Leo guy: alert!

So I met this leo guy and we've been in the same subject in the 1st sem. At first i don't plan to get to know my classmates and interact with them, since i don't know how and i get awkward a lot lol. After the end of the class i would directly go out of thr classroom without any interaction with them plus when we introduced ourselves I only stated my name and that I'm not very good with verbal comm. Now onto the leo guy xD i didn't really notice him but i get uneasy because there was a time that he and his friend, when i entered the classroom they we're looking at me directly (and i got uneasy since i like being low profile and hide in the back) and they were chatting to each other while still looking at me, so i just kind of brushed it off aside. And then I notice that he keeps on looking at me a lot, sometimes i would caught him looking at me 😐 at first it was nothing everything was nothing but i started to get curious about him hence tried knowing something about him (but we never talk or we never had a conversation with each other) I searched his fb acc lmao xD (I swear its a one time thing after that i didn't do it anymore). I started to have a crush on him o.o (idekw srsly) and after few weeks or months..i think.. I was shocked to find him sent me a fr on facebook o.o and i easily confirmed it. Fast forward we were classmates for a few months but we only had 1 talk ( i don't even considered it as a talk :/ ) fter that nothing. But those few months it seems fate is playing with me or with 'us' because we would always find ourself together, be it in a match in badminton mix doubles (we were opponents) and debate (we were both 3rd speakers of each side, opponents once again) and many more. (Its super weird o.o )

I don't want to take my chances with him because (i dont know) I'm afraid of love, rejection, etc. And im not really sure wether he's into me. Now we're in my second sem i took 2 subjects that he's in it (p.e) and (literature). In p.e i always see him looking at me just like today i sat in the opposite side in which i cant see him and where he can't see me , i focus on fixing my things and what my prof is teaching so that i wouldn't think of him much. (Blarghhh :p) I was surprise to see him somewhere which we can see each other and the way he sat faces in front of me (like wtf!?) Oh yeah there were times whenever i would recite in class, he sits in front while i sat in the back. He would turn his head and look at me(in the back) and listen to what i would recite. Right now i still have a crush on him (and im so confused I don't like it) because first, i don't were I stand, second, i don't know if he likes me or im just readin into it too much , 3rd , we are too opposite that's why im afraid to take my chances, 4th his name starts with letter 'J' and too tell you frankly all my crushes were 'J' first name and all long years also one sided. 😆 (i thought it was a curse. Btw the leo guy is my 3rd crush in my whole life, if only the 2nd guy didn't graduated I would still be hang up on him xD.

So yeah I'm so confused, I don't know if I should move on and just ignore it. I'm not the prettiest of the girls, I'm simple, wears dark colored clothes, dress borish, is very shy, i don't talk a lot, im not very smart and talented unlike him. (so yeah i stand no chance with him at all.) I don't really know what should i do? 😢( i hate having crushes because its all long term, when i like someone i like them a lot.