What to think? (Page 2)

I drunk texted him. :/

I went out with the girls Friday night. Really weird night. We ended up going home pretty early (like 1:30) cause there was some chick bleeding all over the place at the club we were at...

ANYWAYS I was thinking I didn't want to go home and I was kind of in his area, so I texted him
& I'm quoting here so ignore the text ebonics...lol....

Me: hey where r u?
Him: twistedddd u?
Me: lol same. I wanna hang out tho. we just left this really weird club and i'm not ready to go home yet.
Him: haha ok. what do you want to do?
Me: whatever ur doing, idc.
Him: doingggg you
Me: oh trueee, come scoop me then.
Him: !! UR A LIAR?
Me: lol am I? come get me & find out
Him: nah u don't really wanna do V like that
Me: what does V have to do with it?

*no response*

SO I guess we settled that. Another one confused about the situation with the Libra. Which is understandable.
Half the time I don't even know what's going on there.

But it's really cramping my style at this point. :/
I really need to make a decision. Because if not, I'll be stuck in this relationship purgo for the rest of my life.

Lol it's not what it seems

Libra is my high school sweetheart, first love. Been with him on/off since I was 16.
We made it through his tour in Iraq for a year...but things have not been the same since he's been back. He has a lot of issues and I've tried to be understanding and be there for him, but I can't be someone's doormat. It's a long story.

So we broke up...but we still spend a lot of time together.

I bumped my old thread that explains the whole story for you...looks like I'm talking to myself now because everyone deleted/changed names haha 😛

He texted me yesterday before class. I think he was feeling a little awkward/nervous about seeing me after our texts this weekend. 😛 He was like "hey drunk txter, ready for this test??" (trying to make a joke out of it.)

But when I talked to him last night I was like you know after thinking about it further...I'm not sorry for those texts because after reviewing them, you totally started it. I was innocent, you went straight to the gutter. You were DTF, I was just DTS 😉

He just laughed. He knows it's true.

Posted by Eleni

i get the DTF but what the hell is DTS

does the s stand for snuggle? lol 😛

Yes

& good call. I don't know what I want. Libra & I just can't let go and move on. But I want to. :/

It's like I don't want to be without him, but I don't want to be with him either....It's all fucked up.

Leo is just really sexy and I'm very attracted and we have insane chemistry. I wish I would have met him when my life wasn't so complicated.

I think I want him but I wouldn't know what to do if I got him. :/
Then it'd really be a sticky situation. I really do need to think about what I'm doing.......

I'm just surprised how observant he is. I had no idea he knew/noticed the Libra was around.

So what do I do?

Lol...

I so totally would and not even feel guilty about it but he's resisting.
He's worried about the Libra. He said "you don't really wanna do V like that..."

So obviously I would have to have a talk with him & clear all that up & it's really not that serious. :/

Posted by Eleni
i've had that same on/off thing with the hubster...i've also known him since childhood and he was my first love...but it's just so fucked up i'm luck seriously dude...why are we doing this to ourselves...haha

anyhoo...during the breaks i've allowed myself to see other people..moreso before we got married...i guess i was hoping he wasnt "the one" cuz when ur a kid u dont really picture "the one" being the one person u just wanna pound to the ground

and at the same time feel like u actually do love 'em ya know?

I know exactly what you mean.

It's like God's sick joke on us both.

He's the one clinging now. I'm so over it. :/ I don't want to hurt him and I feel like right now he needs me more than ever. But I just want to be freeee.

I'm moving in May...5 hours away...to finish school. I'm looking at it as my out.

Is it the Scorp moon?? He's just so devoted to me. It breaks my heart. He can't let it go. 😢

I've dated loads of people in between him...but he's never seriously dated anyone else - only spent a little time with this nurse to occupy his time, she fell in love and wanted to move in together but he was chasing me behind her back.
I feel so bad. But we fight so much. We argue over what we're going to eat for fucking lunch ffs...

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Posted by pigeonpie
First loves usually almost always come to an end, and hurt like fuck, as I remember...

awww...i just cant picture u heartbroken samsung

It works like this.

Two Years
Two Months
Two Weeks
Two Breaths

*blink blink*
😛

I got mah revenge for the most part, mrahahahaaaa.
Aaaah young love 🙂
Funnily enough, still held in high regard I've found, shme I don't live for facebook, ppffff 🙂
I actually bumped into my g/f from when I was 17 (did everything, she wouldn't let me shag her, but dumped me and shagged this Spanish midget in the space of two weeks, what a cunt, haha 😛) the other week, and made her go a bit goofy on the spot 🙂
I walked off wondering if she was wondering about whether she should have shagged me.
Not bothered either way, but made her blush by mentioning her 'cow eyes' (big brown eyes, some teacher once said that to her way back when and she hated it) then trotted off on my merry way.😛

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awwwww little rooo.

