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Posted by Lioness18881i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?


Posted by Lioness18881I was positive in that aspect afterwards because I told myself that I got recognition for what I did. I had my dog insured so it was own risked that I had to pay which cost me over a 1000 euro I do see it as something negative in a sense that the moment I have money it also dissappears very fast I haven't really been able to save up money because of that in astrology I also have Saturn in my 2th house.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?
i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.nl/2011/05/number-8.html?m=1
I know it's a karmic number and I believe in karma but it often comes in 3 law of Murphy for example I have never receive money in the family until 3 years ago. every grand child would get a 1000 euro so I got a 1000 put it on my savings and thought to myself I'm gonna safe up my money at that moment my dogs gets an accident and poof my money is gone.
with many other things I've had bad luck with work when I work in a very hard working person.
often do not get the recognition and respect instead people become jealous and feel like I'm taking things from them.
As a Masseuse I've been accused by a girl that I had sex with clients which never happened.
she made me look bad in front of all of my colleagues simply because apparently I took clients from her which I did not even know. we at that time worked in the same salon.
when I confronted her with it I got fired the day after
I think your perspective is wrong.
Your dog was going to be in an accident. You're lucky to have been given that money to be able to afford the expenses. Unlucky would mean you didn't have it and your dog would have died.
Jealousy should be taken as flattery. If people are jealous it is because you are better than them. That's your recognition. You got the recognition and respect from your clients, not your co-workers. That's the balance.
Losing your job is an opportunity to do something better. It forced you into a new direction, what you did with that opportunity, is another story.
So you see, it's not negative. How you see it is negative.
8s are resilient and handle hardship better than any other number. They bounce back and continue to move in a free flowing and continuous movement.
It looks like your problem is you compare yourself to others instead of embracing your own path. You have the potential to reach great success, but first it will be difficult. You will achieve a great deal in your career but mayberight now is not your time. Maybe now you need to nurture your skills and plant and the seeds of what will grow in the future.
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Posted by Seleukos
I only have my destiny number as an 8 but I can relate to the inability to leave a normal life.
The problem with you ideas is that they are within in an already settled market in the case of streaming.
Unless you bring something unique to the table it's unlikely to surive in such a highly competitive market.
The other incidents are unfortunately a normal part of jobs that have to deal with people.
Working hard alone isn't going to get you anywhere although it should. Instead you need to learn how to play the right social cards at the right time.
Posted by dewiklaessen26you're probably plutonic if you have haters. lol i think you're pretty cool though.
I am very determined but I always have to deal with haters I am not realistic in fact I hate money I only value it as a tool financial security is more important to me then have a lot of money
Posted by Lioness18881you were able to save that much in 2 years? that's alot, did you pay a small amount of rent, bills? no dependencies? no debts? most people can't do that. my sister and her husband saved (with two full time work) for their wedding, but it wasn't 50k, they both didnt pay any rent as they were both living with parents. but they still had expenses, like buying their own food, gas, and paying their car. he had a dependent, one child but they lived with parents.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881I was positive in that aspect afterwards because I told myself that I got recognition for what I did. I had my dog insured so it was own risked that I had to pay which cost me over a 1000 euro I do see it as something negative in a sense that the moment I have money it also dissappears very fast I haven't really been able to save up money because of that in astrology I also have Saturn in my 2th house.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?
i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.nl/2011/05/number-8.html?m=1
I know it's a karmic number and I believe in karma but it often comes in 3 law of Murphy for example I have never receive money in the family until 3 years ago. every grand child would get a 1000 euro so I got a 1000 put it on my savings and thought to myself I'm gonna safe up my money at that moment my dogs gets an accident and poof my money is gone.
with many other things I've had bad luck with work when I work in a very hard working person.
often do not get the recognition and respect instead people become jealous and feel like I'm taking things from them.
As a Masseuse I've been accused by a girl that I had sex with clients which never happened.
she made me look bad in front of all of my colleagues simply because apparently I took clients from her which I did not even know. we at that time worked in the same salon.
when I confronted her with it I got fired the day after
I think your perspective is wrong.
Your dog was going to be in an accident. You're lucky to have been given that money to be able to afford the expenses. Unlucky would mean you didn't have it and your dog would have died.
