As an

Aqua venus/11th house venus (especially when you were younger), have you ever knowingly (unknowingly?) suppressed a desire(s?) (coz social reasons) so much so that you started to have dreams and premonitions centered on them which led you in a situation that felt like "ahh makes sense, nowhere else to end up but here."

at first, maybe it's not so bad. you've heard other people say it but nahh there's still stigma to it. and anyone who says it just sounds fake to your ears. they just think it makes them cool to say it. anyone who says it loudly, never really wants it enough. never wanted it as much as you do.

all those odd book choices, the weird side of yt that goes against your usual fare, the night dreams, the day dreams that felt like premonition all leading up to you (against your own resistance and mutliple attempts to conceal your footprints from not only others but yourself) shamelessly and openly now indulging? 😂😂 lol much ado

Posted by Wizardz_

You need help 😂

🙃🙃 what? makes sense. aqua is fixed, stubborn energy too.

Posted by Wizardz_

Posted by virgoOPPP

Posted by Wizardz_

You need help 😂

🙃🙃 what? makes sense. aqua is fixed, stubborn energy too.

I don't understand the thread lol can you be a bit more specific

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it's just that i've read that this placement would have maybe some unconventional attractions that might not always be socially-acceptable. so i was wondering if maybe there'd been some inner conflict like this for them at some point?

will come back with crime docu samples lol jk but you get what i mean now?

Posted by Jan12girl

Aqua venus here but i didn't reply understand what you said.

unconventional attractions/pursuits not always socially-accepted that you've tried to suppress then eventually still end up indulging in?

meh i'll explain a bit more later 🏃🏽🏃🏽