I get that Gem, I need a passionate man too. Although I did appreciate long periods of peace and no conflict in the last but if they aren't willing to stand up and fight for you and with you...boring. Having a difference of opinion and not afraid to express that is personality.
I love to have a good banter with my man, when I have an opinion about something...I'm ALWAYS right luulz and no one will tell me I'm wrong or I'd never admit it especially if i can see them getting all up in arms about it **evil laugh**
I see you as straight up...you were your heart on your sleeve and you say what you think without actually thinking lol This pisses people off and they'll attack you (I've done it myself) but then you will feed their hate in order to keep up the conflict, you seem to thrive off of it. But I'm sure it hurts too that people attack you and you won't show it!
You do present a trashy exterior at times or love to be admired or feel the need to be wanted sexually, which incidentally is what most woman want/feel but will not openly state it for fear of only being seen that way.
All in all I actually find you one of the most genuine ladies here...there's no second guessing who you are, you shoot straight from the hip!
Don't assess me, I come off as standoffish and prudish haha but I'm not 😉
I think every relationship goes through the honeymoon period at first. Eventually though, the games start a little bit. The push and pull is really to see if you are as interested in me as I am in you. I like a little reassurance that I am doing things the right way (probably the people pleasing side). I push for women who are as outgoing as I am and don't need me to babysit. If you can hold your own when we're out and about then we'll get along just fine. But my big thing is honesty, I give everyone a shot, but I want honesty with that. Trust is a big deal for me and I'll give you enough rope to hang yourself with.
I was just thinking back to previous relationships and found I've done this...testing the waters maybe to see if they can last the distance..
idk, is this just a me thing with my insecurity or a test or a protective measure to guard against falling too fast and getting hurt?