Finally...

I thought there was something wrong with me, I adore The Virgo, he's great! But, I had yet to feel that jump out at you infatuation type of feeling until this morning. It has simply been comfortable, which is great for me, but I didn't get that *bam* so I was questioning within myself if this was actually an ok thing. We know infatuation masks much. So, I have been able to assess him with a clarity I may not have given others 2 months into a dating situation. I woke up this morning, thought of him and just smiled... it's as if suddenly I hold the world in my hands.

Ok, so what's going on in the stars that I'm missing— I know it can't be him, there must be another explanation!!!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww im really happy for u i think hes lucky that he found someone that understands him.

I bet the neighbours know his name! His name... his name! 😉

Posted by Cajunspirit
I bet the neighbours know his name! His name... his name! 😉

LMFAO!!!!

Posted by Cajunspirit
I bet the neighbours know his name! His name... his name! 😉

booooooooooooooooooooo trey songs sucks lmao.

virgos are boring and remind you of old shoes?

I agree. Trey Songz does suck, minus like one or two songs.

But yay for everythign else!

How cute...

and Trey's "Neighbors Know My Name" is such a fitting sog at times, hard for me not to love it.

I'm smiling, but I have a nervous one on my hands here. The kiss g'night and all the hoopla around it... I had to tell him to relax, he put his arms around me and hugged me. He's guarded. I completely sense that, more so tonight than ever... the hug was endearing and thought-felt.

He made up an excuse for me to come over tonight as it was (he needed something - a mop as he didn't have one - the toilet overflowed he said - clearly not from what I could tell). As always, he said I could stay, but I didn't.

*sigh*

I adore the man and I'm getting the feeling he is on the same plane... I hope I'm not wrong - I know sometimes we can be blind.

@Valeria: or maybe he's just full of shit! 😛

I chased him down the hwy today about 15 miles, he needed something from me but was running late. Said he couldn't stop - he was only about 10 min ahead of me at that point and I wouldn't be able to catch him. He did suggest I meet him elsewhere about an hr and a half later as he came back toward my way, but, I caught him none the less... never tell a cap there's no way she can do it!!!

It was just cookies for his road trip today! 😄

OH, and I told the man yesterday he means the world to me... he told me to come up with something more original?!? 😢

Posted by lildol
@Valeria: or maybe he's just full of shit! 😛

I chased him down the hwy today about 15 miles, he needed something from me but was running late. Said he couldn't stop - he was only about 10 min ahead of me at that point and I wouldn't be able to catch him. He did suggest I meet him elsewhere about an hr and a half later as he came back toward my way, but, I caught him none the less... never tell a cap there's no way she can do it!!!

It was just cookies for his road trip today! 😄

ok, it was more than cookies...but he did get those too 'cause I'm sweet like that!

but, what's with the "come up with something more original" shit—

how lovely

@Valerie: he knows I'm nuts LOL

Everyday does bring something new with this man... he asked me today if I wanted to move to another state and buy a house with him. I simply told him that I was sure I could find a job...

And, then later, I'm at the barn with him and he tells me I don't have to stay, he said it multiple times... I really thought the suggestion that I could leave was an indication that he would prefer I did. Then when I said I was leaving, he told me not to leave yet, he'd be leaving shortly (which ended up being an hr and a half later - I suggested at another point I was going, but no, just wait...).

So, even though he said I could go, he really didn't want me to go - then why suggest it?.

I'll say it again, I think he says things to test me, see how I will respond. It's the same thing with the question above about moving... it's not that he wants us to pack our bags and go, he's gauging my position.

I came home, upon trying to cuddle with him, he didn't like it - I was bothering him. I understand, at the moment it was bothering him and he wanted to sleep, but I at the same time felt not wanted, so I left. 😢

I don't feel this changes anything. Tomorrow will be fine. I guess I feel bad about leaving, maybe more so for myself as I really wanted to stay.

Sometimes it really really feel he "wants me, wants me not"...

As I told him... I adore him to no end!

@Valeria: Yeah, his moon in Scorp is probably giving him a run for his money - He is soooo virgo all the time!!! LOL