Jealousy should be taken as flattery. If people are jealous it is because you are better than them. That's your recognition. You got the recognition and respect from your clients, not your co-workers. That's the balance.
Losing your job is an opportunity to do something better. It forced you into a new direction, what you did with that opportunity, is another story.
So you see, it's not negative. How you see it is negative.
8s are resilient and handle hardship better than any other number. They bounce back and continue to move in a free flowing and continuous movement.
It looks like your problem is you compare yourself to others instead of embracing your own path. You have the potential to reach great success, but first it will be difficult. You will achieve a great deal in your career but mayberight now is not your time. Maybe now you need to nurture your skills and plant and the seeds of what will grow in the future.
last year I did a lot of self reflection and this year I am ready do grow more I can't wait any longer I'm 26 and I feel like time is getting ahead of me I feel restless mostly. and yes I need to stop comparing myself with others but it's because I got bullied a lot told I'm a failure etc the thing is even if people talk I will still do whatever I want and not what they want. But I have the tendency to wanting to prove others wrong therefore I fail.
You're still really young. Your saturn retun might help. I couldn't save money until turned 30. Then i worked my butt off (1 full time job, waitressing nights and a 3rd job in retail on weekends). I saved 50k in 2 years and bought a house. So don't let negativity get you down. And you'll achieve what you set your mind to achieve, it just might not be exactly how and when you want to.
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Posted by Lioness18881saturn is at the end of my 1st house i don't know how long it will take until it's in my secondPosted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881I was positive in that aspect afterwards because I told myself that I got recognition for what I did. I had my dog insured so it was own risked that I had to pay which cost me over a 1000 euro I do see it as something negative in a sense that the moment I have money it also dissappears very fast I haven't really been able to save up money because of that in astrology I also have Saturn in my 2th house.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?
i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.nl/2011/05/number-8.html?m=1
I know it's a karmic number and I believe in karma but it often comes in 3 law of Murphy for example I have never receive money in the family until 3 years ago. every grand child would get a 1000 euro so I got a 1000 put it on my savings and thought to myself I'm gonna safe up my money at that moment my dogs gets an accident and poof my money is gone.
with many other things I've had bad luck with work when I work in a very hard working person.
often do not get the recognition and respect instead people become jealous and feel like I'm taking things from them.
As a Masseuse I've been accused by a girl that I had sex with clients which never happened.
she made me look bad in front of all of my colleagues simply because apparently I took clients from her which I did not even know. we at that time worked in the same salon.
when I confronted her with it I got fired the day after
I think your perspective is wrong.
Your dog was going to be in an accident. You're lucky to have been given that money to be able to afford the expenses. Unlucky would mean you didn't have it and your dog would have died.
Jealousy should be taken as flattery. If people are jealous it is because you are better than them. That's your recognition. You got the recognition and respect from your clients, not your co-workers. That's the balance.
Losing your job is an opportunity to do something better. It forced you into a new direction, what you did with that opportunity, is another story.
So you see, it's not negative. How you see it is negative.
8s are resilient and handle hardship better than any other number. They bounce back and continue to move in a free flowing and continuous movement.
It looks like your problem is you compare yourself to others instead of embracing your own path. You have the potential to reach great success, but first it will be difficult. You will achieve a great deal in your career but mayberight now is not your time. Maybe now you need to nurture your skills and plant and the seeds of what will grow in the future.
last year I did a lot of self reflection and this year I am ready do grow more I can't wait any longer I'm 26 and I feel like time is getting ahead of me I feel restless mostly. and yes I need to stop comparing myself with others but it's because I got bullied a lot told I'm a failure etc the thing is even if people talk I will still do whatever I want and not what they want. But I have the tendency to wanting to prove others wrong therefore I fail.
You're still really young. Your saturn retun might help. I couldn't save money until turned 30. Then i worked my butt off (1 full time job, waitressing nights and a 3rd job in retail on weekends). I saved 50k in 2 years and bought a house. So don't let negativity get you down. And you'll achieve what you set your mind to achieve, it just might not be exactly how and when you want to.
