Morning All

It seems a little slow in here today. I wish I had something to add but I got nothin'.

How is everyone? Any reports?

Well, my Libra and I got drunk and had wild sex last night 🙂

He is still talking about whether or not he will stay in this country or go back to Morocco. Basically, he wants to start a business here and if that doesn't work, he thinks he wants to go back. So, I have to be very real with myself about this possibility. It sucks, I want to just run, but I am in LOVE! Argh!

Oh, yeah. He also asked me all about my ex (that I lived with for two years). He wanted to know everything, how we met, how the relationship was, why we broke up. Then, he seemed a bit sullen.

Im not fine..i text the Scorp today. I couldnt help myself!! Fuck..!!

Sola, what did you say?

I said "hello, where have you been.Are you ok? He never answered, so its given me the closure i needed. I only give it one shot to work after a mishap. So i dont feel bad about never thinking of him again.

Oh well...he can't control you so he won't talk to you, right? Sometimes I think I want to give up the whole scene altogether!!! It's always so complicated - wouldn't life just be easier if we didn't need a partner?

* So i dont feel bad about never thinking of him again.

Of course you do and of course you will! He obviously got under your skin. I HATE when they do that. Don't beat yourself up about it. Just accept that it might take awhile.

I know, the shit has really got me!! I would love to give up the dating scene, but i do love it when it goes well.

Sola, it's good to just let him go. Make room for someone GLORIOUS for you!

Amen to that, Atom.

Sola, not sure what happened with your guy, but if he can't reply, then F*ck him and drop kick him to the curb.

How u all doing— I am in saigon. in the middle of an on d job interview for 2 weeks. One more week to go... then another week in singapore. So all busy travelling and trying hard to get a job. 😢 Missing you all... just like i got all locked up somewhere when cut off from online world.

Good to "see" you here again libran!

Hi thelibran

good luck on the search!

Thanks friends... 🙂