we're happy and we dance along side by side in our own seperate worlds that have converged and aligned for a moment enough to confuse us. entertwine us into questions with words like 'if' and 'maybe' and everything that i once controlled inside myself i have now set free into you. for just a second. and i watch every damn thing you do. i hold you to. to the point of no return. it's past the point that i cant relearn these lessons. so harsh. they burn. intermixed in the worst of games. a game that no one wins. you try and watch as you crumble in. come battle with me. the right emotions will set us free. you try and talk as though you could ever know me. turn the tables and it will still never be. and i'm going crazy cuz i cant figure out why... from the very beginning a solution just wont comply. i cant figure out that face, it's calm yet wry. that energy... mere seconds, could ever bring a sin from me. anything i can do to graze a fiber, a glimpse 'til eyes burn, trip into a fantasy, dispell this falacy, hold an aura, store a memory, another spell on me, soak in just one lucky touch... what a drug, almost a crutch... find myself only wishing... longing... to know just a little bit more... why this never happened before... all the while we're stroking sharp edges in whistle and bell... for all i can tell, you'll never know... we play hard as we dare.. bring this unevent... i hope i'm wrong... eventually in love i wont care.
