Update

i am loving my new friendship with my woman and things got really great between us. she still says shes not interested but shes also not seeing anyone.were going through this growing process together kinda disguised as a project but its been so so amazing and i see her getting stronger and stronger and i cant waiiiit to see her when shes all the way healed from that traumatic shut ...but i do see how she knows how to handle it very well and she is way stronger than i thought. its like she learned how to fix a broken heart really fast and turn it into a fun thing. i see why she never fully gives her heart away..she leaves some behind for herself so when dude crushed it she still could easily replace what was lost without too much. thats how she said it. yesterday i made her go and do something good for herself and put her first so i picked her up early from work and we went and got her book copy written. i cant even tell u how proud and happy i am for her!soon as we stepped out the door she even shed a tear! and said *SC* i did it. i did it! this is it i did it! i gave her a big hug and we kinda both shed a few tears together it was so beautiful. but since shes really learned how to open up and gets more open everyday. then after we went to this art performance and said well you helped me so now im going to help you and she knows i been wanting to learn to dance so right in front of a huge crowd she pulled me in and started dancing...while no one else was dancing and no one was supposed to be dancing...she pulled me out with her and a crowd formed around us and started watching so i was so embarrassed but i danced anyway. we finished and the crowd laughed and clapped. i was like K wtf she smiled back at me and was like to learn to dance u gotta get out of your head and in your heart. u passed level 1 how did it feel. WOOWW.i just felt a gush of love fall all over me. next thing im going to do for her is help her get the right boundaries with her baby daddy....hes a sag. even though she dont like him anything more than her daughters dad i still think he needs to stop being able to go to her house and shit like that they should have a strict arrangement becaus he was abusive so he gets to come over her place because he wants to see his daughter and she has full custody (and she won't allow her daughter to go to his place because he lives with his crazy ass mother). but he can find a way to visit without getting to come over. she recently added his wha