My manager was fired last week

You probably havent heard from me in a while because ive been the happiest ive ever been in a long time.

No depression, my anxiety is manageble and Im more creative and busy than ever these days because ive got two jobs, one in a bar and one as a performer.

So last weekend I flew north for a gig and while I was away my favourite manager was fired because according to a disgruntled gambler he was asked to leave by my manager and according to the owners the patron was doing $ 10 hits, and this falls back on the venue.

So they interviewed and investigated my manager and he denied that he did such a thing and then they gave him a termination on the spot and banned him for 3 months. This guy has worked there for 6 years mind you and in the last year I have worked there he has become my best friend. The last work place I have worked at I was extremely suicidal and left.

When I came to work at this new place we didnt like each other that much but we grew to become very close and eventually had each others backs. And now Hes been fired in such an upsetting way that im questioning the people who I.work for.

I dont know them, I feel very vulnerable. They even had his replacement sorted out and people already knew he was being promoted so it had been planned in advance.

Not to.mention the guy who has replaced him is a nut job.

He was fired from his last job for sexually assulting a patron.

He filmed the neighbour of our establishment jacking off

He also took home a bag of mdma caps that was found on the dance floor.

Also he was banned from drinking at our work for a year and now this guy is my manager.

I feel sick I felt like I was in a garden of eden and now im surrounded by snakes. I feel like I cant cry on anyones shoulder at work.

And that im bottling my feelings up and trying to move on is doing me damage. I need counselling. I quit smoking and drinking a month ago and now im back on the wagon and eating like crazy.

I just cant believe this happened and everyone is pretending that nothing is wrong

I know, I am. Im not making a scene because it affects my other career aswell.

I understand full well the situation

I just havent had a chance to absorb and process my emotions and for me that can be problematic especially because my work staff party is next week the monday after the long weekend.