Cosmic9
@Cosmic9
4 Years
Comments: 0 · Posts: 34 · Topics: 3
Discover insights, swap stories, and find people. dxpnet is where experiences turn into understanding.
Create Your Free Account →We use cookies to enhance your experience. By continuing to browse, you agree to our use of cookies. Policy Page
I have been friends with a taurus man for 7 years now. I have always had a crush on him and he knows about it. I am older than him. Back then we weren't so aligned with each other's thought process so we never dated or became intimate. Also he doesn't believe in relationships much. Now I am married and suddenly he has started talking more to me. He flirts and comments on my pictures. Recently we met as friends and it was a great time. He has suddenly opened up with me and started sharing his personal stuff. As far as I know Taurus's are private pple and they only share if they trust someone. One drunk night we had a conversation online where he was angry about the fact that I got married so early and that i had a crush on him which he said we could have given a try to but when I went deeper into this conversation he just got pissed and said no point as u r married lets not be romantic. We again met in a friend's party and he invited me and later that night we ended up having sex. He was so sweet and sensual. Best sex I had. Like I saw another side of him. After 3 days, i texted him confessing how much I liked him back then and that i have always wanted this for us which never happened. He got all rude and said it was just 1 night thing and he would never do that again and asked me to be more understanding. I did, as i understand im in a marriage and we are friends. So we decided its the best thing to do as our friendship will be ruined. I didn't speak to him for a week as I expected him to show some appreciation or intimacy and on top of that he made me feel as if it was all wrong. I was upset. He shared me 2-3 memes in between which i didn't react to. Earlier this week, he msged me suddenly asking to come to his house. And he has never done that in the last 7 yrs. I have never been to his crib. He only invites his closest pple to his house. Before going, I wanted to be clear and he said he is only interested to meet that day if I am keen for not having feelings and just sex. And I was shocked as he was completely opposite the last week. He said its awkward if we get love in between as anyways its not happening because I m married. It made sense to me because of the situation we are in its best to keep love away. So I went to his house. He was super prepared with everything like food, drinks, vibe, lighting, music and even which movie to watch. He is so different in person warm, gentleman, sweet, and sexy. He even gives his hand for me to get up if im sitting down. Who does that in today's world. I am just in awe with him. We had an amazing time and the sex was mind-blowing. The way he does it makes me feel like he is really into me. It went for a long time that night and then he hugged me and slept off. Morning when we woke up it was just back to being strictly friends as we said bye and again silence. No msg or calls. I am okay to have fwb but is he playing with my mind because sometimes I feel he really likes me a lot and then he becomes cold. I want to be an understating friend and also think from his point of view because im married. Is he just using me or he genuinely interested to have sex with me coz he likes me and lusts for me. I would like the later part. I know the situation is complicated but we have been platonic all our life and we always valued and respected each other. We have always tried to suppress our likings for each other but after the first sex its been hard to resist each other. Can u all help me understand whats in his me?