made me laugh it was so uncanny(posted on Libra board)
How is that for some presents so far!
"We will not be remembered by our words, but by our kind deeds. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath. A wish for you!
I wish you a day of happiness and perfection -- little bite-size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare.
I wish You a day of Peace, Happiness and Joy. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them."
I let you know what else I get, ok!
Love you,
WB
Oh! and I am eating candy this morning because it is my birthday! I guess everyday would be my birthday then! LOL
Look at the time on that first post; how did that happen— This is the best time of the day, dont you think so?
AQ,
I have a joke for you!
There's this married couple, and the husband is sick and so the wife takes him to see the doctor. The doctor calls him in and asks him what the problem is, and he says that he keeps getting dizzy and headaches all the time.
Doctor tell him that he knows exactly what he needs and he would like to talk to his wife first because she is the one that will have to take care of him.
The doctor excuses the husband and asks the wife to come in. The doctor: "Mame, your husband is seriosly ill and it could be fatal unless you do these two things." She say "ok, waht do I do?" The doctor: "you need to make love to him in the mornings and give him a hand job in the afternoon and a blow job at night." Wife say "is that all?" doctor: "yup, and now I would like to see you both together."
The husband: "well, what did the doctor have to say?" his wife: "Your gonna die!!!" heheheLOL!
I hope you liked it!!!!
more smoochies and hugs have a good day and I wish you didnt have to work. I wish we could talk all day like before.
WB
I have a joke for you!
There's this married couple, and the husband is sick and so the wife takes him to see the doctor. The doctor calls him in and asks him what the problem is, and he says that he keeps getting dizzy and headaches all the time.
Doctor tell him that he knows exactly what he needs and he would like to talk to his wife first because she is the one that will have to take care of him.
The doctor excuses the husband and asks the wife to come in. The doctor: "Mame, your husband is seriosly ill and it could be fatal unless you do these two things." She say "ok, waht do I do?" The doctor: "you need to make love to him in the mornings and give him a hand job in the afternoon and a blow job at night." Wife say "is that all?" doctor: "yup, and now I would like to see you both together."
The husband: "well, what did the doctor have to say?" his wife: "Your gonna die!!!" heheheLOL!
I hope you liked it!!!!
more smoochies and hugs have a good day and I wish you didnt have to work. I wish we could talk all day like before.
WB
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