some of u may have seen some of my posts in the past where i mention that i manage a band. this post is regarding one of my musicians that happens to be a cancer.
he and i have always been the most communicative of the group (other than the cap). when we do talk it is mostly surrounding business matters and how we're going to further promote them. lately we've been a little more laid back because they're in the middle of recording their first EP so it's been rather slow. summer is coming to an end so we have been somewhat lazier and more friendly with each other. this past weekend we, and a LOT of other ppl including fellow bands, got together for a private festival where we camped out on this large piece of land in the woods. the bands were on a time table in which they could perform but no one was available to fill the 1st 2 hours. so cancer decided he would go solo for a while. i noticed that after each number he would immediately look over at me and no one else in the audience. i didn't read too much into it because, after all, i am his manager. i'm sure he wanted to see if i was paying attention and approved of his work, right? he trusts my judgement. the feeling started to nag at me more when i would be going about my business and i would catch him staring at me and once, while erecting his tent (heh), he got really close and gave me a full body brush up and giggled. that night ended.
it's now wednesday (yesterday) and i'm out of town visiting family. i take my laptop and continue to work even though i'm supposed to be relaxing. i happen to be sitting in a wi-fi coffee shop sipping tea and he pops up on AIM. of course we start discussing business matters but then it takes a radical turn. i don't know what happened but all of a sudden we're talking about our future house. what concerned me is that it appeared we were talking about said house as if it was ours... together. it hit me when i said that i wanted an outer attached dojo to practice kung fu equipped with weapons and his response was,"of course we'll have weapons". whoa! emphasis on WE. i don't wanna play dumb here but do u think this guy has a future for us in mind? he's incredibly SWEET to me but aloof too. i heard cancers fall in love easily but... do u really think? did he just pull a jedi mind trick on me?
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he and i have always been the most communicative of the group (other than the cap). when we do talk it is mostly surrounding business matters and how we're going to further promote them. lately we've been a little more laid back because they're in the middle of recording their first EP so it's been rather slow. summer is coming to an end so we have been somewhat lazier and more friendly with each other. this past weekend we, and a LOT of other ppl including fellow bands, got together for a private festival where we camped out on this large piece of land in the woods. the bands were on a time table in which they could perform but no one was available to fill the 1st 2 hours. so cancer decided he would go solo for a while. i noticed that after each number he would immediately look over at me and no one else in the audience. i didn't read too much into it because, after all, i am his manager. i'm sure he wanted to see if i was paying attention and approved of his work, right? he trusts my judgement. the feeling started to nag at me more when i would be going about my business and i would catch him staring at me and once, while erecting his tent (heh), he got really close and gave me a full body brush up and giggled. that night ended.
it's now wednesday (yesterday) and i'm out of town visiting family. i take my laptop and continue to work even though i'm supposed to be relaxing. i happen to be sitting in a wi-fi coffee shop sipping tea and he pops up on AIM. of course we start discussing business matters but then it takes a radical turn. i don't know what happened but all of a sudden we're talking about our future house. what concerned me is that it appeared we were talking about said house as if it was ours... together. it hit me when i said that i wanted an outer attached dojo to practice kung fu equipped with weapons and his response was,"of course we'll have weapons". whoa! emphasis on WE. i don't wanna play dumb here but do u think this guy has a future for us in mind? he's incredibly SWEET to me but aloof too. i heard cancers fall in love easily but... do u really think? did he just pull a jedi mind trick on me?