My 'bout with piss off-ed ness.

So after much stress and general freakin' out, I am having an Aries cycle. By that I mean I find myself being really pissed off for no particular reason. And with school coming to an end, I'm beginning to reinvent myself.

It's quite difficult to explain this need to feel really bad to end up feeling really good and confident.

C'mmon, Aries. Who's with me?

Hmmm, never really happened to me. I don't get mad for no reason, though the weather during the beginning of fall gets me restless and puts me in the mood to fight, though not out of anger unless someone/something actually pissed me off.

That always happens to me, but I'm in Taekwondo (martial arts class) and it helps me relieve all that stress twice a week, so...My meaningless anger doesn't last long, lol.

lol I'm this way too.....Mars In Aries....I can sympathize with the reinvention bit. Just this year I had practically DESTROYED my GPA, then I fliped the script completely.....wow....lol 😛 I amaze myself at times....

It's human condition. Everyone in same conditions would feel the same.

What I'm interested in..I thought Aries is more competetive of who is first, not someone to discouraged by stress, doesn't it?

But I can see it now, Aries is no different from any of us. They go what their interest is telling them.....so do everyone else.

* I am not human....trying to be, not an easy task at times.

Patience, letting go, loving "what is"

Discomfort is experienced when we resist what is. Always.

MysticFire .. expressing what is built up inside, so you can be free is always a good thing. Never heard of an Aries cycle, but, if to vent off steam, this makes you feel sane again .. then piss away until you feel better. 🙂

Lemme explain this better:

I thrive on excitement. If I have no challenges in my daily life, I feel depressed; unaccomplished. This is why I tend to procrastinate. It's not that I don't want to get things done in a timely manner. It's that when a billion things are going on at once, there's always something to go do or something to think about all day at work. Right now I'm exiting the awkward stage between adolscents and adulthood. Along with this come many responsiblities I've never experienced before. Doing things for myself and building my confidence makes me wanna go out there and do even more.

But I only feel the need to make this bold moves when I see everyone around me moving faster than I am. Whether or not it's a reality, I believe others are better than me. And I have to prove it to myself that I am just as capable and deserving of obatining my goals as they are.

Enter depression / anger. It's a good thing for the Arien. The fear of failure isn't just a motto. It's a life style . Everyday begins with, "What will I achieve today?"