So... I have Sun conjunct venus in Capricorn, Mercury in Cap, Saturn in the 4th house (Cancer) all of that combined with a fairly difficult home life growing up. Is it any coincidence that Saturn/melancholy has made its way into my psyche? I'm just wondering if other Capricorns have experienced or noticed this, some type of gloom overcasting their days even when they don't intend to be gloomy. I'm feeling down most days and feel like it's all Saturn's fault. Maybe I'm taking this to the extreme? Idk, can anyone clue me on Saturn in the 4th house or at least how to cheer up a little. thanks.