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Posted by lisabethur8Well the thing is when i was with my ex for 5 years i had a lot of debt while it was not mine, my ex was a lifepath 3 he was messy unorganized and couldn't stand if i was too independent.Posted by Lioness18881you were able to save that much in 2 years? that's alot, did you pay a small amount of rent, bills? no dependencies? no debts? most people can't do that. my sister and her husband saved (with two full time work) for their wedding, but it wasn't 50k, they both didnt pay any rent as they were both living with parents. but they still had expenses, like buying their own food, gas, and paying their car. he had a dependent, one child but they lived with parents.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881I was positive in that aspect afterwards because I told myself that I got recognition for what I did. I had my dog insured so it was own risked that I had to pay which cost me over a 1000 euro I do see it as something negative in a sense that the moment I have money it also dissappears very fast I haven't really been able to save up money because of that in astrology I also have Saturn in my 2th house.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?
i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.nl/2011/05/number-8.html?m=1
I know it's a karmic number and I believe in karma but it often comes in 3 law of Murphy for example I have never receive money in the family until 3 years ago. every grand child would get a 1000 euro so I got a 1000 put it on my savings and thought to myself I'm gonna safe up my money at that moment my dogs gets an accident and poof my money is gone.
with many other things I've had bad luck with work when I work in a very hard working person.
often do not get the recognition and respect instead people become jealous and feel like I'm taking things from them.
As a Masseuse I've been accused by a girl that I had sex with clients which never happened.
she made me look bad in front of all of my colleagues simply because apparently I took clients from her which I did not even know. we at that time worked in the same salon.
when I confronted her with it I got fired the day after
I think your perspective is wrong.
Your dog was going to be in an accident. You're lucky to have been given that money to be able to afford the expenses. Unlucky would mean you didn't have it and your dog would have died.
Jealousy should be taken as flattery. If people are jealous it is because you are better than them. That's your recognition. You got the recognition and respect from your clients, not your co-workers. That's the balance.
Losing your job is an opportunity to do something better. It forced you into a new direction, what you did with that opportunity, is another story.
So you see, it's not negative. How you see it is negative.
8s are resilient and handle hardship better than any other number. They bounce back and continue to move in a free flowing and continuous movement.
It looks like your problem is you compare yourself to others instead of embracing your own path. You have the potential to reach great success, but first it will be difficult. You will achieve a great deal in your career but mayberight now is not your time. Maybe now you need to nurture your skills and plant and the seeds of what will grow in the future.
last year I did a lot of self reflection and this year I am ready do grow more I can't wait any longer I'm 26 and I feel like time is getting ahead of me I feel restless mostly. and yes I need to stop comparing myself with others but it's because I got bullied a lot told I'm a failure etc the thing is even if people talk I will still do whatever I want and not what they want. But I have the tendency to wanting to prove others wrong therefore I fail.
You're still really young. Your saturn retun might help. I couldn't save money until turned 30. Then i worked my butt off (1 full time job, waitressing nights and a 3rd job in retail on weekends). I saved 50k in 2 years and bought a house. So don't let negativity get you down. And you'll achieve what you set your mind to achieve, it just might not be exactly how and when you want to.
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Posted by lisabethur8I was already by myself when 17 had a lot of family issues and abuse within the family also with friends i had a very unstable youthPosted by Lioness18881you were able to save that much in 2 years? that's alot, did you pay a small amount of rent, bills? no dependencies? no debts? most people can't do that. my sister and her husband saved (with two full time work) for their wedding, but it wasn't 50k, they both didnt pay any rent as they were both living with parents. but they still had expenses, like buying their own food, gas, and paying their car. he had a dependent, one child but they lived with parents.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881I was positive in that aspect afterwards because I told myself that I got recognition for what I did. I had my dog insured so it was own risked that I had to pay which cost me over a 1000 euro I do see it as something negative in a sense that the moment I have money it also dissappears very fast I haven't really been able to save up money because of that in astrology I also have Saturn in my 2th house.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?
i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.nl/2011/05/number-8.html?m=1
I know it's a karmic number and I believe in karma but it often comes in 3 law of Murphy for example I have never receive money in the family until 3 years ago. every grand child would get a 1000 euro so I got a 1000 put it on my savings and thought to myself I'm gonna safe up my money at that moment my dogs gets an accident and poof my money is gone.
with many other things I've had bad luck with work when I work in a very hard working person.
often do not get the recognition and respect instead people become jealous and feel like I'm taking things from them.
