SATURN!!! Will the lessons ever end?

Ok so I'm 32 years old my natal Saturn is in Scorpio. Having somewhat survived my saturns return, I now have Saturn in my sun sign Sagittarius! Last several years have been so so hard, I know that Saturn will leave Sagittarius in December of this year, can I hope for some peace and calm? I also have Saturn inconjunct my rising sign Gemini which does not seem like a great aspect haha. I just need a little experience, strength, and hope. What is Saturn like in your life? Thanks in advance for your attention.

Also if you click on my profile you can see a picture of my natal chart would love some feedback

Right, so all 2016 was hard, Saturn transited Uranus, then Mercury, your DC, now Sun, and soon Neptune. Angles are always the hardest, the DC is relationship issues, partner or other, you are forced to cooperate.

Saturn transit Ura, your originality is showing, you might be judged. Mercury, mental strain. Sun, pressured to be the real you. Neptune, spiritual or confusing time.

Thank you! I appreciate your reply. I know that Saturn is retrograde right now. Is this a time of respite?