Ever beloved.. sweet Pumpkin Mr. Sag :D

Sorry.. can't help myself thinking of him without an ever-lasting smile.. be it in my head or reflecting to my face.

OK -- latest!

Mr Saggitarius (got to smile again 😄 -- yeah... big smile!!) blocked me off from Facebook. That was a while back. I first got to know him 4 years ago. A bliss of meeting a lovely Sag man was granted to me 🙂 I'm a Scorpio. The sex and thereafter was strikingly lovely.

He wanted to see me again over the years. I think I let him pursue me for about 2 years. Not that I didn't want to see him, but I was scared he'd do the same spiel as before. See me, then tell me it's over. Every week he'd email if I'd meet him again. Sometimes those emails were daily. Then this spring when I finally felt opening up to him more.. he came up in the middle of Nowhere.. asked some silly question about my job, then told me that I had rejected him too many times. *Now we are friends✨ he said and deleted/blocked me from facebook.

I was upset, of course, thinking.. hell.. FUM.. why can't you just see the guy.. you like him.. you adore him for the feelings he still gives you.............. but too late. 😢

Then a few months later.. he emails if we can meet again. Hey.. no misunderstandings.. he means "having sex!".. not meeting for some outing. I tell him a few events happening in the city... he replies.. oh good .. then NOTHING!

I already know... he just wants sex with this Scorp -- Nothing more! Not going to listen to some damn jazz.. he just wants to meet in some hotel room.


Question: what the hell..—


p.s. some more insight. I'm some 15 years older than him.. don't want to disgust anybody but my hesitation is (most) partially having trouble in meeting him again due to my age.

Well you guys need to learn how to cool it on the revenge game. LIKE REALLY. Because at some point yes, people are only going to want to sleep with you because you make any other form of relation impossible.




2 years is a really long time to push someone around like that. I get you were upset that he hurt at some point but 2 years? Than how about just not talk to him. You needed to stop hiding and just get out there and go with it if that is what you really wanted. "I was upset, of course, thinking.. hell.. FUM.. why can't you just see the guy.. you like him.. you adore him for the feelings he still gives you.............. but too late" ?


Like I said, I can only know so much from what you posted not the whole story. But from what this post sounds like your being an suspicious scorp and you should of tried to lighten up a bit at some point possible.

hmm .. :-) Sag89

sorry for my late answering. I appreciate your questions.

first, I don't know what revenge is.

secondly, it's truly as simple as it sounds... I just am afraid to be hurt by him again.

So .. again latest

haven't heard from him all summer, which must be good because he may have found someone closer to his age and yet also close to his heart. Why I say 'good' kinda proves my theory of being right that he may not be into me other than sex.

hey.. maybe easy sex

but

i don't think human beings are that simple. my heart tells i will always like him and he will always like me.. but we will be always unachievable for each other.

I don't know. I can't read my intuition anymore. Perhaps *I* make it unachievable for us. Am out of touch with that intuition of mine. It betrayed me either all too often or I lacked understanding it..

So what do you want from him?