he@t 0f the f@ll
@he@t 0f the f@ll
16 Years
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Posted by he@t 0f the f@ll
yea a lil tired of gettin close to ppl, time to take a break and go ghost again. tired of taking on other ppl problems and hearing nasty little things that i saw coming anyway. Getting tied up in other ppl's secret grudges and while its entertaining, its stressful
not looking for advice, just venting
hell naw i aint goin out tonite or for a while, ppl make me sick at this moment cuz they always put me in some shit and it ends up being my fault cause i trotted along like a blissful retard, chose the path and now when shit hits the fan, cant blame nobody..........yet
im glad that i dont feel a need to apologize to ppl, because most likely if i go at a person wrong or harmful in any way, they did something to deserve it period. thats how i see it. i refuse to tread a thin line with you when you dont with me, disrespectful in my eyes, so if i fell hurt in anyway, you will get hurt and its your own damn fault. i just wanna cut my phone off today and cruise to myself, woke up in a rage anyway lol so fucc it rather be to myself cause somebody is gonna piss me off terribly and i dont wanna hurt any feelings today
its best for me to back off ppl b/c one thing i noticed, is when i want my lone time thats when im called crazy and bi polar, but thats the price you pay for being in ppl's face every damn day. Hell yea they will be shocked, a people person wanting to be introverted, if they only knew
and the more they crowd me, i take a longer introspective period. this year and last has been a series of fights, arguments, losses and power struggles, which all can make me unhappy while im alone so i rather do me right now
so today, fucc everybody and their feelings, its time to appreciate me this weekend so imma enjoy myself(no pun intended)and stay to myself, maybe my 6th personality, the approachable one, will arise after this seclusion
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not looking for advice, just venting
hell naw i aint goin out tonite or for a while, ppl make me sick at this moment cuz they always put me in some shit and it ends up being my fault cause i trotted along like a blissful retard, chose the path and now when shit hits the fan, cant blame nobody..........yet
im glad that i dont feel a need to apologize to ppl, because most likely if i go at a person wrong or harmful in any way, they did something to deserve it period. thats how i see it. i refuse to tread a thin line with you when you dont with me, disrespectful in my eyes, so if i fell hurt in anyway, you will get hurt and its your own damn fault. i just wanna cut my phone off today and cruise to myself, woke up in a rage anyway lol so fucc it rather be to myself cause somebody is gonna piss me off terribly and i dont wanna hurt any feelings today
its best for me to back off ppl b/c one thing i noticed, is when i want my lone time thats when im called crazy and bi polar, but thats the price you pay for being in ppl's face every damn day. Hell yea they will be shocked, a people person wanting to be introverted, if they only knew
and the more they crowd me, i take a longer introspective period. this year and last has been a series of fights, arguments, losses and power struggles, which all can make me unhappy while im alone so i rather do me right now
so today, fucc everybody and their feelings, its time to appreciate me this weekend so imma enjoy myself(no pun intended)and stay to myself, maybe my 6th personality, the approachable one, will arise after this seclusion