Capricorn Confessional (Page 5)

oh dont be coy, luc

was it not you who admitted to liking a certain over-powering of feigned objection from girls you've dated, hrmmmm—?? 😉

...to put it diplomatically

pffff... dont play giggles with me 😛

Posted by CreepyPants
oh dont be coy, luc

was it not you who admitted to liking a certain over-powering of feigned objection from girls you've dated, hrmmmm—?? 😉...to put it diplomatically

That was on a different topic though 😉. In this topic I'm still an innocent boy eager to make friends , writtes poetry and seeks nothing but to be loved soooOooo >.>. I dont know what you're talking about

you men and your compartmentalizing

Posted by Lucriu

Posted by CreepyPants
oh dont be coy, luc

was it not you who admitted to liking a certain over-powering of feigned objection from girls you've dated, hrmmmm—?? 😉...to put it diplomatically

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That was on a different topic though 😉. In this topic I'm still an innocent boy eager to make friends , writtes poetry and seeks nothing but to be loved soooOooo >.>. I dont know what you're talking about

isn't every cap, besides capinc, trying to play that card still?

sigh... quote fail

I don't have a lot of problems that I share on DXP. But thank you for asking. Your comment after my comment, led me to believe that you were asking me if I had a problem.

Posted by CapriLady
I don't have a lot of problems that I share on DXP. But thank you for asking. Your comment after my comment, led me to believe that you were asking me if I had a problem.

Merc in cap?

Is anyone else eager to put these two in a tub full of jello to work out their differences? or is it just me 0.0

I think he was letting his inner freak out 😉

i think a lot gets mis-interpreted ... especially if there is a history of heated discussion!

anyhoo, where is the spiritual leader here... i have confessing to do... major major confessing to do...

while cap hell was breaking loose on the boards... i was just talking to my lil sis on the phone about "Saturn return" and what it actually means. i realized i'd never looked up the phrase so i wiki-ed it...

"In astrology, especially horoscopic astrology the Saturn return is an astrological transit when a transiting Saturn planet returns to the same point in the sky that it occupied at the moment of a person's birth (natal chart).

In Hindu astrology, when Saturn is within one house prior to till one house after the house the moon is posited in, it is known as Saade saati, as the transit in a birth chart and takes approximately 7.5 years to complete. These years are often filled by difficulty.

Saturn Return is an alleged phenomenon which is described as influencing a person's life development at 27 to 29 or 30-year intervals. These intervals or "returns" coincide with the approximate time it takes the planet Saturn to make one orbit around the sun, i.e. 29.4 years. It is believed by astrologers that, as Saturn "returns" to the degree in its orbit occupied at the time of birth, a person crosses over a major threshold and enters the next stage of life. With the first Saturn return, a person leaves youth behind and enters adulthood. With the second return, maturity. And with the third and usually final return, a person enters wise old age. These periods are estimated to occur at roughly the ages of 28-31, 56-60 and 84-90. A fourth return occurs for only a few people, at age 114-118."

i'm feelin that bad beyatch saturn in scorpio. all year long. even more intense in the last month. i n e e d t o b e h e l d . . . h a l p !

"I had this thought a long time ago. That's funny that it's exactly what I thought. WHERE'S THE AQUAS? I WANNA BE PRAISED AS A GENIUS hahahah"

right... i had the same moment... sorta.

i was telling my sister how i felt like i was splitting into two... with all the responsibilities i've taken upon myself and how i've been catapulted into life... really really hard life lessons. not even great mile stones... just character forming/maturing gawd awful bs

then 10 minutes later we were talking about astro and saturn return. i've obviously heard the phrase here, but i never knew exactly what the hell it meant! so i looked it up and it essentially summed up into half a sentence what i told her i was going through. nutso

Saturn Return. I went through that. That was a life changing time. Hmm, so that's what you meant about splitting into two. I can see that.

kinda makes no sense it seems, but somehow it's how i feel... like i'm at that brink where i'm leaving an old me behind and the part of me i'm taking with is breaking away ...so... splitting into two. *shrugs*

Like cell birth. Cool. I got interested in new life imagery at the time. No, it wasn't pleasant. But I feel more comfortable now. Definitely worth the process. Didn't know about Saturn's return.

new life imagery... what is that? like prenatal imaging— what did you do for that?

yea. cell birth is a neat way of looking at it.

That and the sneery smile you behold for others at inappropraitely timed tunes.

I have beheld the times when all has gone and now that it is all over I can now look up and see that I am free. Thank god for those days.

In reference to SATURN

Confession.

