So I had some what of the talk with my cappy. My cancer self tried to manipulate the conversation without asking the exact questions. Yes am afriaf to ask but i try to communicate. From everything all i heard is he trust me and cares more than I think he does but he has the wall of china up. He said he doesnt do emotions like everyone else. Sooo im guessing hes still not ready for a relationship. Im done being FWB zoned. I dropped in our conversation that if I started dating other ppl would he care because I was upset at a similiar comment he made about his ex. He told me a story that went in circles so that he can say no he didnt care but it was like he was covering his ass. Two days later he asked me to come over and when i got there he was a bit drunk. That was fun. He dropped an emotional bag somewhere because he was on me. Told me he liked spending time with me (thats a first) asked to go through my phone (supposetly as a joke) asked if i had a new boyfriend, asked where i was going out that night and that he just might show up, askes if i thought more about our “conversation”... move past my next vist hes back to being stone cold. Ive been stressed in my own life so I havent texted him and neither has he but today I got an odd text from him at an unsual time to see what i was up to. It quickly went to i havent heard from you I thought you were playing games. Like wtf!!! Can someone please clarify whats going on.
