Will the Pisces love it?

Her "housewarming gift".... But you guys already know Ill give some context first.

She and her (now our) Libra friend moved in together and Im invited to an exclusive house warming party at their place this Friday night.

Just a little back story I haven't seen/talked to my pisces in over a week since the last time I saw her. That day was the last day I wrote on DXP that I needed to see her. On that evening I did see her, I was shook up and she comforted me, but than something told me to confess my feelings to her and I crab side stepped and fucked it up. We spoke about it the next day, she understood and said it didn't push her away, That she understands I have some trauma and that I didn't mean to confuse her. Which I realized I might have and she confirmed, saying I'm in love with her, but not really saying it, turning it in to a joke. It just wasn't the right time. And I wasn't in the right head space emotionally to confess, still having some ptsd. I honestly don't even know why did it.

We texted about it the next day and I expressed that I was happy she understood, but that I'd still like to talk to her in person. (because I don't want to back peddle, she should know how I feel).

She agreed to talk, and I told her to let me know when. And a week has passed now and we are nearing her housewarming party, so I figure we probably won't talk to her about it until sometime after. But I'll be patient. I want it to be the right moment, when Im confident in my words. For I already know she doesn't feel the same way. But I'd like her to know how I feel regardless.

Fast forward to this upcoming party:

Only 8 people are invited total, including the pisces, her roommate, and her taurus best friend (otherwise known as the trio I hooked up with at the sex party). As well as another 4 friends I havnt met. 2 friends from our city, and Her other two BEST FRIENDS that are visiting her for the first time in over a year from her home town.

Last time they were in town was two summers ago now, when her and I first met, and after the last time I had seen her right before we didn't talk for close to half a year. I did not meet them, she didn't want to introduce us then I dont think...And shortly after that she "ended" our situation.

This time around we are friends. Inner circle friends at that. Real friends. First. And I'v been wanting to do something very nice for her.

Im going to buy 2 disposable cameras and Im going to pass it around to everyone while we are getting trashed, and Ill take photos of her, her friends, us together. And my PLAN is to develop the photos and put them together in a book as her house warming gift... Im also gonna make hummus. Cause food lol.

That being said, I think I should talk to her after the party, and after I develop these pictures. When I give her the book.

I just want to blow her away, so that even if she doesn't feel how I do, she's at least blown away. I don't want to fuck up a potential second chance of confessing. Anyway, would you guys like something like that?

Whenever I see her after the party, I plan on giving her the book, and depending on how the pictures come out, maybe save the last page as a candid picture of me and her or something. And than Ill take her by the hand, and tell her how I feel and felt for a while. And why. I don't want to fuck this up at all. But I

But I have a good feeling this time, and I hope Im not wrong.

i wouldn't do it

if i were you.

don't ruin your friendship buddy

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