Saturn and Capricorn....are fucked up

I need to blame my situation to something 😛. I know its me. It may not be the Capricorn. But even if it's not the Capricorn that wants to eat my soul 😂 cause it's literally everywhere in my chart. My mood is bad. Really bad. For the last two years I try every day and night to cheer me up, to find what's wrong, I go to psychologists and stuff.

I wasn't like that before. I may felt anxious but I wasn't sad.

What happened before two years is I met some people who helped me to access my emotions and not numb them anymore. And now that they are here with me every day I feel they step over my chest.

I am not a psychologist and the ones I go have never tell me I could have depression.

But I feel like that a little bit.

I have no desire to see anyone, to talk to anyone, to do nothing. And I was actually stuck in the idea of getting a new boyfriend after the last one I broke up with. Even that can not work now that I am all day in my home all alone browsing the stupid Internet.

And the most accurate thing I have ever read about Capricorn energy and if I remember well combined with Aries cause that's how my chart is... Its that you put so much internal pressure to yourself that you can not bear the external one too. That's what happens to me.

I will discuss it with my psychologist cause I always go there with this silly everything is good Sagittarius attitude and that does not bring results.

Posted by RooSagicorn
One step at a time. It’s a journey, and the sag energy does help. Optimism & hope 🙂 These things take awhile when you’ve been numbing feelings for a long time. The Cap helps to keep climbing that mountain too. You must be patient though. It’s a slow process.

I was in that position a few years ago, and it’s taken years, but I am in a much better place. Happier, healthier emotionally. It is worth it!

Thanks!