Gemini and anxiety

I hate when i'm trying to not think so much and my anxiety be saying shit that I don't wanna always verbalize. Woke up feeling anxious and pissed my gf off. sometimes I think of offing myself because it brings a sense of peace that I don't know how to gain while being with someone. I took 2 days alone for myself and felt so much better.

Posted by nakedgirlavalanche

maybe talk to your gf about how you're feeling

She knows how I am and I did tell her after she left. I really hate feeling so fuking overwhelmed. I mean theres always a lot of shit on my mind. Some days are better than others. Today is Monday and we had a great weekend but then theres this feeling of the end. It didn't start until she started seeing someone regularly. (we're in an open relationship and I see someone weekly myself but we came to an agreement of boundaries and letting people know them. I know it'll be something I'll work thru it just the initial feeling of hopelessness is extreme.

Posted by ACsquarepluto

I've learned to recognize it and not act on it. Often the paranoid idea I held proves to be incorrect or time gives me something to be happy about, making the paranoid idea inconsequential

Yeah I know that its anxiety but I have a hard time at times talking myself off the edge. (figuratively speaking) I do pray about it and write about it, but the best thing for me to do is talk about it with someone. I just wanna get pass this point in our open relationship where shes able to do things and tell me things without me feeling like shes gonna feel less for me.

Posted by nakedgirlavalanche

Posted by ETH85

Posted by nakedgirlavalanche

maybe talk to your gf about how you're feeling

She knows how I am and I did tell her after she left. I really hate feeling so fuking overwhelmed. I mean theres always a lot of shit on my mind. Some days are better than others. Today is Monday and we had a great weekend but then theres this feeling of the end. It didn't start until she started seeing someone regularly. (we're in an open relationship and I see someone weekly myself but we came to an agreement of boundaries and letting people know them. I know it'll be something I'll work thru it just the initial feeling of hopelessness is extreme.

you seem possessive, nothing wrong with that but hard to manage if you're sold on the open aspect of your relationship, was it perhaps that you were always seeing someone on the side and she just recently found someone else which is making you... uncomfortable and unstable?

click to expand

yes! but the person I was seeing was a platonic friend at the time and not anything more. Now it changed for us where we got a little intimate not really anything too serious. However my girl tells me things and it bothers me sometimes because its unnecessary to know. I try not to internalize it but its like WTF—? like why bother telling me too much when I didn't ask. she really just sometimes makes me crazy. I feel better when i'm alone unfortunately.

Wow. If your entertaining thoughts of suicide and your open relationship cause you anxiety then its time to change that. Obviously its not working for you...

Posted by LadyNeptune

Wow. If your entertaining thoughts of suicide and your open relationship cause you anxiety then its time to change that. Obviously its not working for you...

I'm not suicidal lmao. Its just dark fucking thoughts. I'm not gonna back down from what I actually wanted. I just find it hard to channel this energy when it comes. I naturally have anxiety. So whether I was in this relationship or not I just prefer to express it and get some help with it not give up on things I want.

Posted by ETH85

Posted by LadyNeptune

Wow. If your entertaining thoughts of suicide and your open relationship cause you anxiety then its time to change that. Obviously its not working for you...

I'm not suicidal lmao. Its just dark fucking thoughts. I'm not gonna back down from what I actually wanted. I just find it hard to channel this energy when it comes. I naturally have anxiety. So whether I was in this relationship or not I just prefer to express it and get some help with it not give up on things I want.

click to expand

Try some cbd gummies or oil for that anxiety.