My Chart Reading

This topic was created in the Pisces forum by MurkyWaters on Saturday, February 9, 2013 and has 9 replies.

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@Scenic
14 Years5,000+ Posts

We have the same sun, merc, and venus.
I'm not very good at explaining things, prob cause of my pisces merc, so I'll leave that to others.
Anyway, welcome! : )

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@MurkyWaters
13 Years

Posted by Jynja
Oh! I see Uker83 has you covered, Murky. lol

Well, so I wasn't going to make a comment at all and seem like a show off. Still hoping I don't seem like one... I just noticed interesting aspects that made me wonder:

Do you have hopes, dreams, ambitions of getting into the fashion/beauty industry? Or perhaps something to do with art, colors, beautiful stuff? I know what I am asking is naturally Pisces, but it seems you could do it for work and achieve great fame from it.

I do have those feelings but I havent made a choice to move in that direction (any direction for that matter). Why do you say you think I could do it for work and achieve great fame from it? What would it take for me to get off this bed and make a move? I have an older sister who designed her own clothes in her house and made a fashion show at a hotel It was successful. Havent had contact with her though... My other older sister (pisces) was her sidekick in helping, this was 5 years ago. At this time they have restraining orders on eachother for doemestic violence..

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@MurkyWaters
13 Years

I feel like I need a life manuel or guide to make me into the person I know I am capable of being plus I think I may be more capable than I think. I know that maryjane is hendering me and I know a structured life is hendering me. I do see some light with income. I have none at the moment and I feel If I did I could finally make change becuase It has to start with me. Feeling selfless and acually not having anything leaves you in that reality obiously. I feel scared to take on like for some reason. I always kinda pleasure in analysing everything as a whole and giving people what they need and I knew for a while that is one of the biggest set backs of all time is to not spend time on yourself.

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@MurkyWaters
13 Years

See thats the thing and I read on it today, I keep changing my stances on my views. I like the Idea of perfection, it is satisfying. I also have self confidence issuses and I am learning now how to erase that part of me. Most of the time i feel like I am the man but I want to apply it to real life. I have many visions and somehow cant make them acually appear how I feel.