As a Masseuse I've been accused by a girl that I had sex with clients which never happened.
she made me look bad in front of all of my colleagues simply because apparently I took clients from her which I did not even know. we at that time worked in the same salon.
when I confronted her with it I got fired the day after
I think your perspective is wrong.
Your dog was going to be in an accident. You're lucky to have been given that money to be able to afford the expenses. Unlucky would mean you didn't have it and your dog would have died.
Jealousy should be taken as flattery. If people are jealous it is because you are better than them. That's your recognition. You got the recognition and respect from your clients, not your co-workers. That's the balance.
Losing your job is an opportunity to do something better. It forced you into a new direction, what you did with that opportunity, is another story.
So you see, it's not negative. How you see it is negative.
8s are resilient and handle hardship better than any other number. They bounce back and continue to move in a free flowing and continuous movement.
It looks like your problem is you compare yourself to others instead of embracing your own path. You have the potential to reach great success, but first it will be difficult. You will achieve a great deal in your career but mayberight now is not your time. Maybe now you need to nurture your skills and plant and the seeds of what will grow in the future.
last year I did a lot of self reflection and this year I am ready do grow more I can't wait any longer I'm 26 and I feel like time is getting ahead of me I feel restless mostly. and yes I need to stop comparing myself with others but it's because I got bullied a lot told I'm a failure etc the thing is even if people talk I will still do whatever I want and not what they want. But I have the tendency to wanting to prove others wrong therefore I fail.
You're still really young. Your saturn retun might help. I couldn't save money until turned 30. Then i worked my butt off (1 full time job, waitressing nights and a 3rd job in retail on weekends). I saved 50k in 2 years and bought a house. So don't let negativity get you down. And you'll achieve what you set your mind to achieve, it just might not be exactly how and when you want to.
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Posted by Seleukoswell thank you i just have a hard time not to react to people because i feel like i constantly need to explain myself maybe it's me wanting to be too honestPosted by dewiklaessen26Okay, if it's only meant as a hobby you can do whatever you want and even might succeed that way.Posted by Seleukos
I only have my destiny number as an 8 but I can relate to the inability to leave a normal life.
The problem with you ideas is that they are within in an already settled market in the case of streaming.
Unless you bring something unique to the table it's unlikely to surive in such a highly competitive market.
The other incidents are unfortunately a normal part of jobs that have to deal with people.
Working hard alone isn't going to get you anywhere although it should. Instead you need to learn how to play the right social cards at the right time.
I do not look at how other people in that sense like I know there's many people out there who are streaming but I do not wanna get discouraged by anyone because this is really something I want to continue even if it's as a side hobby.
I am very social easy going person I often make friends very fast but I don't trust many people I do win the favor of others but also get hated alot
I can be very blunt and I've tried to be less blunt, I have a good judge of character and can feel of people very good. the problem with me is that I do not know how to ignore negativity from other people I tend to always react and wanting to prove myself with everything. luckily that got less but still happens a lot
Not trusting others too easy is a good trait to maintain.
Regarding the thin skin: anticipate the hate and prepare yourself emotionally for the worst. Once you got the knack on that you won't even feel those attacks anymore.click to expand

Posted by Lioness18881I live in the Netherlands everything is very expensive here specially houses i don't smoke i don't go out anymore at least once a halve year i don't even go out to eat my boyfriend is also a lifepath 8Posted by lisabethur8Posted by Lioness18881you were able to save that much in 2 years? that's alot, did you pay a small amount of rent, bills? no dependencies? no debts? most people can't do that. my sister and her husband saved (with two full time work) for their wedding, but it wasn't 50k, they both didnt pay any rent as they were both living with parents. but they still had expenses, like buying their own food, gas, and paying their car. he had a dependent, one child but they lived with parents.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881I was positive in that aspect afterwards because I told myself that I got recognition for what I did. I had my dog insured so it was own risked that I had to pay which cost me over a 1000 euro I do see it as something negative in a sense that the moment I have money it also dissappears very fast I haven't really been able to save up money because of that in astrology I also have Saturn in my 2th house.Posted by dewiklaessen26Posted by Lioness18881
I'm a 9, but 8 is supposed to be a karmic number. You reap what you sow. It is balance and a continuous. It's a good number to have. It has high energy and a can do attitude.