>.> .... feeling irrational, frustrated, angry, stupid, inmature and numb.

confession,

i want to play with luc's hair... make him chill out for a sec.

It's cooh, I just did some hindu pushups untill my arms gave out, now im just exhausted ^.^ thanks though

i've done those. id rather have my hair played with 😛 you're welcome!

Really? How many can you do in a row?

id prefer 0 in a row lol... i'm not sure tbh tho. 😛 my form is definitely lacking by the 5th ...to say the least. how bout you, muscles? 30?

My personal best is 553. But I havent trained rigorously for a while. Im doing 100 hindu push ups daily though. Just to stay in shape ^.^ .

Vid of me 7 years ago doing 100, yes I am bragging ^.^ . If all goes well and i stop smoking ill get up to 600 Straight by the time nationals roll in.

Dafuq?

Posted by CluelessCancer
how tall are you tho?

Wow..... just wow.... lmfao..... oh man ... seriously god? * looks upbat the sky* SERIOUSLY? V.v i need a cig... brb

Oh and 5'2 Yes, I am a midget.

Lmao!!! way to make a guy feel better ^.^

Id rather find true love, and not attraction based on traits, but the more I see... the more i think im being an idiot and wishing for something that doesnt exist.

Confession....

Darkness... here I come... I'm ready for your embrace.

Posted by capinc

Posted by Lucriu
Oh and 5'2 Yes, I am a midget.

For now on I'll call you mini-me.

Mini-me come, come..

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I like tripod better 😆

Posted by CluelessCancer

Posted by Lucriu
Confession....

Darkness... here I come... I'm ready for your embrace.

Don't do that.

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It's cooh even darkness doesnt want to come out and play >.> ....

Are you guys still fucking around with the crab? That's a tortured demon-bitch.

Luc.... that's you—?

You are SO ADORABLE!!! and I dont mean that in the "cute" way that guys hate being called by girls...

I mean your mannerisms are so adorable and real. Awe I just melted.

Thanks for the ego boost ^.^

If you liked that vid see "guit1" Its a vid I made for my first X, ^.^. I've lost that youtube account so I cant delete anything theres also a vid of me drinking a gallon of milk shirtless 😆

>;( awe I wish everyone would play nice.

CC I like you. I know you have your distaste for caps, and I kinda get that your vocal about your generalizations. You're actually cool with people on a real individual basis. I get it. I take your cap hatin' with a grain of salt. lol Maybe a whole shaker full. You've always been cool with me.

Astrology is full of generalizations... we're all quick to gloat about the good stuff. Fact is no one is perfect. C'est impossible. I think it wise to keep it chill

...easy breezy lemon squeezy 😉

Not everyone is going to like you...for good reasons. Go look at yourself for a while.

Posted by CapriLady
Not everyone is going to like you...for good reasons. Go look at yourself for a while.

uMMMm I kinda respect that atleast CC is not a backstabber, she says what she doesnt like about you (generalizations or not) to your face, the people I cant stand are the ones that smile at you, but hate you and talk about you behind your back. Its only a forum, but I think honesty, wether brutal or tactful is always the best approach.

Cancers and Caps finding a middle ground? 😕 *thinks of a way to reverse the damage before the universe implodes*

CC you're stupid ^.^

Dont.

Posted by CluelessCancer
😢

time to take a DXP break.

.... Sorry you just hit a nerve is all... I'm always being told how "special" , "great", "Unique" etc... I am. And yet I sleep alone every night while douche bags I know that play games, cheat.... meh I'm going to bed. Today was not my day.

Posted by Lucriu

Posted by CapriLady
Not everyone is going to like you...for good reasons. Go look at yourself for a while.

uMMMm I kinda respect that atleast CC is not a backstabber, she says what she doesnt like about you (generalizations or not) to your face, the people I cant stand are the ones that smile at you, but hate you and talk about you behind your back. Its only a forum, but I think honesty, wether brutal or tactful is always the best approach.

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zactly. i trust people with brutal honesty that much more.

everyone has their opinion and is entitled to it. and there's always always going to be conflict around here. there's always going to be misunderstanding or miscommunications and everyone will handle it in their own way... i'm not saying cc is always right, but i dont think I've EVER seen her post something negative about an individual out of the blue or unprovoked. Not saying it doesnt happen... I've just never seen it.

I disagree. I think she's extremely negative and deliberately provokes people for constant attention to be brought back onto herself. It's draining, tiring to be around, and I find it unattractive. Also, I wonder if this negative attention seeking is conscious or unconscious?