When a Gemini get hurt..

so ummm I am a fun and bubbly gemini... the other gemini are so mature and calm, i used to be in a 2 years unrequited love with one aquarius... I was so purely innocent..I was born in the year of the rabbit, i'm a bit sensitive, i hate being dislike, I''m a social butterfly, creative, unique, love fashion, sweet, Loved by everyone, I was needy, clingy, smiley,etc.. but uhhh... I got my heart broken terribly..by that one aquarius person.. you dont have to be in a relationship to be broken inside...it was terrible...I feel empty inside.. all the foods tasted so bitter mixed with my tears... and I think i could never ever going to love someone again..I was afraid to Love again...i felt too empty inside..I felt like i need to feel something, I need to feel something to gain my old cheerful self back...so I started having sex...I Hooked up with Guys one by one almost every midnight (Protected)...I changed..I've feel that "something" that i wanted to feel..I want more and more...I got addicted...I love it, I've become a dirty slut, I flirt everywhere I go, I got boys in my right and left arms, my inbox are full with sex talks and Dick PICS..then I started to think..."Is this really me?" "what am I doing?" "was I like this before?" "will I ever be in the same mindset as i used to be?" until I met this new guy..which is aquarius too...I've been talking to him ever since and going on a date once..so far I Like him...and deleted all of my hook up apps and blocked all of my hookers ... I felt like i am the me i used to be again..and I finally understand that i need love to shape me into a better person. each time I love i've become the purest form.

They say "Pain changed people" and now I believe. but now i'm living my life as normal.. although i'm back to normal..some of my old traits didn't return to me..

Has anyone been through the same thing?

Everyone has a slut phase. You’ll be fine.