Calming times with Scorpio...trap by Universe?

3 years of a nearly suicidal relashionships...for both of us...turmoil of passion and struggle...hot and cold of him and always overheated for me...

Last week he opened up to me about business cituation that he had not told me about though we’ve talked a lot about future of his business and him IN the business. I held his hand and we had talked about best options for future.

And I’ve noticed him being calmer and spending time on the phone with me without rushing anywhere. Like something had changed or talking to me was soothing for him. Which calmed me as well.

I’ve stopped popping pills to contein myself. I suddenly started to feel like something letting go. My feelings are deeper but I don’t suffer anymore because I am feeling his presence in my life.

Today he had called me and told me that something we were dying to fix for the business went belly up and normally he would be outraged and not talking to me boiling with anger and hiding it. Today he just told me and he sounded ok. I said it’ll be all right and he said it’s a shocker but he is fine.

I’ve asked if he wants me to come down the shore and he said he doesn’t want a few hours to spend with me. He wants to spend time and it’ll be impossible because he said I am sick of the bullshit we are in.

He said if you are coming anyway - just come and I will see what I can do. I will be calling you every day to see what your plans and just because.

He said ‘I love you’ first and I was left in such peace I haven’t felt for over 3 years...

I am fine but wondering how these few weeks could had change us and how long will that last?

Any thoughts?

Posted by HeartofTopazz

Kind of sounds like his ego was hurt from the bad business deal, so he called you for a pick me up.

It doesn’t even matter...it’s just why the calmness? It used to be ‘fuck! Can you imagine what happened?’

Now it’s like ‘that what happened. I’ll be fine...’

Posted by Gemitati

I’ve stopped popping pills to contein myself.

BOOOOORRRRRRINGGGGGGG

Posted by HeartofTopazz

Posted by Gemitati

Posted by HeartofTopazz

Kind of sounds like his ego was hurt from the bad business deal, so he called you for a pick me up.

It doesn’t even matter...it’s just why the calmness? It used to be ‘fuck! Can you imagine what happened?’

Now it’s like ‘that what happened. I’ll be fine...’

Why didn’t you ask him? Give me his number and I’ll find out for you

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It’s not about that! I am asking why are we both calm?

Posted by exsqueezeme

Posted by Gemitati

Posted by HeartofTopazz

Posted by Gemitati

Posted by HeartofTopazz

Kind of sounds like his ego was hurt from the bad business deal, so he called you for a pick me up.

It doesn’t even matter...it’s just why the calmness? It used to be ‘fuck! Can you imagine what happened?’

Now it’s like ‘that what happened. I’ll be fine...’

Why didn’t you ask him? Give me his number and I’ll find out for you

It’s not about that! I am asking why are we both calm?

I know you’ve been using my clipped toe nails as a substitute for Parmesan shavings.

It’s okay. We still accept you for the crazy heathen you are.

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I just got a micro orgasm thinking of your acceptance!

I bet I am the first one in your life!

Posted by RooSagicorn

Interesting.. some sort of acceptance perhaps?

I hope. it what it feels like! Just afraid to even think about it.

Thanks Roo boo...