Neptune on the Midheaven

I've been reading alot more on Neptune and it's influence on the Midheaven. Transit, Pisces 10th house, Neptune/Midheaven natal.

I have my midheaven in Pisces and I will be going through Neptune conj Midheaven transit next year.

I was reading that people with this aspect natally, the world around doesn't really know who you really are.

When ppl do see glimpse of the real you, it's quite the eye opener.

This is the 2nd astro board I've been on and for the most part, I've been a bit misunderstood. It could be because the real me is hidden from the world.

Elsa received it as ppl talking to a hologram of you and not the real you. She has it also and she said that she never felt like she really belonged anyplace. She felt like she was an "idea" that just landed somewhere.

I thought this was fascinating.

I've switched jobs more times than I remember, not because I wasn't good at it, but because I just never fit the mold of the company culture. So I've been moving trying to find a home.

Anyone else have thoughts on this?