
herlimbicmind
@herlimbicmind
10 Years
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It seems like this year is the year of self discovery. I had to move at the end of last year to complete my degree and I feel almost isolated where I live. I have friends up here, but no one that I'm truly pulled to hang out with. My true friends are six hours away... I finally cut the last thread between my Gemini ex and I (10 years one and off...more off than on but the sex was nice) and he's dating someone else and other than our kid, I'm pretty much alone and keep to myself.. I also cut ties with my Aqua friend, who I loved and adored, because he was so sporadic and it felt like he was keeping things from me and just not invested (after 11 years). So, I literally have NO love interests and this is first for me for awhile.
Being an incredibly social person, this almost kills me, but then I'm taking time to work on personal goals. I guess I just feel like right now the universe has set me up to just be alone, in so many ways, and it is a really surreal feeling.
Anyone else feeling like they are being forced to make self discoveries?