what to do when pushed aqua man away?

I pushed him away, its my fault. I am a pisces, very controlling. Although we are still together it is not the same. I am willing to be patient, is it to late? Will he forgive me for saying things that I did not mean to him?

Why did you do it? Do you even want him back?

I was hurt earlier this year from a two year relationship. I have a very hard time trusting him. He went on vacations for a week with some friends and totally neglected me. Of cours I though he was up to no good and just had a screaming match and said some really mean things. We are still together, he so call forgave me, but now he might call me, he might not. It was not like this before. I definelty want to be with him, no one else.

I guess you've gotta learn to control yourself and not lose your cool if you wanna hang on to your aqua guy.

apply to the special witness protection program. LOL