A drunk Gemini's comment. Did he really mean it?

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A former friend who is a Gemini sun Scorpio moon once got really crossfaded at this concert we both attended and then proceeded to text me vile things including repeatedly calling me a dumb b*tch.

Did he always secretly think I was dumb?

Or was he just trying to hurt me by playing on my insecurities as an African American woman?

or both?

I've had a few interactions with some prejudiced teachers (e.g they were surprised at my academic performance in their class) in addition to former coworkers that have conferred or rather acted as the seed to this insecurity despite decades of academic success, merit awards etc......