Virgos

so i am a virgo sun w scorpio moon and cappy/cancer rising yess i have two rising signs & before i was actually interested in joining this site i use to just read the virgo forum especially the ones about virgo men cause i myself am very attracted to virgo men for some reason i feel like i can easily read them like a book i mean i feel i can pretty much analyze anyone & get a sense of who they are i honestly feel like i can just easily feel out peoples vibe, hidding agendas/motives without even holding a 30 min convo, buts its more intense with virgos and scorpios which are the 2 signs i adore out of the zodiac, my bestfriend is actually a scorpio with virgo moon (what a coinsidence ikr) but thats not the point i have noticed one thing about all virgos tho when we really build a bond or have feelings for someone its like a burning flame of emotions we will do whatever for that person that we really wouldnt even do for out selves we tend to think of others more than we do ourselves dont get me wrong they are some selfish virgos but i bet if you find the apple of the virgos eyes and you how they treat that person you would be amazingly touched its truly no love stronger than a virgos love. being truely loved by a virgo means you will never have to worry about being alone even if the virgo isnt physically there you will never have to question there love for you, virgos arent the most romantic i believe until they are sure your the one for them, when involved with a virgo you must assure to them that they are the one for you because w/o that it will extremely difficult to form a generous bond with them for the fact that we are natural worries and were more sentimental that you think we are, i honestly think virgos are the most sensitive of the zodiac for the fact that we take the smallest things to the heart you could've have said something unintentionally that may have a hurt your virgos feelings and they might not even show that there hurt but if you just simply look deep in there eyes you will see the pain, in fact thats one thing i noticed about myself and all the others virgos i've encountered w no matter how hard they try to cover up there feelings you can simply just look into there eyes and see the truth however they are some virgos like myself who can lie with a straight face but i bet they will be making some kind of strange body movements to where you will know there being dishonest

i was dating a virgo man and in the beginning of us dating he seemed very interested in me even tho we only held one real conversation and that was over a text message, then we started spending alot of time together whenever we were together it was like nothing else matters even tho werent just chatting up a storm i felt very strong emotions from him and for him i still wasnt sure how i felt about him or if i wanted to encounter an relationship with him but it was the opposite on his behalf he was ready to be in a relationship with me 5 days into us dating i was kinda shocked at how fast he was ready to pursue me and kinda confused by it too us being virgos i thought we would be moving on the same pace but he was moving too fast for me i still havent learned him yet which is important to me before entering a relationship i must learn your do's and dont's and its vice versa as i want me partner to learn mine as well even tho i can see it in his eyes that he wanted to be with me i couldnt help but question is this really real would it last will he give up on me if i reveal my flaws will he always be there for me through thick & thin is he willing to accept me for who i am really am or is he just asking me out to get a hold on me for me now which i say this cause he asked me out after me not coming around him for two days and he is my bestfriends cousin and they told me when i wasnt around he was asking about me or he was going to ask about me but then he was like "well your my cousin so if i do get serious w her your gonna tell me what she does " when she told me this i was shocked like what him say that but she said she doesn't even know so when i saw him again he was kind of confronting me about me not being around for two days like he was really missing me for those days i wasnt around then he asked me to be his girlfriend and i wasnt ready for that yet he asked me if iwas seeing anyone else and i told him yes and he asked who it was i refused to tell him but he said its okay and that whenever im ready i already know where he's at but an incident happened to where his brother and uncle pulled up on me my bestfriend my cousin which is my bestfriends boyfriend and one of my exes who i havent spoken to in forever before that day and his brother went back and told him and he instantly distanced hisself from me he left and never tried to contact me so i took the initiative to contact him

hiya! bit difficult to read the wall of text there, is there a way for you to edit in some paragraphs?
Thanks, looking forward to reading your thoughts though =)

i asked him if he forgot about me he said no but the last time he was in la(he live in san bernadino) that i was with my boyfriend so he didnt want to intrude i knew that after that day things with me an him will never be the same i tried to talk him but he kept giving me the cold shoulder i told him the way he was acting was making me wanna say fuck the could've been relationship he said if thats how i feel to pursue that then he said that we'll talk in the am he never text me the next morning and then my bestfriends birthday came up and she wanted all of her close firends and family to spend the weekend with her so i knew i would be seeing him again but i expected for him not to talk to me or for things to be strange between us but it wasnt he still acknowledged the fact that i was spending time with another boy but he didnt let that stop him from showing me how he missed me its like when he sees me he's drawn to me like a magnet but when were no together he wouldnt even bother sending me a text message nor would he call when he's not around its basically my job to contact him and i feel thats unfair so i refuse to do that iwant everything to be equal but back to the story he was all over me that night kept telling he how sexy i was and how he thinks the reason why he's so found of me is cause he hasnt seen me in a long time so i think that indicates that he does miss me when he's away but why he doesnt show it i really would like to know why, its like when he's around me he cant separate hisself from me he always ends up by me he loves to cuddle with me like he's always up under me and wants to always be around him which i have no problem with but when he leaves he starts to ignore me and acts like i dont exist which hurts my heart to the core i've never felt like this for a boy ever since i met him i dont want to deal with any other boy his uncle which is my bestfriends dad wants us together idk why lol but he says that were in love and that i should hear the crazy things he says about me but never told me what he says im so confused if he really likes me then doesnt he show it when were not togther? why does he act like i dont exist? now i blocked him as a friend on facebook and deleted his number and theres this girl posting pictures of them kissing and stuff it does kind of get to me but not really cause for some reason i feel it in my heart he's coming back, im so confused right now so anybody who has similar experiences or any virgo men out there

please help me out can you somebody help me put this together cause no matter how hard i try to see things from his point of veiw i still dont understand how you can claim to like someone so much and not care to talk to them i left him alone thinking that he would start to show interest in me when im not around but he still hasnt now he has this girl who wears too much make-up and looks like a clown posting pics of them kissing and i dont look at her as a threat or anything but i just need to know wassup w him and why is he acting likee this somebody please give me your honest opinion should i jus continue to leave him alone for good of should i hold on to the possibilities of him coming back?

im sorry i just red over everything i said and i made a lot of mistakes in my sentences please forgive me im just typing away right now