please help me, aquarius male vs Leo male

I am in a gay relationship with a Leo male.. We met magically our eyes locked and from then we have spoken everyday since it has been a few months and we speak nearly five hours a day he shows affection he calls me babe,baby,bubba at the end of every sentence we've litterally become bestfriends when we first got together he said I was not really his type and vice versa but he made it clear to his friends family and the public we were together he introduced me to his mum who is against the gay thing and he would always bring me over every know and then stating he didn't care, I was his boy and I'm with him. We had an unspeakable connection the first time he said I love u he looked at me deep in my eyes and I knew he meant it we done everything together we spoke about marriage kids and he wanted me to move into his flat at the end of the year after a few weeks he asked me to be his and then he left his job as he was unhappy then started to spiral into depression as he couldn't find a replacement job had not much income and admitted that he feels down cause he can't treat me the way he wants then one day he said that he was talking to his friend and realises that he wants to be single then I said ok well let's break up then the next day he came back after then all that ran on my mind was is he back out of pity or he genuinely wants to get back he was so confused he didn't actually know why he wanted to break up or not be in a relationship so he said loads of different things, he's not in the right place at the moment I understand this but then he started to say stuff like relationships dont mean much any more to him and that I'm more into this than him and that his hearts in it but his mind is not and that it's like alton towers once you've been in a few relationships u loose the thrill but as this is my first serious I'm more eager than he is so it has left me very confused. So yesterday we went out and I asked if we could leave the cinema because the anxiety was killing me we left and went home he said I know u know what I want to say so he just said I just want to be single and alone and find myself and focus on me he said u deserve better he also said that at the beginning of the relationship he said he didn't want one but he was willing to see how it went because he liked me, he said that he wants to remain friends and I said no and we just started crying and we hugged eachother then fell asleep hugging eachother woke up and said our final good byes he

We were close never argued always laughing and he said its perfect and I was the only thing making him happy at the moment we where inseparable

He said his heart was in it but his minds not and he just wants to be single focus on his business and find himself but once I said if he wanted to get back together after he's found himself I'd be here he kind of brushed it off and wrote lol. And asked what I was up too... It's all just confusing I don't know if hesaid actually in love with me or just wants to be friends or if he's just at a cross roads our closest mutual friend thinks he will be back if I just give him space he called me his soul mate when we was breaking up with me but I just don't know

At one point he also used the excuse that he was scared at the fact the relationship was serious and he wasn't sure if that's What he wanted even though hes always said he wants a serious relationship in his past he's always been cheated on he's loyal and wen we got back together he said I had to.promise him that I wouldn't feel like he's getting back with me cause he feels bad or pressured nd that he actually did