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Posted by JustBlaze
Im going to give you an example of my awesomeness. As I said the last time I was arrested I decided to change my life. Before then I had been selling dope since a teenager in and out of trouble gang banging and being an outlaw not just in chicago but everywhere detroit vegas even in Asia. The law took everything the last time including my ego. I worked when I came home from the bootcamp went throough discrimination at my job and won some money. Used that money to pay for college and graduated with honors. Went into sales because I still wanted to hustle just legally. This new job I have is with a fortune 500 company. I've only been there 5 months and the've offered me an opportunity to open a new office. I should easily make 200+ this year and I promise I will work less than full time hours. I get brand new 2014 Large crew cab truck plus two paid 5star week vacations for me and a lady. Im just getting started. Thats just scratching the surface. When I say I'm awesome I don't mean Im perfect I mean I am a living inspiration in many ways. Read this thread and the virgo one with an open mind and not only will you recognize awesomeness you will recognize aries at it finest. ZODIAK DON! ARIES GODS OF PASSION!!!!!!!!
Kudo's to you changing your life and making GREAT progress. Now that's what I call"AWESOMENESS".
However, I get the funny feeling that it was more than the childish joke you played on her. More like your HUGE OUT OF CONTROL ego. Too bad you can't suck your own dick and kiss your own ass. That would definitely make you a great catch and an "AWSOMENESS" individual azz ARIES.
Anyway, apparently you were really smitten by her because you still can't stop talking about her. I think you are still interested in pursing her, but I'm sure your ego won't allow it. If you loose just a tad bit of that ego, and retain all of that adoring confidence, you can possibly have another chance at love.
~~~~~ZODIAK DON! ARIES GODS OF PASSION!!!!!!!!~~~~~LOL..you are too funny-🙂
Ok so I realized that I am completely responsible for all this drama. I have been insensitive to her and she did the right thing. I can make all the excuses in the world but the truth Is that my ego, and immaturity is the problem. She was right that I am a little emotionally unstable but I think that after this I will definitely get myself in check. If I am going to reach my potential this is the only way. I have been completely open with you all and appreciate you all as you all helped me to realize my problem. I am 33 and really never had any responsibility so thats why I'm so immature. Now I do and I need to relax before I ruin what I've worked for as well. This woman who I started the thread about is exceptional and Im not sure if I should just give up on here. It's like she seems to be everything I want and like the universe sent her to me and I blew it. What would you do? ZODIAK DON!!!!!! ARIES
Maybe you told her you were "just hanging out" and only put the charm on when you were "inebriated".
Yeeeah, this dude's totally trolling. No more time to be wasted with this thread.
No problem I can see why you thought I was a teenager. I can't see why this guy thinks I'm trolling.
Sun Aries
Moon Gemini
Mercury Aries
Venus Gemini
Mars Leo
Jupiter Virgo
Saturn Virgo
Uranus Scorpio
Neptune Sagittarius
Pluto Libra
Ascendent Gemini
Exactly I call it anxiety or nervousness but yes you can call it restless.
This energy is very intense and makes me super impulsive. It's very hard to control and I think women can sense this tension in me.
Its really a fight for me.
So with the major job offer and relocation pressure and being so infatuated with the Idea of having my dream girl in my life at the same time and knowing I was about to leave her and some other major things in my life was a ton of emotion for me to contain. Thats why I said I need love.
You can imagine how I was overwhelmed in my thoughts about all this. At the time I didn't have any outlet for my thoughts or energy thats why I ended up coming on here. I did read somewhere where a women suggest getting a punching bag. I definitely will be getting one.
Nah not really most of my associates I cut off when I change my direction in life and like I said I seek knowledge and higher consciousness so my family and most people don't have any thing to offer me conversation and interest wise. Here in St. Louis I'm sure all that is going to change. I should have a healthy social life here. So far so sweet
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This.
This idiot goes on about how awesome he is, takes her past personally because it's something she's still trying to cope with, and then he BELITTLES her problem and basically says "get over it."
OH YEAH THIS TOOL IS A REAL FUCKIN' WINNER!!!
He's far from awesome, despite what he thinks. Big deal that he's a reformed asshole. Big deal if he has a good job and is getting paid well. All of that is null and void if he's going to belittle someone's emotions and basically say "well get the hell over it because I'm me and how dare you have problems from some fucknut," and continuing to refuse to REMOTELY understand where she's coming from.
THEN he harasses her into liking him because he cannot stand the fact that he absolutely BOMBED this situation and how dare she refuse him and his self imposed greatness.
You have POTENTIAL, OP. You are far from being a catch yet and still have a ways to go. You can start by getting over yourself and staying away from the female population until your balls drop.