Leo man in love with libra woman

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drcowboy
@drcowboy
12 YearsLeo

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This girl Ive thought about for long time has been driving me crazy.
We havent even seen eachother in forever.
Shes always been popular in a small town
Ive moved around alot with just me and my mom.
I told her Ive been thinking about her since the third grade and I would just choke when I would see her.
I told her this on facebook
she said lets just be friends I said alright try to keep in touch.
I would ask for her number and she would not give it to me
I felt like she would give hints to me from her posts but when I would try to message her I would get no reply.
Its werid I cant explain it but this just forced me to open up even more and telling her she has my heart and stuff because I felt like she would give hints through her posts and she does Im crazy about her.
I seriously got no reply from anything after lets try to keep in touch so I thought I was just making something out of nothing and got embarrassed so I deleted my facebook because she probably thinks im a freak or something.
Here I am still crazy about her and I dont know what to do. Im 20 and still live with my mom but planing on going back to school I want more money before I pursue her some more.
I also truly want to find myself before Im with her because ive always felt kind of lost
Should I just give up?
Do I have a chance?
I also have a reputation for being kind of bi polar so im working on that too. Like highs and lows.
would a libra or any girl play games like that?
did I ruin it if there was something by going crazy?