Posted by Eleni

Posted by brianafay
Is it the Scorp moon?? He's just so devoted to me. It breaks my heart. He can't let it go. 😢

I've dated loads of people in between him...but he's never seriously dated anyone else - only spent a little time with this nurse to occupy his time, she fell in love and wanted to move in together but he was chasing me behind her back.
I feel so bad. But we fight so much. We argue over what we're going to eat for fucking lunch ffs...

yep...it's definitely the scorp moon

the one thing i've learned about those types is that the more they argue with u, the more they love u..

totally warped..LOL

mine has complained about me and argued with me forever and yet when i ask why he's still with me he'll say "because i love u"

it's just so friggin weird..cuz i honestly get tired of the fighting and it's like he just gets energized

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YES wtf. After one of those relentless arguments we have I want to pull my hair out and/or knock him the eff out.
He wants to cuddle me and/or have makeup sex. He just loves the drama. He loves getting me worked up. He likes seeing me get emotional and passionate about things. :/ He's a terrorist.

& same here...whenever I'm like why are we still doing this? We are obviously not compatible... He says "I love you" too!!!
I always ask him why he thinks he loves me since his opinion of me is so poor...I have such an attitude problem, I overreact, I'm rude, blah blah blah...but then when I'm like okay, let's break up.

"NO. I love you."
:/

I just want him to go away and be happy.

Posted by pigeonpie
You know, I don't do 'breaks' in relationships, and I think there's always an element of getting the other back in some way shape or form whether the intentions are good or bad.

Posted by brianafay
I just want him to go away and be happy.

Doesn't seem like you can at present ?😢
Without sounding lie a cunt, priority is No.1, and this situation keeps dragging you down just when you're on the up.

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You don't sound like a cunt. You're right. 🙂

Posted by Eleni
breeeyaaaaa...like sammy says...look after #1...do what's best for u

the relationship is draining, i cant lie but for me there's children involved and other complications

plus, i've been dealing with this for two decades so i have my own survival mechanism 😛

ur still young...so run my child...run as fast as the wind can carry u

before he proposes and u start dropping kids like there's no tomorrow...LOL

😛

& being that you're in the same situation a few years ahead of me. Your advice means more than you know. ♥

Lol do you know who you're talking to right now?
Do you know exactly how blunt you'd have to be to offend/out-do me?? 😛

Lesbeeehonessst. I'm not exactly the queen of tact over here 😉

Haha........... I don't get it?

Anyways, clearly I'm not offended. 🙂
If it's true, it's true.

He obviously used NLP on me.
That bastard.

😄

Lol riiiiight

We could make some serious money teaching NLP to losers.

"Guaranteed to get you laid - yes, even you Math Club President"

LOL I'm an asshole. 🙂

Roo, please tell me you remember that Lauren drama queen whining about the guy that destroyed her using NLP—
Tell me I'm not crazy.

Nevermind. Who cares. 🙂

*hopping around singing Kangaroo song*

Lol thank you. Dumbbitch. :/

I hate whiny ass people that play victim when they're called out.

"I don't know why you're attacking me OMG?!"

!!@!@#!!! fuck off.
tis why most Cancers really irk me actually. Except Tashinoodle and Luney, I've come to love them both. They're quite precious.

Oooh coral red is hot

*high five*

(as long as you're not mixing up coral red with flamingo pink.)

Lol they are complements...nicely done pimpster.

I have a zip up hoodie that's like a light teal/jade... I should ship it to you.

it's actually more like this color:

So I guess that's considered seafoam

Posted by Eleni

Posted by pigeonpie
Nahhh, I'm not 'game' enough 🙂

And a plain Jade green T-shirt. 🙂
Complimentary colours innit blud ?

what's up with the face?

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I rub off on him. It's contagious

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Posted by pigeonpie
Nahhh, I'm not 'game' enough 🙂

And a plain Jade green T-shirt. 🙂
Complimentary colours innit blud ?

what's up with the face?

I rub off on him. It's contagious

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& please don't misconstrue that I rub him off....that cannot be done on Skype dates. 😛

Posted by Eleni
forget it bree..if that's him in that picture...he's MINE...MINEEEE !!!

i'll be filing for divorce...for sure

😉

Lol

♥ connection *raises eyebrows in Roo's direction*

Tis the Taurean way Eleni. Purr and wind round and then say "Gimme some sugar hooker!" 😉

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Posted by brianafay
it's actually more like this color:

So I guess that's considered seafoam

Yep, I see.
I doubt I'd fit into one of your tops though, tbh.🙂

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Are you nuts? It's a hoodie, so I bought it to be a little big. You like shit fitting anyway as I can tell.
& not to mention, you need to factor in the fact that I'm a well endowed...

I think it would fit. Maybe a little snug. 🙂

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Posted by Eleni
forget it bree..if that's him in that picture...he's MINE...MINEEEE !!!

i'll be filing for divorce...for sure

😉

Lol

— connection *raises eyebrows in Roo's direction*

Grrr, hahaha we see/create the — connection, we can't be the — connection, silly.
That Leo is a bad influence on you.🙂

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NLP :/

it got me.

I can't see his pic.

*pouting*

*picks up the pieces*

*glues them back together*
...except for that one corner piece, I scotch-taped that one. twas easier *shrugs*

Posted by pigeonpie
*sniffs glue*

*smack glue out of Bling's hands*
please save your brain cells.

Plus, it's mine. 🙂

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*sniffs glue*

I KNEW it!