let my scorp go..

my scorp and i'd dated back in 06 for a month then broke up. we got back together last july and have been together since.. but for some reason, he made me feel insecure, worried all the time.. paranoid.. i loved him so much but i just cant handle thinking so much and gettin upset over nothing. i started going obsessive and just crazy! (i'm usually not like this at all) so last night... i let him go... for myself.. and he told me that he felt the same way too.. says that i should trust him more and have more confidence in us.. so we decided that we'd be apart for a couple months and see each other again when i come back from a trip in june.. i just need to get myself together and let it all go first before i go insane.. what should i do?? should i really see him again or just let it go altogether? honestly, i think i was more depressed than happy in this relationship, being afraid of the future and just compairng myself to his ex's and all.. what is causing this and what should i do to stop this..?? i'm so confused and this is so hard for me..

yeah im a virgo.. and yes, i sometimes do feel that i trap him cuz i dont feel that i have him all the way.. but he hasn't really done anythin to make me question thats the sad part..

thanks.. i guess time will tell