A Clandestine Affair...

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Angel1177
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19 YearsPisces

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SO??_I am a Pisces married to a Virgo??_which needless to say, has been quite the adventure??_almost 10 years ago I had a very intense relationship with an Aquarius??_we cared deeply for each other, but unfortunately I was in a relationship??_before you judge, I was 18??_clearly not in the frame of mind I am today??_call it irony or fate??_my best friend ended up marrying the Aquarius??s best friend this past weekend??_and we were both in the bridal party??_we hadn't seen each other since our relationship ended 10 years ago??_he had basically given me an ultimatum and I chose comfort over him??_seeing him this past weekend brought back a surge of emotions which I felt on his end as well??_I guess out of sight out of mind??_but seeing him was nice??_I was careful to not disrespect my husband, who was at the wedding as well??_but I did find myself wondering what could have been??_as him and I said goodbye after the weekend ended he hugged me and told me he loved me (not in a friendship luv ya, kind of way??_)??_it threw me off and I responded with the luv ya, in a friendship kind of way, and I can tell it hurt him??_but I was caught off guard??_and frankly, I wish I would have just not said anything in return??_now I am back home and all I can do is think about him??_I refuse to contact him, even though we are friends on facebook, but I guess my post is more insight on what he must be thinking??_what made him tell me he loved me? Will he contact me? I am so torn with thoughts and emotions??_
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NikkiMse1978
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Angel-have you ever "felt" or knew that the Aqua was in some way a soulmate? Look up and study soul mate relationships, and then read about Twin Flames.

My Aqua ex and I had our bittersweet goodbye (I was floored to read you had one too!) and he told me he loved me. I haven't heard him say that for over 2 years now.

At the end of the day it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all 🙂
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Angel1177
@Angel1177
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It's so true...I was more surprised than anything because I hurt him badly...to hear him still be able to express that for someone who is now married and present in front of him with her husband...was humbling...10 years later...after such a roller coaster relationship...made me realize that we had something so strong and special...but it is dangerous territory...and I have to steer clear of it...but it was an amazing feeling to hear it nonetheles...a part of me wishes we could just speak about everything and have real closure...that I love you opened things up more than it closed it...ugh