@xoxo
18 YearsAquarius
Ummmmm well this is kinda the same as the last post you made but yeah you will be ok...trust me 🙂
Below is from other post
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hurt my heart....
and i will never be the same.
my libra guy told me lies and now i am a bitter aquarius who is over all men.
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Very dramatic and immature thing to say .. how old are you?
Doesn't sound to me like there is any interest in growing/learning, expanding yourself as an individual from having a life-experience, rather, just a desire to throw yourself off a bridge.
If a person told me they were going to kill themselves .. then I would hand them a loaded gun.
Join a convent then, if you are over all men ...
don't use him as a crutch. move on.
meant to write this here:
ok geeeze...i know i can be a little melodramatic....but im not thinking of killing myself! Are you serious?!
All i know is this Libra man has changed my life. He has had more of an affect on me then any other man in my life to date. I haven't been able to get that feeling that he is "made for me" out of my head for 2 years now, which is the sole reason i have put up with his mistreatment
All his: i love you, i love you not. I want you but i cant be with you. I want you as my girlfriend, no were just friends. All of this wishy-washy-ness.....its all just really messed with my head because i continue having hope. Hope can be SUCH a killer....
*havent seen him for about 2 weeks now...........its getting easier.....slowly. But the moment i see him again, all the hard work i put into forgetting him and letting the situation go, goes to butter
p.s. he lied to me by messing with my emotions.
I let him go 4 months ago and we were doing fine just being friends......until he told me exactly what i wanted to hear: that he didnt want me to be with the man i was seeing, he cared about me and missed me and loved me. And he was extremely upset because he felt like i didnt care anymore.
so what did my dumb self do: take him back......again....and dump the nice guy i was seeing.
So finally, i get what ive wanted for so long: him as my boyfriend........
but he just couldnt do it. He didnt know how i think? Our relationship stayed the same: parties/ late night hook ups.......nothing "real". I tried to get deeper with him, but i believe he wont let himself get close to me for fear of falling for me.
Basically i just feel jaded from the whole situation....i wanted to trust him and believe that things would be different.
ahhhh yes I knew it well....stay the hell away from him....why would you dump a nice guy for a loser??
***why would you dump a nice guy for a loser??***
Uhhh, Chatz, you know why... We all do. LOL!!! 🙂
Yes we've all been known to at one point, however, our lessons should teach others...what is wrong with the world?? LOL.
And excuse me QS where have you been? hmmmm—
***And excuse me QS where have you been? hmmmm—***
Hey chatzy. I have been beating off a scorp. Rollercoaster ride, even crazier than a libra. Took my baby to Disney World!!!
OMG!!! You promised to take me to Disney!!! LOL
Hope you had a great time and that Mr Scorp is well and truly beaten beyond returning 🙂
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fucked with my head. and ill never be the same.