Where did you read all this negative stuff?
i don't remember to be honest this year is supposed to be my year slowly because it's personal year number 8 I've also watch many YouTube videos where people talked in a negative way about lifepath 8. but one of the websites is this one
http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.nl/2011/05/number-8.html?m=1
I know it's a karmic number and I believe in karma but it often comes in 3 law of Murphy for example I have never receive money in the family until 3 years ago. every grand child would get a 1000 euro so I got a 1000 put it on my savings and thought to myself I'm gonna safe up my money at that moment my dogs gets an accident and poof my money is gone.
with many other things I've had bad luck with work when I work in a very hard working person.
often do not get the recognition and respect instead people become jealous and feel like I'm taking things from them.
As a Masseuse I've been accused by a girl that I had sex with clients which never happened.
she made me look bad in front of all of my colleagues simply because apparently I took clients from her which I did not even know. we at that time worked in the same salon.
when I confronted her with it I got fired the day after
I think your perspective is wrong.
Your dog was going to be in an accident. You're lucky to have been given that money to be able to afford the expenses. Unlucky would mean you didn't have it and your dog would have died.
Jealousy should be taken as flattery. If people are jealous it is because you are better than them. That's your recognition. You got the recognition and respect from your clients, not your co-workers. That's the balance.
Losing your job is an opportunity to do something better. It forced you into a new direction, what you did with that opportunity, is another story.
So you see, it's not negative. How you see it is negative.
8s are resilient and handle hardship better than any other number. They bounce back and continue to move in a free flowing and continuous movement.
It looks like your problem is you compare yourself to others instead of embracing your own path. You have the potential to reach great success, but first it will be difficult. You will achieve a great deal in your career but mayberight now is not your time. Maybe now you need to nurture your skills and plant and the seeds of what will grow in the future.
last year I did a lot of self reflection and this year I am ready do grow more I can't wait any longer I'm 26 and I feel like time is getting ahead of me I feel restless mostly. and yes I need to stop comparing myself with others but it's because I got bullied a lot told I'm a failure etc the thing is even if people talk I will still do whatever I want and not what they want. But I have the tendency to wanting to prove others wrong therefore I fail.
You're still really young. Your saturn retun might help. I couldn't save money until turned 30. Then i worked my butt off (1 full time job, waitressing nights and a 3rd job in retail on weekends). I saved 50k in 2 years and bought a house. So don't let negativity get you down. And you'll achieve what you set your mind to achieve, it just might not be exactly how and when you want to.
I was living with my parents at the time. I think income is better in Australia than where you are. 50k was just the deposit so obviously didn't buy the whole house but by the time it was built i had enough to fully furnish my whole house. I put away 500 every week in a separate account and stopped buying new clothes and coffee. All i did was work so i didn't have much of a social life but at the time, i had 1 goal and i focused all my energy into getting it.
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for as long as I live i always felt like I failed and I always had the need to become successful. I never had a steady goal in mind and if I do I often have people disturbing my peace by telling my I'm not realistic.
I also believe i have listened and cared too much about what people thought about me. I often adjust myself and changed my goals because for example my step-dad who's a lifepath 5 told me I was not realistic and at 15 of I would not study at that moment I will never be able to get anything in life and that I would fail. now 26 I've had so many things I've wanted but only went after 2 things and those were working as a personal trainer and Masseuse but I want more out of life I am streaming now and my friend said 'do you earn a monthly salary with it' so I said no not yet streaming is something that happens in the long term so then he said ' then you're never gonna be famous that's impossible' also when I started talking about something that I've been wanting for more then a year he responded very negative. so I said I wanna go and do game art animation then he said 'sorry but that will never ever happen' and then he told me you need to be realistic.
so then I told him we live in 2018 everything.
it is like people want me to fail don't want to believe in my and see no potential in me which makes me very depressed and feel like I'm not good enough and I will end up with nothing and live a normal casual life.
I know I'm not made for a normal life and I've always said to myself i wanna leave a mark one day and let people know I'm here, but I feel like I'm running it of time. also my niece who I broke contact with who's a lifepath 5 still lives at home said look at you you're 26 and you got nothing in life saying I live in my own world always tried to compete with me.
trying to find something to talk to put me in a bad daylight.