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Luz
@Luz
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im sitting here, not knowing what to say,
im sick of my ways,
because in the end it just becomes another day.

im sick of wondering why i feel this way,
im sick of wondering when it will go away.
its my choice, but i cant seem to comprehend where it comes from,
without knowing the meaning, how can my will move on?
where did all this pain come from?
no, i dont want to conform.
because in the end, it just becomes another day.

i reach out but all i get is a 'i dont know'.
is it my past? what kinda experience has the right
to make me feel like i'm just another broken wing.
it makes me cringe, because my emotions cling.
theres no where to go, theres no where to hide.
so what am i suppose to sacrifice?
i cant pretend anymore.
i need to face it and scream. so let me scream.
just understand that sometimes i just dont know,
dont know why i have to feel this way, so stay.