Angry at myself.

After a long gruelling audition process my boyfriend got a lead role in pirates of Penzance production, I went to write on Facebook how happy I am for my boyfriend and all that jazz and he told me not to, this has lead me to become embarrassed and it's changed my mood, i feel embarrassed because I wanted to show off on Facebook that I have a boyfriend and that he's got a lead role and that I'm shacking up with Orlando bloom for the next couple of months

I'm also upset that a part of my anger management therapy I have to let him know everything that I'm feeling and embarrassment makes me feel really vulnerable, but if I tell him I'm upset then I've ruined the mood.

Why can't I be like normal people and let stupid shit go? I feel like there's something really wrong with me that I get upset over nothing.

It's like I feel in complete control of my life then it turns into an episode of Seinfeld and I'm George

Another thing is we went for a walk after I told him what was wrong with me to make ourselves feel better then we run into two people he knows and he didn't introduce me to them, he doesn't introduce me to any if his friends and I introduce him to all of mine as my boyfriend, I feel embarrassed because maybe that was a big step, I never thought about it, we tell each other that we love one another but I don't see it be nessecary to change our relationship status on Facebook......I just hate feeling like I don't exist

How long have you two been together? Maybe a weird question for a guy who works on stage, but is he shy? A private kind of guy?

I think I'm going to post it on Facebook anyway

R u official? Maybe he doesnt see it as an official relationship ;( watch out

I talked it all out with him and were fine, he said he's sorry, I just told him what pissed me off and what made me feel shame and at first he thought I was attacking him but we got in deeper and I explained that I have self esteem issues and he went on to tell me that I can't think like that..

I posted on Facebook congratulations and that I love him and he posted the nicest thing to me in response, it's hilarious because now I feel special ed but it's worth getting it out there.

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I talked it all out with him and were fine, he said he's sorry, I just told him what pissed me off and what made me feel shame and at first he thought I was attacking him but we got in deeper and I explained that I have self esteem issues and he went on to tell me that I can't think like that..

I posted on Facebook congratulations and that I love him and he posted the nicest thing to me in response, it's hilarious because now I feel special ed but it's worth getting it out there.

really? he said that?

well i hope that he can allieviate your fears in the future.

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Another thing is we went for a walk after I told him what was wrong with me to make ourselves feel better then we run into two people he knows and he didn't introduce me to them, he doesn't introduce me to any if his friends and I introduce him to all of mine as my boyfriend, I feel embarrassed because maybe that was a big step, I never thought about it, we tell each other that we love one another but I don't see it be nessecary to change our relationship status on Facebook......I just hate feeling like I don't exist

I wonder if that's a Libra thing. I never introduce anyone to anyone. I don't realize i should have done it until they introduce themselves to each other. I also hate people I'm not close to knowing my business. I hate facebook. I don't have a relationship status on there at all. I don't have any pics of my bf on there. To people on Facebook he doesn't exist. But i text my close family and friends pics of us all of the time and they've met him and know him well.

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that sounds like a libra Scorpio type.

my sister is married to a libra sun and they are all over the place with showing off they are a couple. having big parties and introducing eachoher to even friends of friends.

at least thats the Scorpio = secretive.

but my husband and i dont have fb at all.

it's just another media we're NOT interested in.

maybe if we had a business we'd do Facebook. it has to have some kind of business use for us, or creativity outlet (mixing business with creativity)

it's like putting your BUSINESS Out there is not a water thing.

here is a good one with a libra and Scorpio couple. I know that 11th is aqua but he has a Scorpio moon. and he's with a libra.

Alyssa Sharpe is a libra/taurus/pisces rising, with virgo dominant. she is married to a Scorpio man/cancer moon/aries rising.

she put her business out there with creativity on YouTube. i think they make money off YouTube viewers/subscribers. she has a ton of these.

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Another thing is we went for a walk after I told him what was wrong with me to make ourselves feel better then we run into two people he knows and he didn't introduce me to them, he doesn't introduce me to any if his friends and I introduce him to all of mine as my boyfriend, I feel embarrassed because maybe that was a big step, I never thought about it, we tell each other that we love one another but I don't see it be nessecary to change our relationship status on Facebook......I just hate feeling like I don't exist

I wonder if that's a Libra thing. I never introduce anyone to anyone. I don't realize i should have done it until they introduce themselves to each other. I also hate people I'm not close to knowing my business. I hate facebook. I don't have a relationship status on there at all. I don't have any pics of my bf on there. To people on Facebook he doesn't exist. But i text my close family and friends pics of us all of the time and they've met him and know him well.

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The introductions thing.. I have the same problem. I'm so weird!! I never realize I should introduce people until it's an awkward few moments past when I should have!! Lol! Perhaps it's because it comes so naturally to us to "turn on" the socialization switch and introduce ourselves when we need/want to, we don't even realize we should/need to initiate an introduction for someone else. If i want to be introduced to someone who's speaking with whoever I'm with, I simply slip in my introduction at an appropriate moment. If I don't want to be introduced I don't. I don't really think I ever have really ever felt slighted or offended by someone not introducing me.

What is his reason for you not posting the information on Facebook? Did he post it on his wall? Have you asked him why he doesn't introduce you to his friends? I remember you went to his crazy, drugged out families' house. I think it just has something to do with his Scorpio moon.

Ok we had a misunderstanding!!! The reason he didn't want me to post on the wall was because he wasn't sure if he got the part or not and also because he didn't rub it anyone's faces...

There was a topic in relationships called "dating people with low self esteem" I had that in the back of my head the whole time we were talking and I blurted out that I have self esteem issues, I was really scared he would dump me because no one wants to deal with self esteem issues and we had a really long talk and we had the best pillow talk ever (we love staying up Talking in bed) and we just snuggled heaps. Today we went for a run and a swim at the beach and were fine.....I think I always bring shit up when I feel we're getting complacent and then we talk it out and find ourselves more in love, it' comes in waves...

He acts like such an air head and dumb all the time and I act serious and in control but the tables switch when I become an insecure emotional mess and he suddenly becomes the smartest person in the world when it comes to what's wrong with me.

He's not embarrassed of me at all I forgot that he introduced me to his fam when we got together as his BF, and he's always not introduced me to people just out of habit, he's just not good at formally introducing people and forgets to.

So I ended up writing a status on Facebook saying congrats and that I love him and he replied very sweetly saying how happy he is to have a supportive boyfriend 🙂 but it's actually him supportive