A cold day

I am frozen... Morning fired my boss when he pissed me off when saying we got am imposssible deadline to deliver this tvcommercial before tomm 11 am. means 18 hrs left. watched Lost in translation for the 4th time in dvd while processing and even me too feel way lost. Cried after lunch and staring at this uncertanity. Now playing back Full metal jacket to see if it can change my mood. But today seems totally frozen.. Nothing seems to be moving. Dead me. Hope this dont sound like whining. I am trying to make myself do something...

I don't understand. You quit your job?

(((thelibran)))

nope... am freelancing here... goin bak home next sunday since final job is getting over... I keep running around and never stays anywhere... too vibrant and restless to stay at one place... 😉 🙂

These past couple of weeks have been so crap, I'm feeling real down lately. I've argued constantly with my boyfriend, been ill, humiliated at university, been accused of back-chatting, told that I need to move apartments because the landlord is moving to Canada, and finally not celebrating my birthday (26th September) as I would've hoped. It's like a whole bunch of stressful things all thrown at me. It's very hard to take. 😢

Thats sad... looks like most of us are going thru a phase. The real hard part for me is yet to come... Now since I am the middle of a job, i dont really get freetime to get emotional... within few days, i guess i will be really really facing my emotional matters...