what the fuck is happening?

I think im going crazy but my scales is tipping back and forth these past few days. I suddenly want to get a new job even if my current job is great but i want somethuing else now. . . and i also want to get away from everyone. And my virgo isnt helping bossing me around...i wanna be dead lazy but my mind is constantly running. fuck i think i am losing my mind.

Libras whats up with you today?

yeah its like im so freaking tired today. i got pissed with someone close to me and im in the verge of cutting him off completely. Its like a nervouse breakdown or something. i think i need to get laid or something haha

haha i feel better now. . . yeah i guess i just needed someone to fuck my brains out. but this was a really weird phase though like some of my coworkers quit their jobs and some like all depressed and shit. whats up!!!

now i know the fuck why! SATURN IS IN LIBRA IN JULY !! FUCK YOU SATURN FUCK YOU!!

Libra (September 23rd - October 22nd)
Whenever the planet Saturn travels through a Zodiac Sign it's influence is long and strong. Right now this serious planet is in Libra. The down-side is —attrition?? defined as, —the action or process of gradually reducing the strength or effectiveness of someone or something through sustained attack or pressure.?? In other words you may not —feel good?? right now because you are under subtle attack. However, there is an upside. Slowly but surely some structures, that are no longer of benefit to you, are wittering away. However, this is ultimately a good thing. You may not feel the benefits right now, but you can take heart that you are on the right track. You are able to change your life for the better. You may have to ask what is better? What do you want to replace? How can you move forward on surer ground? Where would you like to sow the seeds for new harvest in your life? Matters are becoming more balanced in your life. Have patience. Have heart and you will be amazed at the results. The greatest benefit of the planet Saturn is its endurance. Any changes made now will endure.

thanks. . yeah ive been preparing for this saturn return thing for like a year now .. . yeah i just dont understand myself this days coz im like really in the dumps when im not supposed to be. .. i even drive my virgo crazy poor sweetie he must have been analyzing my shit for days now.